Study with devilsh style..

Well... deepavali passed very fast... i need to forget about the day... now comes my studies again... well.. haha first assignment on visual programming, i need to design a calculator... its fun to do that... but my VP lecturer is one stonehead.. he talks crap a lot but teach us a penny... i cant wait for his lecturing.. since VP is new to me.. i had to take the turn fast... yea... ' ye knoe wha i mean '.. i copied a good source code of basic calculator and modify to the max.. hahahaha thats what i call rocking fun... you cant be angel all the time.. sometimes you have to commit sin.. sweet.. cute.. naughty sin's... hahahaha that is study with devlish style... :P

Haahh back from de holiday

Here iam after a long holiday... back to office, stare at the monitor & do my work... gosh.. deepavali this year... man... its a one piece of !*&#^%#& ... damn its never like this before.
I enjoyed deepavali celebration each and every year... well... not always on cloud-9. Hmm... all was ok... except for a dull boring day...i just wished i didnt take the 3 days annual leave of mine.. hmm i rather be back at office and stare the monitor... ive no morale at all to celebrate. Anyway.. after back to office... new terrible news comes up... well 2 actually.. the 1st one is my work.. damn it got pilled up a bunch... 2nd is my fees for the studies.. i didnt expect they would charge me this month.. man im broke ! hmmm i got to figure out someway to get money for it... man man man....i starting to hate studies ! back from holiday with a bunch of crap feels like blowing off your own head... damn i hate this !

Deepavali-2007

Deepavali is getting near.. 3 days more.. i see alots of diffrences this year.. unlike previous years... For me deepavali is far more meaningfull rather then my own birthday! I celebrate deepavali with full honesty.. full dignity and respect.. its a one day of my life that significe the true shine of lights... a day that makes me happier then any other day for a year. This year ive dont know why i feel this presence of sad.. and unhappy feelings... is it my financial problem behind this ? is it my life turmoil behind this ? i cant figure out why.. im forcing my self to be happy.. yet i still cant... why ? For last year... when i wake up ... i keep figure out how im going to celebrate deepavali this year.. what clothes should i bought.. what presents im going to give to my mom.. i feel happy managing all these.. This year... i keep having this questions on my debt ... my financial postition... my savings.. im not broke anyway.. its just that everything came at a time where the time im suppose be happy... its just a bad luck... it could just happened after the deepavali celebration is over.. ! Well.. not every day you can see a rainbow while you are passing by thru the sky.. i have taken this a s a challenge.. this year i will sacrifice my celebration for good. i have placed a mindset.. for next year.. i would celebrate deepavali in grand manner.. after my financial crisis is over.. hopefully i could.....

This is my life... full of pain... sadness... sorrow... yet a word of survival...

Anyway.. im wishing all my 'Hindu' blog community friends and whoever pass by reading my blog posts.. a very Happy Deepavali or Diwali.. think of your family and enjoy your life with full extent... God Bless... ' Jai Shri Ram '

First Class Vs Brain

Ok here i am after a 3 hours of yesterday diziness. yea my first class. Man that was horrible.
Guess what im the only student..initially i heard there was 2 of us (2 students) but at last i came to know only one and that was me.. i was stunned over the suprise. hahaha... anyway the class was very boring.. cause im the only one.. so no fun.. no smile no laugh... i have to concentrate the full 3 hours.. so my brain is kind of dizzy.. well never in my life i hear a person talking & lecturing to me straight for 3 hours... the max i had is 3 minutes.. & the min ermmm probarbaly 8 sec. hehehehehehe... :P

The lecturer seems ok... hes from Western Digital a trainer. Able to explain every single points during his introduction precisely.. well.. i hope i could excel on the examination like how he could remember.. else im doomed... haha.. probarbly its time for me to train my brain well enough to remember every single points and subjects..

Blur blogey..

After a long big hay-wire thought of life of mine... im now fully a student... a student of a time.. :)
well worth say... I will be starting my part time class soon... initially the plan for 4 yrs study makes me well very sick... now ive go for 1 yr study instead.. sounds confusing ? yep.. the only diffrence is... 4 yrs = goverment whereis 1 yr = private. Goverment.. wants more $$$$ and more $$$$ with in-efficient study skills and terrible tutor... whereis Private... wants more $$$$ but provide excellent way of excel in studies... this is the main concept for me to choose the private way.. other then the duration of course...

Oh well... its been a long time since i did my last blogey .... well very buzy with work stuff..
haaaaaaaahhh.... man i feel like a caveman typing keyboard for blogging in internet.

tired... excausted... fed-up of the net... its getting jammed here... haha.. we need a police'net'man to slow down the traffic and a police'brain'man to smoothen the data transfer from our brain...
hahahaha

ok guys till then next blogey... chiow..

Solar the Bozz showin up...

Hi,

on my previous posts a while ago (gosh.. ive been idled so long).. ive posted lunar eclipse and its effects to me.. haha... now its the time for the Solar to show whos the bozz (haha not really). Ok back to the post... solar...the bigest planet on our solar system.. yep they called the bozz on the planetary system first. As i mention on my previous posts. Solar eclipse too has its own effect for

the humans.. especially to the entire hinduism.. ive not yet have a detail results on what this solar eclipse can do to a normal person.. But the hints i get is very bad. So an hindu pays very very big attention or should i say pay respect during this eclipse. It depends whether after this eclipse once faith will change to positive or negative. I do strongly believe on this prediction. Why? yea most of the time once after this eclipse goes over.. i do observe some strange and very unusuall changes in my life. Sometimes its miraculously better in prospect and wealth on some occasion, dreadfull and painfull life continuance. From that time onwards i put an extra attention and utmost respect during this eclipse. Believe it guys i wont even take food or a drop of water during the eclipse. Yes every inch of things that we do during this Lunar/Solar eclipse is equivalent of what your life is going to be till the next eclipse. In Hinduism its been called as the movement or the transition of planets during the eclipse. I know it sounds scary. But from my experience i would say its the faith that must be undergo to survive.. :)

Lunar Eclipse

Eclipse... i still cant get this meaning of eclipse. Still i sense its speaciality alots of mystery.. spirituality... beauty... hmmm i can name more and more of it... Today is a moon eclipse ( or more widely known as lunar eclipse. For scientific term it is a beautiful scenary of 2 galactical planet faces each other at one point after a period of a year. For a traditional belief (Hinduism), it is a fact known as dark side. Im not intrested on this scientific pendermic, but looking towards the religion this eclipse plays a huge role or should i say a huge impact. Imagine world wide Hindu temples will be closed during this eclipse period ! Isnt this something jaw dropping fact. Im no insult to this, but curiosity brings me to this wonder. Even my mom told me today stop eat or drink on this 6 hours eclipse period and i get to know that we should not pray at temple or at home due to this eclipse. Intresting eh... Mysterious.... Wonderly mysterious !

Moon...

Bla..bla..bla...

Heya all.. nothing to post still.. yet few intresting.. happening.. curious things are happening in my life at the moment.. dont worry.. ive run out of idea on how to describe using proper words.. hahaha... lets forget bout that.. apart from work.. home life.. ive must say there is some changes happened for my education life... yeahh the grand slam blog that i wrote couple of months back.. abit shocking with some intresting twist.. yet to describe on the updates.. well il keep posting guys... :)

Buzy month...

Gosh.. its been a very buzy month lately... i cant believe im hardly typing anything on my blog page... so sad.. :(... anyway i hook up on the net all the time.. still no time to blog.. haha..
So back to another edition of august blogey... well.. August seems a very curious month to me this year... my heart pounded very fast as soon as the day leaps to august.. my curiosity seems limitless thinking and searching for things that im blank with.. ive no idea what, why and how this is happening.. hopefully all is at its best..

Nothing much over then that.. life goes on .. still..
Not in any vacation mood... religious? yeah.. a bit.. ermmm a little big bit i would say..
im frequently visiting temples nowadays.. and coming back very late night.. sometimes early morning.. hmmm sometimes life is ruthless.. life is arrogant.. life is full of mysteries.. life is... hmm what the hack.. ive run out of words.. ok il let my brains do the word search..
got to go now.. still buzy with work stuff... till then... c ya all for now...

Houzee

Hiya all.. back to blogey.. last week both my aunt and uncle planned to bought a house near where i bought my house. Its in Kulim, Kedah north east of Malaysia. Im quite excited about it. Especially living near your relatives. I would personally feel comfortable and happy.
Hmm but none been decided yet as of today but high chances they would buy the home there. Cant wait for them to bought it there... Its a semi-D house actually with large rooms and halls.

The Boss

'Wow' for grand in style, grand in picture and grand in sound. Thats the 3 grandeiurs that i could give for the film Sivaji the Boss. I watched the movie last saturday with my 2 cousin, mom & sis. We went to cathay cineplex in butterworth. Initially i thought the ticket price will be somewhere around RM 13 to 20 but too my suprise its only Rm 10. Haha the best part is one of my cousin gets a half ticket which usually given to children even though he is not. Back to the movie, it was simply superb. Its been tagged as the most expensive movie till date. Hats of to shankar. Even though some of the part like the villains and some characters role have been sidelined their equality with the main character, still the whole movie is mind blowing. Yet i couldnt have any word to say. Im looking to buy the VCD once its out and hope i could find a DVD of the movie. So far none of the tamil movie came up with DVD version, hopefully this movie Sivaji will set the trend for the DVD as well.

Happiness

Today i feel happy.. far more then happy.. why.. ? something speacial happened in my house :) Im not going to elaborate what was that.. but im very happy... my mother is happy... and so do my sister.. we are happy... Hope the happiness that we are enjoying today will be with us for very long long long time. All my prayers for todays moment of happiness have been answered by the gods, im praying once again to the gods, please let this happiness be with us for more times to come. We have had enough of miserables, now its the time for us to feel happy..... :)
Me, my mother & my sister dont want to think or talk about the past we want to go ahead with our life.. happy life..

* Dedicating this post to my father *

Miserable holiday..

bbbbaaackkkk from the 2 days holiday.. well im back now. the 2 days holiday is basically for the wesak day (celebrated for the buddhism prayers & for the labour day). Labour day.. .eh.. yea for the hard working labours like me.. well haha.. yea its true ! Well this holidays is one of the worst long holidays for me. Why? 1st i fall very sick before the holiday gets started, Yes! i catched up with heavy sorethroat as a result of eating one local food at a food store. 2nd. its related to the 1st one, im bedridden of course ! poor me. In the rift of fighting with my health condition, i managed to go up to couple of places, well i hate to lie down the bed and ponder as it feels like a disabled person. I went to my grandmothers house, both my aunt & uncle have a trip to Genting Highland resort so my family have to company her at the house. Then on May-1st me and my sister went to a book fair promotion at a mall near by my house ( a few miles actually). I bought this intresting book, 'Treasures Lost at The Sea" its a graphicaly illustrated book with some very excellent information about lost treasures at sea. Well im not sort of going to hunt for hidden treasures, its just my instict nature of historical research brings me into it. I still didnt have time to read the book yet since my work have started and well 'The sickening' health condition didnt pass thru yet, well i will catch it up with it. Ok got to go back to my work. Till then, catch ya all later guys..

Getting to end of April

Ahaa getting to the end of april.. Whats in the end of april ? Haha lol, i dunt know..
Simply writing :) Well nothing to update. Life is normal.. Work is normal..

Tamil New Year

So tomorow will be tamil new year. The year will be called "Sarvajit", ive no idea what does the term means but the name will be cycled every +12 years (i guess). Hmm nothing much big like the engglish new year (1st Jan). Every tamil new year we will dress new clothes, have a speacial prayers & eat variety of vege food also we will have speacialy sweet delicacies which usually i will bought from the shops outside. Another important aspect of the Tamil New Year is the new Horoscope changes which is very auspious & important for Hindus. This signifies how in this year the fortune, marriage, education, family will be. Well it will be awfull for me every year.. My mom did a early check of the new horoscope it will be a neutral tie for me in the event of financial. What ever comes into my pocket, will leave from my pocket fulfilled. Crap ! no savings.. Argh! But im hoping for a better education & a blink of prosperous for my family.

Sivaji Audio..

Wooohoo... at last, ive bought the Audio CD of the movie Sivaji. Cool i even got a Poster of Sivaji the movie.. nice :). Ok on the review. Well the first time i listenend to the song i dont have a wow, uhh & ahh of the songs, because it seems a bit loud to me. Anyway as with all the A.R.Rahman audio there is no 1st time judgement. Have to listen to it couple of times then you can judge if its great or simply vomiting. But there is 2 songs on the album which have pinched my heart very sharply the first time i listened to them. 1 is "Sahana" another one is "Sahara". Well they have a na & a ra at the end. But the lyrics the soothing melody swept me away. Wow.. ARR is a genius. No wonder they've called him Mozart of India with a reason. The string esembly & the percussion is well managed. Great job rahman. Another song which is preety new to Indian music is in the album. It called "Style". It have a very very strong resemblence with the hip-hop american style of song with some funky tempo on it. Well im yet to fully come to a conclusion. Still Sahana & Sahara is swinging me far in the melodious world. I Hope the picturisation is very well done. Else it will be a total disasterous waste for such a good melody..

A new month

Its april.. ahh a new journey of 2007. April is the traditional etymology from the Latin aperire, "to open," in allusion to its being the season when trees and flowers begin to "open". But its a rainy season it seems. I dont see any flowers opening.. hahah well.. Nothing speacial in april actually, accept for the Tamil new Year which falls on April-14th each year. Ermm still waiting for the call for my top most goal of my life. The call of the university. Yes, im still waiting for the reply. What took them so long.. Hmm.. probarbaly theyre looking on my financial credebility. Whatever the crap it is. Ive landed my feet on it & im in full determination to succeed on my university studies whatever and however it takes. Hope for a luck for me.

Sivaji

Ahaaa... i saw the news in the net. Sivaji's audio will be releasing today.. God ! I couldnt wait a moment.. Hmm initially whenever i noticed a good film or soundtrack, i tend to download them thru the internet... well i hope there is no anti-piracy guys reading my blogz.. hehehehe :P But this round im planing to buy the original audio of Sivaji. Once in a while i can be an *Angel* too.. Cute lil angel.. :P

Melody

Sweet melodies can easily conquer me easily. As if ive been snatched by someone... i tend to forget myself.. forget whereiam.. what im doing... forget even a slip of a second. Thats the power of sweet melodies. Very powerfull. I love listen to nice, sweet & soft melodies. As ive explain, they have a huge impact on me. I saw a movie (Tamil Movie) named vallavan. I partially saw the movie but tend to forget the movie from my memory once & for all. Cause the film sucks a big time. But the melodies presentate on the movie pushed a wave of enchant over me. I should say my personal great kudos to YSR for his efford. Hmm... so nice.. Anyway.. melody is melody.. only a composer knows how to swiff u away...

Gaining Weight !!!

Arghhh!!! my worst nightmare... Weight! even though i look slimer & in-fit.. I still feel im plumpy.. ive no idea how to reduce the fats. Ive tried many ways starve to death, ignore my favourite foods & many many ways, still im in one shape.. i get bored on listening to the preach on healthy pyramid food diet. Its a total bullshit. C'mon not always people can access the food recomended in such a way. what ever we saw, that what we can eat. Im sick & tired of this... Weight !!!!

Choice..

Choice is something very difficult to cope up with. Which ever things that we see or do have a choice on it. Food, Color, Things & most horribly Clothes. I went to a mall last weekend saturday with my mother. I plan to buy for myself a nice shirt for my cousins engagement day. But i came across a very painfull task. Choice ! which color, which design, which brand... argh.. choice is really painfull... No one couldnt avoid it. Some choice are easier to select, some doesnt fits in on our brain at all. Well, even after go thru the painfull choice selection, sometimes i do regret for not choosing the other choice which is somewhat nice. Bottomline Choice is Sux ! Choice is Pains ! Choice is Horrible ! still no one couldnt run from it, else the world will be static. Hell !!!

Logy's term

I came thru a website with some wonderfull glosary of "logy's". Thought to post it
at my blog. Here they are. Neat eh..

Anthropology- The study of man

Archaeology- The study of history and historical objects

Battology- The study of unnecessary repetition in speaking or writing

Bryology- The study of mosses

Campanology- The study of bells

Climatology- The study of climate

Couchology- The study of shells

Cytology- The study of cells

Egyptology- The study of Egyptian history.

Enology- The study of wines

Entomology- The study of insects

Ethology- The study of behaviour

Etiology- The study of philosophy

Etymology- The study of words and their derivation

Exobiology- The study of extra-terrestrials

Graphology- The study of handwriting

Herpetology-The study of reptiles

Horology- The study of measurement of time

Ichthyology- The study of fish

Neurology- The study of the nervous system

Oneirology- The study of dreams

Ophthalmology- The study of eyes

Ornithology- The study of birds

Osphresiology- The study of smell

Osteology- The study of bones

Otology- The study of the ear

Palaeontology- The study of prehistoric life

Pathology- The study of diseases

Petrology- The study of mineral composition and structure

Phsychology- The study of the mind

Physiology- The study of functions of living things

Seismology- The study of earthquakes

Digital Clock

Guys, check out the cool Digital Clock that i set at my blog main page. Its at the left hand corner below. Cool eh.. i noticed the clock while surfing another of a friends blog. I didnt take the same clock, but i managed to find a clock which suites my taste. If you want it just click on my clock. That will take you to the clock providers website. Instructions there as well. But im still figuring out how to make the clock appear in 12 hours mode instead of standard military type. Ive send out a questionaire to the clocklink.com website. Hopefully they could assist me.

Blank

Hahhhh... after sometimes, many would wonder where in space am i.. Im still alive, ok, fine & doing great. I just recovered from severe cold & flu. Guess it could be due to weather. These days the weather is unimaginable in condition. Well, apart from that, was buzy with work stuffs. Errmm one of my year 2007 goal is to continue my studies, part-time. Which means work at morning, studies at night. Ive been looking over a good reputable college offering such thing. Found one. Filling up the forms & getting stuff for it. Thats why no blogey for a couple of days. Well im back online now :)

Im backkkk..

Holla everyone. Im back from long holiday. The trip was simply wonderfull & amaizing. Never thought it could be the most perfect & wonderfull trip. I couldnt say all the 4 days excitement in this blog because its very lengthy. But i prefer to choose the word incredible & beyond my imagination, for all the visits to the temples & being around with my family makes it the perfect holiday trip. I wish i could go for another trip again next year. Well lets see about it.. :)

Im there..

goshh... the time is moving so slow.. i couldnt wait for Saturday.. arrghh..
couldnt imagine the holiday.. travel.. journey.. mmmm... im in ecstasy for
a good vacation.. One stupid boring friday to go.

Happy Valentines Day

Well i celebrate it once, but its an old ended story, nowadays i dunt really keen on it, well as for the day's remembrance here im wishing it to everyone..

Holiday Time..

After a couple of day of hicup with my work load, im back to blogey again. As the title says, it will be a long holidays in malaysia. Yes, the holidays is for chinese new year. Since the chinese is "kind of" majority in malaysia they were given 2 days holiday to celebrate. Everyone might be wonderfing why im happy because of that ? ok basically for this upcoming long holidays my family together with one of my uncle & aunt decided to visit a famous temple in Pahang. Its about 700 to 800km from where im living. Ive been heard about this temple, it was very famous. It was build ever since the british rules malaysia some 100+ years back. Its a very long journey to the temple, so basically im overexcited. Oh well, me & my family member is a religiously devoted, so this kind of visit is a priority then any other thing. Im happy bout it. Well, i will still blog till friday, then i will be offline from Saturday till next week Tuesday :)

Music

Music is my life.. music is my passion.. music is my spirit. Ive been listening to musics since im 10 years old. I love Indian musics mostly from film songs & sometimes instrumental genre of music. For me indian music is somewhat very speacial. They squeezed alots of emotions, feelings, love & many more in a single note. My kind of indian music genre is from ghazal, qawwali, thumri, dhrupad, dadra and gurbani. Mostly i like the presentation of ghazal songs. Nowadays they are a trend setters in the hands of Music Directors like A.R Rahman, Jattin Lallit, Yuvan Shankar Raja Etc. I start to write this blog of today afer listening to one of a very great qhazal resemblence of A.R.Rahman song from the Movie Guru. The song (Tamil) 'Aaruyire Manipaya' touched me from the bottom of my heart. Its very lovely & touching. Well i couldnt stop humming the tunes. Ok time to get back to my work.. C ya all on de next blogz guys.

Experience Vs Education

Ive been wondering for many years the diffrence & impact between an experience person and educated person. Well this is related to job of course. An experienced 6 to 7 years person in a company who worked very hard to be established in a reputated company and known as a senior wants to get a promotion.. talks to the boss, his request was rejected with one reason "Education lackness". Another person who is well educated but dont have a single experience wants to get promoted, "buff" like a genie from the bottle, his wish was granted. Why? i feel its a discrimination. C'mon, unexperienced person gets the wish experienced person got turned down. Companies are looking for books then brains... why this thing happening? Well... i dunt have a answer but for me its discrimination. And yes im a victim of it. Hmm as the tittle says Life.. it goes on...

Questions

Everyday when i wake up from the bed, questions arise thru my brain. What will happen today, who im going to meet, how things will be.. and many more. Each day as time past i also think about myself. Whoami, why i born, for what purpose im here, what accomplishment im going to make, why god created me. All this questions plays a very vital role in my life. Some questions are answarable, some are not. Ive no idea why.. Im looking for an answer. An answer that will solve the riddle for my life. Will i succeed.. God knows.

Monday blues.

I hate monday. Its the most worst.. iritating.. slow moving.. & terrible day !
i guess probarbaly after 2 days of weekend holiday the brain freezed. Anyway im at work now.
Well... nothing to blog about now. Probarbaly at later time... c ya all..

Thaipusam

Hmm.. devotional month this month is for me. Oh well im following strict vegetarian meal for a month now since Jan-1. Reason? Its Thaipusam. Im staying in Penang, so thaipusam is celebrated in a very grand scale every year here apart from Batu Caves at KL. The festive is to praise the Lord Murugan (son of the Lord Shiva) & to full-fill whatever vows that we prayed. Im doing this ever since im small, in fact my whole family take part in this thaipusam prayers every year. Well we offer milk to the lord & offer prayers. I will be going to the temple tomorow (since on thursday it will be hell of a crowd) & thursday is the national public holiday for this Thaipusam festive. Usually i will be going there with my family at night. 7pm till 11pm is the timeline to full fill the prayers ruled by the temple commitee. But based on past years history (where i have to suffer car parking problem due to the result of nearly 100,000 devotees flocking over to the festive) we plan to reschedule to 3pm afternoon this time. Hopefully no more car parking issue's around.. :)

9 planets

Im a Hindu. My life is based on sathvic dharma called "Sanathana Dharma". According to the hindu religious each and everyhumans life stats is based on the rules of 9 planets. Happyness & Sorrow, Good luck, Bad luck will be ruled by this 9 planets. Every year this 9 planets will move their places from one place to another (also called as home). Upon move to ones home the luck of that person will move accordingly. I went to check mine yesterday. Hmm seems like good luck so far for me. Yet, i have to perform prayers for the deities of the planet to enhance my luck. Well let see about it. Ive mentioned on my previous posts the starting of the year is kind of un-happy for me eventhough number 7 is my personal luck number. God knows..

2007 a sad beginning..

New year 2007 have started 25 days ago. But life still the same.. for me the year begins with few death, catestheropy in the country, financial dificulity & most of all trouble at work.
For me No 7 consider to be a luck number (personal conception). Now it proven to be wrong.
I have new things to take after, my family, my new bought house. Hmm.. hunting for part time job now. I hope this is a normal lifecycle rather then beginning of a new trouble.
Hope the gods are listening.

Oh well.. Happy new year.

At Last

After 1 month figuring out what happened to my Blog account at last I able to grab it back. Phew what a relief.. I thought that’s the end of my Blogging on the net. Thanks to Sarah of Blogger.com Support Staff. She was really helpful to assist me to get to figure out the cause of my mistake.. hehe Thanks Sarah :)

Tsunami

A year after the tsunami. A devastating fact of Mothernature Vs Human man kind. I hope this will be the last curse of tsunami in asia, well at least. Well a bit to tell on the what i was doing on 26-12-04. Well i was at the bathroom bathing. I feel the shocking. Hmm felt strange. Did ask my mom & Sis. They told me probarbaly an Earthquake somewhere nearby. Huh? Earthquake in malaysia !? thats a crap. From what i know Malaysia is out from the Pacific Ring of Fire. How could be. Darn.

I could only get the news on the devastating death at 1'noon. What a terrifying wave.

1 year have passed. May the memory of the death will rest forever...