Post 21-Dec. My'yawn' prophecy

Did the Mayans made a good April fool joke alike on us? or the human beings been a subject of dumb joke? It just appeared in my mind "21-Dec-2012" is a day everyone thought the last event on the earth one will drew his breath.. Well it appeared to be a false alarm. I wont curse the Mayans for this. For them, it was just a simple reboot of the calendar cycle. But for living human beings, this thing really made the hell out of us. For me the person to be blamed the best is, Roland Emmerich. How should i put the word? His ingeniously crafted disaster movie 2012? Well, he did for his living, yet still everyone shares the blame as well, taking things very seriously. Human brain is indeed a very delicate nature that absorb things without pre-analyze the truth of it. For me the movie 2012 was a very big thing. I myself thought its the end of the world, alas another living dumb to be honest. Sir Nostradamus was an innocent victim, even though he predicted things, its been interpreted in different way. What ever it is, im happy that the earth still has thousands and thousands of year to get expired. Happy that my generation will still survive. Poor Mayans, getting the blame for nothing.. A science fiction is a fiction after all....

End of 2012

 

Finally, in less then 24hrs the curtain will drawn down for the year 2012. I had plenty of bad memories on this year.. things i rather yawn then recall. Trying to forget it at will. Well it will gone away for good. Im just hoping and praying, 2013 will bring good mental, physical and prosperous luck and most of all, emotional well being for me and everyone in my family. There are some things that seriously needs to be taken care of, which i wish to see it materialize on this 2013. Keeping my fingers crossed. Most of all keeping my blog up to date whenever and wherever possible (will get my data plan soon, in couple of days time).

Wishing all my blog viewers and readers.. Happy new year :)
See  you all next year..

Buzy Life

Ive been out and out buzy with my life these days.. Eventhough connected to the net almost daily (work life), yet still im incapable to post a single thing on my blog :( This sounds really frust to me, especially for a person hooked up preety well on blogger. Geez, i wonder how i could time manage myself? Or is it the family life + work life emotionaly and physically drain out my energy? My oh my, i just wish i could overcome this thing..

Well probarbaly i could, couple of days back ive changed my phone, guess what? its a decission beyond my capacity. Yes i got a brand new, latest smartphone. Samsung Galaxy Note-II. Woweeeee. Thats a good news. Im enjoying the phone very much, eventhough the size does makes me feel awkward at first.. well size doesnt matter to me, as long as im enjoying the phone.. Yes im keeping up to the trend preety much.

Next, im planning to subscriber for a dataplan.. since ive installed blogger mobile, it would be easier for me to post up things almost instantly! Haha cant wait. wish me luck :)

Anniversary

Exactly a year ago on this date.. 10th Sept 2011 its my wedding day.. Man how time flies by.. it was a joyous moment of my life.. A transition of my life from a single person to be a man of family.. It was a perfect event.. 1 year past by preety fast for me.. I felt as if its just been a few months.. Time flies! Over this 1 year, we went thru a normal relation... a type of relation that a married couples would be.. We went thru the rocks.. climbed thru the ladder.. together.. we are not perfect after our marriage.. yet we remained happy..I just hope this moment of life remains... remains at least till our 60th wedding anniversary.. Keeping my fingers crossed....

Luv u baby..Preithi

:)

Photo craaazy

Right now am very eager to grab my cam and catch anything as beautiful and as vivid as possible.. Cant wait to head back to my house and grab my camera..

Static life.

How static is life... I feel life is more static then my previous ones. Why static? What makes my life static? i don't know.. i cant figure that out well.. But this static is simply resulting in nothing.. Previously i do face this static situation, but i can re-adjust my self as and when i need.. But now, its pretty hard to even move an inch.. its having consequences way to hard then i thought.. Static.. i need to neutralize this. Charge the energy in different way..

3 a lovely story.

Lovely story.. based on Bipolar disease.. Wow it makes me surprise how many of people out there in the world suffering from bipolar disease.. will they go to the extend of ending their life ? Im pretty sure its a hard decision.. or do they have a chance to decide.. Interesting..

Career change

Im seriously in look for a change in my life now, probably near future change that secures few things that is creating an havoc in my life right now.. one of them is career change, two financial change, three  strengthening my relationship strain and four.. a need for a house.. Yes i own one alas what can i do if ive been destined not be able to enjoy my life there.. so ive made up my mind, to hunt for an house near my mothers house.. i know financialy it would be a disaster to think about.. but ive no other choise but to move forward. As for my main one, Career change.. yea im looking for one.. hunting down day after day for a good prospect, secure and of course with a good salary.. oh dear.. hope i can be able to narrow down and clutch on these... the sooner the better...

At office now, work call.. blog out later folks!

Why me? :(

never did i felt the painfully agonizing pressure on me,
never did i realize decision making carries so much burden,
never did i realize one day someone will take control over me
never did i realize one day someone will give me the pressure beyond my mind and my mentality could accept,
never did i realize i will be in a situation to choose either one of a choice.

why god giving me this kind of unbearable pressure to me? for what sin did i commit in my previous birth?
who is going to listen to my cries? who is going to console me in this painfull time? who?

:(

god.. please end my suffering.. or end my life... either one.. i cant bear this pain. I feel im at the hells gate now!!!!!!!

Turbulence in Life

Right now im facing some sort of turbulence.. Yet to become a crisis.. but a turbulence. For the past few days i couldn't sleep well or able to behave normal. I couldn't even eat properly. This morning i pondered to  myself when im looking at the mirror, " when was the last time ive been happier". Its true.. i lost control of my happier times. Why now? i couldn't publicly announce why was that. But im just hoping i could rave thru this troubling turbulence.

Hiatus and back rolling.

For some known reason i have to be away from blogging.. My married life, financial life, changes in life.. i had to adapt overall to all these to a maximum capacity. I couldn't think back on what to do and what to start etc. Well my life is full of adapting and dis-adapting.. Im pushing myself back to blogging as blogging is the only way i could express myself.. to release my stress and to start think of all the natural calamity that ive went thru.. My last blog of this year is back in January.. its been half a year gone.. half year of joy, sorrow, and unpredictable miseries.. Im not going to express them all here.. as i intend to forget the bads.. forgetting the bads.. and keeping the goods with me.. im trying to move forward. Well im back to blogging.. and here iam back to where my instinct belongs..

Vanish & Back to action.

Ive been vanished for quite sometimes and even miss out quite number of things to update. But what the hell i dont give a damn thing, here im back!

I changed my blogs skin as well. Its a 2011 end released Myst theme. Looks preety neat and simple, which is what i always want. Well, il stick with it till i come up with something much nicer. Hmm one strange thing i noticed, if i didnt post without an image, it will show up as Image not found on the post. Weird thou!

Dissapeared from action!!

Wow... my last post was on August.. Ive been out the whole september... Isnt it horrible.. Yes indeed. Hahahaha... Welll... finally im a married guy with some .. or should i say a person with a whole new experience of tangled unstable begining of life....hahaha.. Hmm how should i summarize the missing parts? To recap.. im married.. went honeymoon to phuket with my wife.. settled down (unstably) at my new house at Kulim Kedah...driving now and then from and to my work..

Well its a bit more hectic to think about.. well thats what im going thru.. hahaha... :)

Deepavali is in the corner..I havent yet start my shopping.. cash is drying out.. and im figuring out how to float from this point.. Just keeping my finger crossed to survive till few more months to come.. as i believe i will be stable by then... hopefully...



Till new posts c ya guys.. :)

Changes of Life.

Wow the month of August have passed indifinetly.. and i didnt blog... wow.. hahahahaha
Yea.. been preety buzy with the preperations for my upcoming big day.. yea the d-day is just 2 weeks ahead from now.. preperations are sky-rocketing and..i cant keep my mind in peace thinking of all of them..

My only 2 things that worries me to the most extend is... of course my wedding and living seperately from my family.. Hmmm after my wedding il be living far from my parents..which i never have done before.. Its kind of traumatizing effects for me.. Well im taking things positively...

Changes thats going to happend to me are tremendous.. but im willing to surf thru the tsunami to reach the peak.. Can that help change my relieve ? Welll im hoping so...

Ting Tong..

Wow Wow Wow..
im almost out of blogging picture... haha.. damn its been so long.. Well.. what else i can say.. buzy with my non-virtual life.. seperating.. importance.. love.. and physical constructions of things.. hahahaha
Well.. what else i can say.. While writing this blog.. im simply blurred on what to write.. .to much things.. well
cant sort it out right away.. probarbaly on coming blog posts...
till then.. adios......... :)

Ray of Hope

...suddently i can sense a ray of hope.. a light that coming thru from a small visible hole.. a hope that cherished me in a momentum.. Ive been prayed for months.. and now i can see this ray of hope begining to shine.. is this the end of all the torment that im going thru? or a temporary light full of another round of dissapointment..and anguish? Only time will tell..

Watched Pirates of Caribbean - On stranger tides. 3D

Watched Pirates of the Caribbean  in 3D yesterday... Nothing good.. except my wife loves it.. errrr for me.. i felt anoyed with the supposingly fantastic 3D imaging glasses that i wear.. i Dont see any 3D animations or real to life digital effects thou... except for the sub-title translations on the bottom of the screen.. the titles like emerged from the screen.. other then that.. nothing 3D.. The storey? its one hell of a ruined up story i would say.. Except for one crew of black pearl (mr.gibbs).. the rest are all dissapeared.. All new faces.. the female character of penelope cruz has no chemistry what so ever on the movie.. i prefer the elizabeth character from the previous sequel.. which has a better and stronger look...  The story looks so dull... finding a fountain of youth? you must be kidding me.. why dont they hunt for something more better.. I checked on wikipedia.. it seems this sequel's movie is a new director.. compare with the previous ones.. no wonder the movie was badly screwed.. well.. I love pirates and adventerous movie... but this movie makes me things twice..

Well my 2cents .. its a good movie to time pass with your loved ones.. other then that.. didnt enjoy a sh%@.

Trubulent times

Uh ohh... ive been hibernating for quite long time.. and hear i am with another piece of crap blogging..
haha.. yea.. life been a bit buzy.. handling multiple tasks and things in a diffrent way.. not to mention various source of unexpected things coming in and out.. Headache!.. im trying to squeeze myself solving things in really unexpected way.. :( My first problem.. My new House.. as im going to start my life in a fresh new way.. i have to think on how to make up the house.. i.e. renovate.. man now i understand the real meaning of costs of expense.. Im extremely running out of cash.. extremely.. have to think budgetting.. and saving... But my biggest problem is Saving.. will always role down with expense.. How can i save in this term!?!? #^&*$%@$!*%^$@ damn! What should i do.. !? I feel like all my energy have been sucked out dry thinking of all this.. Never ever i expect it would be this trubulent.. :(.. thinking that a side.. here comes my Second Problem.. My marriage.. since Issue 1 is never solved.. Issue 2.. remains un changed.. what should i do!? Im praying day and night hoping my problems run away... Well i assume this as a fact of life that i have to face.. Im trying to be bold and positive enough embracing the challenges ahead... While all this happening.. i manage myself to set some things rite.. Honeymoon.. well destinations booked.. Phuket Thailand.. have allocated some budget for that.. Trying to allocate for the rest as well..

Hmm.. trubulent times ahead..
Nothing sweet... but full of time ticking bombs.. ready to detonate anytime with wrong step of leg..
:(