on Sunday, February 27, 2011
Getting the Hell and the Worst feel of a unpredictable relationship..

Dont men have feelings?
Dont men get offended?
Why womens mentality is very hard to predict?


WTF!
on Monday, February 21, 2011
She's not feeling well.. and im helpless.. what should i do?
i want to be beside her.. take care of her... :(

I feel weak thinking about this.. had a sleepless night this few days..
I need strength..
on Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Things happend very unexpectedly today.. One thing came to my mind.. Can a twist of a Lemon, bring a zest in your life ?.. Food yes.. Life? no.. obviously or dubiously? i dunt know.. Today my fiance to be cried on the phone and a bit upset with me.. For things that i edioticaly denied to prove.. I  panicked.. My brain started to freezed... I thought to myself.. how stupid iam? What should i do? I imediately run to see my fiance..Never before.. so deeply panicked.. I had to made up with her.. The appologitic sentences keeps mingle on my head.. I saw her.. i appologized.. We had a lunch.. and again i applogized. Well.. some things in life.. one cannot take it as granted.. No one is perfect in this life.. yet still im a human being with the same set of theory.. im no perfect.. Well.. ive done a mistake... and i aint gonna repeat it again.. Nothing serious.. but a good lesson of relationship to me.. a set of exam that makes me think twice of a rollback factor.. cool? no cool. :)
on Monday, February 14, 2011
Wow... ive been missing from blogginging for quite sometimes now.. what happening to me.. hahahaha..
Well...yea buzy bee of the year.. My another cousins wedding just get over yesterday.. wow.. how buzy iam.. welcoming guests.. bringing the couples to photo session.. bringing parents to the wedding hall.. wow..  hell of a buzy period.. Also im anxiously waiting for my big day to arrive.. yea.. my engagement.. April 9th.. hahahaha plannings are ongoing.. preparations are getting into rocket fuel.. im messing up my brain thinking what to do.. what to buy.. espeacialy when it comes to buying girly stuffs (presentation gifts for the engagement)... Hahaha what an experience this is.. luckily enough i got my sister to guide me.. well.. still missing 2 persons in my family..  the usuall brainies who provides sound ideas on all this plannings.. well im refering to my 2 cousins who got married recently... hmm.. other cousins.. are either buzy with their studies or staying far.. So left me and my sis on the decorations and engagement presentations...
on Tuesday, February 01, 2011
The month of January was the buziest day of this year for me.."as of now".. . how buzy i am.. plenty of things comes in a short period of time.. Well. i could name a few.. Ermm.. Thaipusam.. It went well as planned. Initially suggesting to go on the day before thaipusam, but for a change we decided to go on the day it self to avoid heavy traffic and off course the crowd.. Well what do u know.. on the thaipusam day less traffic & almost very little crowd and we had a peacefull prayers.. the preperations before thaipusam was quite hectic.. it squeezed my time preety bad..

Other then thaipusam another major things that happend in January was my engagement preperations..buying clothes .. We set up a "good day" and meet up with my fiance and her family at Penang Market street on one fine saturday to buy the dress and other important accesories.. had a wondefull "Expensive" shopping on the day..  Yea i have to emphasize the expansiveness here cause.. it is very expansive.. not the normal kind of typical shopping where one can get a normal discaunt and finished up the purchase in less then $200.. The saree for my fiance cost RM1711.. and the "jippa" (indian traditional male attire) which i will wear on my enaggement costs RM700.. wow.. thats eye popping shopping eh.. hahaha.. Well it had to be that way since.. the function is gonna be once in a life time..and one will not gona go thru it again.. No one going to see the main person wearing a dull and boring dress rite.. So thats it.. :)  After the shopping, we had a nice tea at local shop in penang itself before head home back to butterworth and my fiance's family head back to their place at penang....

One more thing happend in the month of january, which i could not avoid to tell was my cousins sisters marriage..Its on Jan-29.. I was preety buzy travelling to my cousins house attending the series of pre-wedding functions.. yea i was termendously buzy with that.. and again buzy shopping for the best dress for me to wear on her wedding day.. ive almost been regularly visiting market street at penang everyday.. haha trying to satisfy my  choice of ' the ideal dress'.. Finally i found one.. a Nice blue jippa.. The wedding... it was nice.. also the food.. Now i feel  much releive after the wedding is over.. But i felt sad.. i was quite closely attached with my cousin sister.. we grew up together and she knows me pretty well.. i felt sad because she has parted away to leave the family and starting a new life.. Well thats the purpose the life.. But in the mean time i feel happy for her..and wishing her a happy and a wonderfull marriage journey.. dedicated to my Cousin sis: Santhiya & Mahen :)