on Thursday, January 29, 2009
What is life worth for ? We live in this world for just a short period of time.. some manage to live for 80 years and plus.. some only managed to live very shortly.. In this 2 category the one that live in short period of time does not seems to enjoy the life completely.. some died on the hand of another human.. some dies of natural causes. The one died due to another human, i wonder the human who takes the life.. does the person appreciate life ? does the person value the life ?
Is human being been given the speacial blessings of god to take another persons life.. The sanity of the person who is taking the other peoples life...

I feel very sadened with the death of a teen in KL recently.. who died out of the hands of some policeman.. im not creating a political rukus out of my blog neither do defend any party involved.. just feel sad.. why do they have to take the life of this teen.. if he is guilty.. produce to the courts.. let the court punish him.. "if" he really commited the crime. But he is just a mere suspect.. does that give any license to anyone even for the authority to take him to his grave.. i feel pitty and sad to the family members of the teen... 22 years of raising him.. just to give him to the hand of some cops to be slain.. wonder is stealing car is more severe the punishment versus rape, kidnap, drugs & murder ? Till what extend the poor teen did to cause anger to the cops to the level of god to give him severe punishment till ending his life..

No mater how bad a person is .. lifting away a soul is not in the hands of human.. we could admit its the persons karma that he be parted this life in a such horrific scenario and a very tender age... but still.. its not our duty to assume the penalty... be it.. human... an animal.. or even a tiny insect.. HUMAN has no power to assume their life..

This kali yuga is severe then what the holy scriptures has been written.... i wonder is this the sign of the end of the world ?.. i dunt know... i just feel bad of it..

this post is dedicated to the death of "suspected" detainee teen A.Kuhan.. may your soul rest in peace.. Om shanti.
on Friday, January 16, 2009
As predicted.... my health on this new year would not be so good.. same as fortunes... "money wise"... health yes.. its been horrible... my cough is getting worst.. since the last fewer i got.. and my sorethroat to.. keeps coming and going.. arghh! its really annoying me... and not to mention the wealth portion... i could see some effects of it... ouchhh ! My cash is running out very fast.. i couldnt save a single RM... arrrrghhhhhhh !!

i feel im tangling with both of this horrible issues.. i wonder how im going to over come this.. help help... !!!
on Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Its 6 days after the born of 2009... 6 peacefull days.. 1st of January i spend a religious day with my mom and sis to temple at Penang (Hill top murugan temple) offering prayers for a good and prosperous year.. the day after that... normal day.. work.. home.. and round the table..

I dunt know why i feel very lonely... i could sense a emptyness on me.. am i missing something ?
usually its very rare for me to feel such way.. if i do i would listen to some new songs and humming the tune the whole day to release the tense of loneliness but today seems a bit diffrent..  i feel like i am missing something.. i couldnt figure out why.. what is it.. 

I feel like i need friends.. many many friends to console me... but who should i look for.. 
i cant digest this feeling of loneliness its really killing me.. arghhh ! is this the wave of the new year ? is this how im going to feel the rest of the year...  God !

its lunch hours and im sitting at my office typing this blog.. aim at my loneliness and ive no idea what i should do with it.. plan to skip my lunch. After that.. no idea..

Lonely.. a pain and a hollow feeling. Strange !
on Friday, January 02, 2009
Happy New Year 2009... 
Wishing for prosperous.. Economical stable.. and war free year...
:)

"Lets blossom this year like the flower".....