Saturday function..

Attended my cousins wedding last saturday.. Its far away at Ipoh.. I never stepped my foot at Ipoh.. probarbaly my first. Couldnt remember on any old occurancec i went there. Well we went by bus to the wedding.. me and my mom. Initially mom pastured me to go by car.. but i didnt cause dont dare to take the hill slops of ipoh.. i remember hearing it so dangerous.. and did at once glance the terrifying slops while on my way to KL. So by bus then.. it was not rushing we made it on time. Eventhough the weather was not that good, we able to made it. The taxi driver a malay fella is quite experienced of ipoh i guess. Just one tip on the place and he bring us straight to the place "wow". The wedding was nice.. just nice.. not so frenzy and not so lengthy.. about 1 to 2 hours its done. We had the dinner at the wedding. Had a few chats with my cousins.. and have my cousins drop me and my mom to the bus station, initially bought the bus ticket earlier, just in case we couldnt get a ticket on time. Did have a hicup on finding the correct bus station. Cause there is 2 bus stations in Ipoh, one seems a bit "antic" if i remember carefully they call it "medan kit" and the other one "medan gopeng". We were suppose to land at medan gopeng as the bus ticket was taken there but landed at medan kit.. hahaha.. i wont scold my cousins as they are preety new there to.. furthermore night travelling on an unknown place.. is somewhat expected to have some hicups.

Reached home around 11:30pm at butterworth.. Hmmm... everyone including my cousins teased me.. .im the next in line for the wedding..hahaha.. intresting...! welll.. lets c about that.. Eventhough ive informed my parents or give a slight hint on proceed with my wedding next year... well.. we will c how it goes...

For my cousin sis Kamalesh who tie the knot with Manoj.. Happy married life guys.. :)

Decision of Life

Ive been for the past few days though, think and tried to understand the real meaning of marriage.. why do people married ? what is the significance of getting married.. what do they know.. what do they feel .. basically why marriage ? Its keep mingling on my head these past few days.. Ive been thinking beyond the aspect of marriage.. the responsibility.. the life beyond marriage.. Im started to think all these after my parents rushing to get me married... Im not sure if its a rush or good time.. but i dont want to make a decisions which will cause me havoc for the rest of my life.. Im not against getting married but things are wondering me .. am i suitable enough to get married ? prepared to face the next part of human cycle ? ready to face the oceans of challenges ? Hmm... it feels way to scary to think of this.. Ive yet to give a conscent to my parents thou they are waiting for my answer. Indeed a tough decision to made. Yet im running out of time.. Ive made silly regrettable decisions in my life which im trying to erase from my memory.. Will this be one of them appended on my list.. ? will i be happy.. will i make my surroundings happy.. I cant place all hope to time and god to decide.. or my faith.. or play a wait and see game.. I have to make a solid decision.. a decision which will mark the unfolded event that im going to go thru..

I just wish there is some sorts of binocular or magic mirror that i could see or prophesy the next half of my life..

"decision"... a painful choice for a man !

Windy November

Geezzz its been a while since i last blog...and that was some days after deepavali... haaa im using the internet daily and yet have less chance blogging.. buzy.. ya.. buzy buzy buzy with my life...and today..one fine windy November...i could able to blog... its nearly 6 o clock... im about to take bath... yet just played some computer games on my laptop.. just then suddenly remembered my blogging things... well life goes on plain... nothing new.. except of few life changes i guess... mom somehow giving me some slight pressure on my marriage.. yea i know i could not be single now as my age is getting increased.. ive given her the green light.. most probarbaly next year... i will be moving on to a new life.. marriage life.. i couldnt imagine the responsibility that i will be having... furthermore my new house is completed.. im just waiting to get the keys to my new house... after that...im planning to modify my house.. im trying to make some changes as to my mood... mostly after that... my wedding... arghhh.... i could not thing of my spending allocation... im preety much tight with spending when think of those... well... im just wishing for a non-disasterous life change.

Hmmm putting that a side... 1 more month and its new year.... cant wait for 2010... some of my friends freak me out on the 2012 thingyy... i keep wonder myself is the world really will be over by then... if yes.. then i have 2 more years to spend my sweet life... gosh!! thats awfull....

think about it ... freaks me out.. yet... doubtfull... hmmm im about to see 2012 with my _+_+_ ... next week... hope... its nice...yet i dont plan to have the assumption of my life end as the film is... fictions... had its limit... do i ?

lets c about it... till next blog... chiow...