A big Pause

Time is something i cant play around especially these days.. and blogging seems very very hard for me.

Well, im starting to see an end to blogging for now.. not sure when time allows me to start blog again. For now il leave this blog to a state of "defunct" but not closing it off. I will reboot it soon.. very soon. Till then a big Pause.

Happy Father's Day

Being a father is the best feel ever one can feel to
be.. its a self reflection of how one the father grew up as he brings in his son..

Happy Father's Day to all the wonderful fathers out there...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Wishing all my Chinese blog readers, a very Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Hope the days ahead are filled with immense joy and prosperity!!

新年的祝福，平日的希冀，愿你心境祥和、充满爱意，愿你的世界全是美满，愿你一切称心如意，快乐无比。

Thaipusam 2019

வேல் வேல் முருகா ... சரணம் 

வெற்றிவேல் முருகா ... சரணம்

வீரவேல் முருகா ... சரணம்

ஞானவேல் முருகா ... சரணம்

வெற்றிவேல் முருகனுக்கு ... அரோகரா!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2019

"On this New Year, may you change your direction and not dates, change your commitments and not the Calendar, change your attitude and not the actions, and bring about a change in your faith, your force and your focus and not the fruit. May you live up to the promises you have made and may you create for you and your loved ones the most.. "

Wishing all my Blog readers, a very Happy New Year!!

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.” -- Albert Einstein

Reflections of 2018

The end of 2018 is fast approaching.. alas things are still skeptical for me..
2018 i would call it a year full of "fun-rides".. I wished the year will be full of energy and new discovery but its full of many surprises.. some of them are easy to digest in some are not.. well i prefer not to indulge in any of it..I let it be as my reflection of the past..

Few things i hoped for is a stable flow of wealth.. i prefer to use wealth then cash as wealth can be described in many ways.. alas, not much of differences i could see..

Health, hmm starting of 2018 i had a severe tonsillitis for which i had been hospitalized for 3 days and that too on Jan-2nd!!! Starting of the year!! Nice isn't it?! That's one of the most unforgettable horrible health event that took place on me!

Relationship wise.. hmm nothing much.. a good one. Travelling, except for my business travel to Singapore and few internally traveled destinations.. not much special that i could think off..

Well my son turned 4 this year and he will be going to school (kindy) in January, thats something i really proud of and happily look forward..

Nothing else i could sum up for this year. Well as always hoping for peaceful and wealthy 2019! Till then folks.. Advance Happy New year!

Happy 3rd year Birthday Son

Its been..

94,780,800 seconds
1,579,680 minutes
26,328 hours
1097 days
156 weeks

or 3 years

you are with us, being naughty, being mischievous, being good, being lovely..

"Happy Birthday" to my sweet and lovely son.. Divesshwaar.. :)
Appa love you always..

Post deepavali.

Deepavali ended several days back. For me Deepavali is a day full of vibrant, vivid, colorful and exciting compare with the rest of 365 days in a year.. but unusually like several years back, this year is no different.. dull, less cheerful and boring.. I couldn't tell why, but yea thats how i feel for the past few years.. i dont know why.  Maybe.. Maybe this year i may have the answer.. but could not be the same answer for previous several years. This year i fall sick badly and that too near deepavali. Plus a haywire list of stuffs caused me to enter the panic mode. Work stress, nevertheless adds extra ingredients to this boredom.. Well a complete package that turn my mood upside down. I just wish .. "yea like every year". Next year to be an exciting deepavali.. lets see..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI 2018

நம் வாழ்வில் தீபங்கள் ஏற்றி வெளிச்சம் கொண்டுவருவதற்கான 

பண்டிகை தான் தீபாவளி,

நண்பர்கள், உறவினர்களோடு சேர்ந்து கொண்டாடபடுவது தீபாவளி,

நாம் என்றென்றும் ஒன்று கூடி இருந்து இன்றும் போல் என்றும் நாம் ஒற்றுமையாக இருப்போம்,

இனிய தீபாவளி நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்!

Deepavali the festival to lit lights in our life,

Festival to get united with friends and relatives,

Let’s be together forever and spread the happiness,

Wish you a Happy Deepavali!

Pressurized & cooked.

Wow its been damn freaking long since i last blogged. Well "TO" be honest, work is actually killing me off and on.. just Work. I feel like i was in the pressure cooker, my brain has been pressurized to a boiling point, i had to think and think more then i could able to think to do my work.. It eats up my time a lot. I guess over next few months, this will reduce my time.. hopefully.

Keeping fingers crossed.

Buzy TIme

Yea.. been extremely busy with work, work & work.. apart of my personal life of course. Things are getting up and down over the past few months and the worst is still my work.. Im trying to adjust the wave of issues coming down my way..

Just noticed, tomorrow is my 1 year anniversary at my new work place HP. Oh my 1 year goes away very fast..

Il try to post more on blogger.. as much as i can .. as long as my predicament in my work and my personal solves fast..

HAPPY TAMIL NEW YEAR

இந்த வருட புத்தாண்டு உங்களுக்கு உங்களது வாழ்வில் மிகுந்த சந்தோசங்களையும், வளங்களையும் கொண்டுவர வாழ்த்துகிறேன்,
ஆசிர்வதிக்கபட்ட,

  இனிய தமிழ் புத்தாண்டு வாழ்த்துக்கள்!


May this new year bring in abundance, joy and prosperity to your life.
Have a blessed Tamil New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year

Wishing all my Chinese blog readers, a very happy Chinese new year!!

新年的祝福，平日的希冀，愿你心境祥和、充满爱意，愿你的世界全是美满，愿你一切称心如意，快乐无比。

Thaipusam-2018

வெற்றிவேல் முருகனுக்கு அரோகரா !!!

ஓம் சரவணபவ ஓம்

turbulence

Yes the perfect word. In fact i cant find any better word to describer the situation im in right now.  I can feel the wrath of 2018 after merely 17 days into it sharp and edgy to the point of ready to be used for slaughter.. Its better to describe as my condition at office right now. An 8 years veteran who has a vast knowledge and who has been delegated to transfer that knowledge to me will leave in a very short period of time due to personal issues. The "scariest worst" part of it, the knowledge that i have so far attained are merely 10 to 15%. The "terrifying worst" part of it, no single documentation by this veteran. The "disastrous worst" part of it, no backup personal with same knowledge up till now. The "apocalyptic worst" part of it, i have to meet a bunch of people who are waiting for an outcome where my limited 15% knowledge will need to speak out which is absolutely insufficient to cater..

To sum up..
scariest worst part
terrifying worst part
disastrous worst part
apocalyptic worst part

These are the worst of the worst part of my open eyed nightmare right now.. Whether i will come out of this turbulence or sink down fast, only time will tell. But for now, ive prepared to face what ever things coming on my way.  With or without life support..


Image Copyright: "Van Gogh's Turbulent Mind Captured Turbulence"

Happy Ponggal 2018

Wishing all my blog readers, a very happy ponggal!! May this year brings you abundance of good wealth and prosperity like the flow of rice pot!

:)

Happy New Year 2018

Wishing all my blog readers, a very Happy New Year 2018!!

Make the most of this year to achieve success in all your endeavors. Happiness comes to those who know how to dispel the gloominess and go beyond the trivialities of life. Rise above petty issues and see the joys that surround you.

Let’s give a warm welcome to the year that starts a new, cherish each moment that the year shall behold, so let’s come together and celebrate a blissful start to the New Year.

:)

Gauthem

2017 in Reflection

A look back at 2017.. for me its a challenging year. Full of multiple zones of complication, emotional distress.. and financially.. well distress as always... The only thing keeping me together is none other then my 2 years old son..

Job change is an interesting turn of event back in July. A big change that ive decided right away.. No regrets on that. Apart from that.. others are all the same.. no change.. i just wish 2018 a bit more emotionally happier and also as always.. "financially" stable one..

Goodbye 2017... 18 is around the corner now..

Merry Christmas!

Wishing all my blog reader, a joyous Christmas!!

Christmas brings family and friends together; it helps us appreciate the love in our lives we can often take for granted. May the true meaning of the holiday season fill your heart and home with many blessings.

Christmas Movie

The movie that comes to my mind on every Christmas.. "Home Alone"! A simple american comedy film portrayed by  Macaulay Culkin as Kevin McCallister, a boy who is always accidentally left behind by his family on their vacation.. It even goes on for a few sequels.. All with the same genre and beautifully played.. Love it! :)

Happy Birthday my Divichu

I can’t believe two years has passed since you came into this world. Time flew so fast maybe because we enjoy, we really did enjoy, watching you grow up. You fascinate us with your every little milestone. Happy 2nd birthday to the most joyful, sweet kid that I know. Now look at you and all you’ve learned! You laugh and play and learn in your own special way. Joy to you on your birthday!

My Dear Son Divesshwaar,
Always stay happy and content in Life. On this special day, i wish you to remain healthy, wealthy and happy always, appa wishing you a very happy birthday! Love you so much!

Singapore

#Singapore #ThePlaceIamRightNow #4thday #Confrence #Meetings #KT #NewBuilding #AdvancedLifeStyle

Basically, im eager to return home... :)

Happy Deepavali

Wishing all my Hindu blog readers, a very Happy Deepavali !!!

அசூர மன்னன் நரகாசூரன் வதைக்கபட்டதை கொண்டாடுவதே தீபாவளி பண்டிகை,

இதன் மூலம் தீமையை நன்மை வெற்றி கொள்வதை அறிவூட்டபடுகிறது,

நம்மிடையே இருக்கும் தீமைகள் ஒழிந்து நன்மைகள் குடியேரட்டும்,

இனிய தீபாவளி நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்!

May this deepavali lights up new dreams, fresh hopes, undiscovered avenues, anything bright and beautiful and fill your days with pleasant surprise moments...

From; Gauthem :)

Secrets of Success

#LifeMotivation #SecretsOfSuccess #NeverGiveUp #ImASurvivor

Simply

Im in the vortex of information which is coming thru me quite rapidly. Tons and tons of information that i never heard or seen before. All these simply amazes me. Codings, Queryings & many more.. simply the wow!

Im falling in love with IT again.. :)

Life Ambition

#AmbitionCircle #LifeMotivation #ImaSurvivor

Feeling Lonely

Its going to be a month on my journey of working at HP. I can feel ive settled down quite well here. Things that i never before learn looks miraculously interesting to learn here in HP. Oceans of stuffs to be precise. Accesses's, meetings, training's are all coming over my way wave by wave.. Basically im pretty much occupied with stuffs.

But one thing that is affecting me pretty much is the loneliness. I hate being left alone as it makes me sad and rethink my utmost decision. But im accepting it in a positive way as time is the ultimate factor which will all change.

At HP i has few to none known faces from my past work life so my time at HP are all surrounded within me. Unlike my time at my previous company be it Intel or Seagate where i was surrounded by plenty of friends.. i felt like a family.. At my current place, sometimes during lunch break i just took my car drive around the area, talking to myself, listening to my car audio..  i know its weird, well thats the only thing i can do.. cause no one around to be with..

Hmm this loneliness is really killing me. :(

New Episode Beguns

As the image says.. Today I'm stepping forward on a new ladder of career in my Life. Going thru the tides of new rough waves in an unexplored ocean.. and opening the door to ... Hewlett Packard (HP). Yes im entering HP and yes i will definitely miss Seagate. The place where i spend the last +7 years digging for new skills and knowledge!

As for now.. Hello HP!

Goodbye Seagate

Seagate. I came to this company without knowing anything about it. With little to none of good things that i heard. Many people stopped me to join this company with a reason, they are not stable, they will close down soon, joining a hard disk company a bad thing and etc. But i stepped in. Stepped in sincerely knowing that i would make a difference for my self. Knowing that i will succeed. Knowing that those who stopped me, will feel proud of me.. and yes those things did happen. Before joining this company, ive been in a living hell.. referring to my life in Intel. Stress, Time and Agony of employment ripped me apart. But as soon as Seagate called me, i said yes.. and here i am 7 Years-4 Months & 10 Days (2689 days) as a dedicated employee for this wonderful company. But like a wise man says..  every beginning has an ending.. and like the say..today it will mark my last day officially at Seagate. Tomorrow i will begin fresh, i will woke up early and drive my car to a never before explored land and enter a new base which i strongly believe will thought me with goods and bad's of next chapter of my career. I hope, the time i cherished in Seagate will be a strong cemented will of success for me to face and survive at HP.

My life continues...

(2010 - 2017)

Ive accepted it!

Oh yes! Finally the much awaited job offer arrived and Ive Accepted the offer! I can't believe my eyes to say that ive been waited so much to hear the golden question of my life.. "do you consider the offer".. and i right away say YES!! Which company, Where and when? Il post them up very soon after i finish the deal up with my current employment. Just to make sure this is a smooth sail and no any hickups in between. For now, im in cloud-o-9!

Wish me luck!

Walking away

Im starting to see myself walking away from my current work environment. Hopefully it materialise. Will post in full coming few days time if i could... :)

My Dad

Eventhou he is not with me today and to play with his grandson and eventhou i do not like him that much, he is still my dad. I have to thank him for brought me to this world, to let me see wonderful things and most of all to somehow to make me who i am today. His character and examples may be bad, but his will of life will always let me be admired.

Dedicated to my dad.. Mr. S. Sivanathan. Thanks Dad!

Happy Fathers Day

"A father is neither a sun nor moon to light up the whole sky. He is just a candle in the shadows of the night, shining brightly to those that surround him.."

Happy Fathers day!

Gold

Watched 'Gold' the movie today. Quite intresting movie potraying on how a guy been conned for gold mining business and been left alone in the end to be ravaged by investors, banks, commisions, FBI till at the end..dead all by alone(*in true real life). The greed for money, the strong will to success.. perpetrating of stock fraud.. carries a good lesson of how karma returns back extremely ruthless! Btw, this movie is based on a true story and in real the company name 'Bre-X'.

My rating: (6.5 over 10 star)

Stop Bullying

I know it seems norm for all to face, been face or had been a victim of bullying in some point of their life. Mostly during their school times. But this act can lead to bigger problem for the victim. The worst.. death. There are so many cases of bullying out there and majority of us doesn't seems to care much about it, because we will think that as part of growing up process. Especially in schools. But when that involve death then we will be regretting to not stop the act, which by then will be to late.

I'm pretty sure my son will face the same bullying tune at some point of his school time, but im fully determined to be there for him and stop the act whenever it surface by all mean possible!

This post is dedicated to T.Nhaveen (A victim of school friends abuse who have died yesterday, who dreamed to become a successful music composer.) & ZulFarhan (A victim of a defense school newbie who just joined the academy). Both dreamed to achieve bigger things in their life, unfortunately their soul was ripped apart by the bullies. Rest in peace my brothers! :(

#justiceforNhaveen #justiceforZulFarhan

Happy Mothers Day

Happy Mothers Day.

"Mother is a part of God.
Mother is a part of Love.
Mother is a part of our Strength.
Mother is a part of our Winning.
Mother is a part of who direct us to right path to proceed"

Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible.  -Marion C. Garretty, quoted in A Little Spoonful of Chicken Soup for the Mother’s Soul

Travelling once again

Oh yes! Words cant describe, my emotions cant describe.. im on the cloud.. again on the same happy cloud! Yesss! I will be traveling once again.. and once again to my favorite destination.. the land where my forefathers originated.. the land that tales my inner peace at utmost level.. "India". Particularly South India.. Tamil Nadu!
I would love to visit this place million times! Thats my level of eagerness to be on that land. This round il visit this place with my 2 souls. My wife and my son.. Its a 1 week trip that covers 16 different places. Oh yes! Been busy planning, scheduling, booking and not to mention the time cover to apply for visa.. Lucky thou my passport is still alive till 2021. Hahaha. :)

Cant wait to land in there.. May'29 here i come!

Happy Tamil New Year

Wishing all my Tamil blog readers, Happy New Year!

 

இந்த புதிய ஆண்டில் உங்களுக்கு ஒரு இனிய சிறந்த வருடமாக வாழ்த்துகிறேன். வெற்றி, சந்தோசம், இவற்றை எல்லாம் இந்த இனிய புத்தாண்டு உங்களுக்கு கடவுள் அருளால் கிடைக்கணும் அன்று வேண்டுகிறேன்! 

இனிய தமிழ் புத்தாண்டு நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்!

The flash series.

Right now ive been watching "The Flash" TV series for couple of days now. Getting addicted with the show. :)

#TheFlash #WarnerSeries

Depressed

I'm seriously felling depressed this couple of weeks.. Partly because of i cant move anywhere on changing my job. I felt its a right time for me to switch company.. but been unlucky on either getting up the offer or no suitable requisition available.. The stress level is enormous! Even when i attend some interviews with confident i keep having this dilemma on whether will i be chosen or not.. Wonder where and how will this be fixed.. stress stress oh stress!

Hoping to get some good news very very very soon.