Countdown to 2010..

2010.. the time is ticking... the end of 2009 is near.. tick.. tick.. tick..tick..

and my heart beat is getting faster and faster... my mind is not in one piece.. im trying to control my self.. yet its messed with alots of worries...

My life is getting in a transformation.. going to another level of human man kind's life cycle..

"Marriage".. I never felt so anxious and nervous in my life.. I wanted to stop the time from entering 2010.. i wanted to have a "pause" button to stop everything... yet...

the time continues to run... tick... tick... tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. tick... the clocks needle.. keep turning.... tick.. tick..tick..tick..tick..tick..tick..tick...

entering a new phace of deja'vu..

......counting and waiting for the "d'day or the doomsday".. life will tell..

dear 2010.. make me happy.. dont make me regret.. im counting on u..!

Uh oh..

Its been a week of hybernation as i have less time to get my self blogging. Well at last here iam blogging. Well i had to update my blog on my recent vacation trip to JB. Well it was a nice one.. Wonderfull experience and of course what else one could expect with friends together.. wow.. we had lots of fun. The glass temple that i visited was magnificient. Unfortunately to me, we reach the temple late 10pm, hence most of my camera snaps did not fall as precise and good that i expected. But the mood and the atmosphere of the temple knocks my speech off. It was great beyond my imagination. The temple staffs as well, are very humble and the hospitality they shown are beyond our expectation. Never came accross a temple members that humble and down to earth in penang.. Wow.. that itself a good foundation for a temple to grow.. a big kudos to them !!

Me (sitting from right) & my friends at Melaka

Well we didnt stay in JB afterall... final minute plan change..we drive straight from JB to Melaka non stop. Had a quick shower at one of the highway R&R.. and head straight to melaka's some of historical monuments.. had a quick breakfast and head straight to KL. By the time we reach KL its allready 4pm on the evening. Stayed at KL. They enjoy the nightlife at KL's *(notorious) bukit bintang.. Well i dont like it.. my friends like the place... its bunch of negative side of KL.. anyway..

Sunday 12pm.. we moved out from KL and head back to PG.. reached home around 9:30.. Hmm was very tired.. luckily the next day i was on leave.. well... its a nice and exciting trip to those places. Not as happening on how we go to Pahang.. anyway its memorious.. :)

Great vacation..

Well my friends did mention few places like "Langkawi", "Cameron Highland" and stuff like that for next year's vacation plan.. well lets c how it goes.

Ok thats all for now. Till next blogey, chiow fellaz....

Sweet sunshine

After long dragging, sweating and tireless days... finally !!!! im going for a vacation with my friends.. Wow.. how eager iam counting this coming friday.. i feel its too far..ahhh cant stand the desperation.. Well me and my friends are going to a place or shall i call state where i never imagine in my toughest dream.. JOHOR! wow.. im going to JB .. I wonder all the time, what business do i have there to step my feet to the most southest place in malaysia.. well its proven wrong.. finally all my wonders are false.. i am going to step my feet there.. damn i feel shame of my though.. hehehe.. We are going there for one reason.. the Glass temple.. well its the worlds first religious structure made completely of glass.. well it fascinates me and my friends all this while and now we have decided to be there and to touch the building complex ourselve.. wow while writing this blog my heart keep pumping fast... eager to be out of penang for this 3day just to be there.. haha i guess ive been kept myself in a confinement for way too long.. now the vacation mood have started !! yay !!!

Currently preparing the stuffs il be bringing over for the vacation.. so.. il post more once im back from my vacation... till then c ya guys..

Saturday function..

Attended my cousins wedding last saturday.. Its far away at Ipoh.. I never stepped my foot at Ipoh.. probarbaly my first. Couldnt remember on any old occurancec i went there. Well we went by bus to the wedding.. me and my mom. Initially mom pastured me to go by car.. but i didnt cause dont dare to take the hill slops of ipoh.. i remember hearing it so dangerous.. and did at once glance the terrifying slops while on my way to KL. So by bus then.. it was not rushing we made it on time. Eventhough the weather was not that good, we able to made it. The taxi driver a malay fella is quite experienced of ipoh i guess. Just one tip on the place and he bring us straight to the place "wow". The wedding was nice.. just nice.. not so frenzy and not so lengthy.. about 1 to 2 hours its done. We had the dinner at the wedding. Had a few chats with my cousins.. and have my cousins drop me and my mom to the bus station, initially bought the bus ticket earlier, just in case we couldnt get a ticket on time. Did have a hicup on finding the correct bus station. Cause there is 2 bus stations in Ipoh, one seems a bit "antic" if i remember carefully they call it "medan kit" and the other one "medan gopeng". We were suppose to land at medan gopeng as the bus ticket was taken there but landed at medan kit.. hahaha.. i wont scold my cousins as they are preety new there to.. furthermore night travelling on an unknown place.. is somewhat expected to have some hicups.

Reached home around 11:30pm at butterworth.. Hmmm... everyone including my cousins teased me.. .im the next in line for the wedding..hahaha.. intresting...! welll.. lets c about that.. Eventhough ive informed my parents or give a slight hint on proceed with my wedding next year... well.. we will c how it goes...

For my cousin sis Kamalesh who tie the knot with Manoj.. Happy married life guys.. :)

Decision of Life

Ive been for the past few days though, think and tried to understand the real meaning of marriage.. why do people married ? what is the significance of getting married.. what do they know.. what do they feel .. basically why marriage ? Its keep mingling on my head these past few days.. Ive been thinking beyond the aspect of marriage.. the responsibility.. the life beyond marriage.. Im started to think all these after my parents rushing to get me married... Im not sure if its a rush or good time.. but i dont want to make a decisions which will cause me havoc for the rest of my life.. Im not against getting married but things are wondering me .. am i suitable enough to get married ? prepared to face the next part of human cycle ? ready to face the oceans of challenges ? Hmm... it feels way to scary to think of this.. Ive yet to give a conscent to my parents thou they are waiting for my answer. Indeed a tough decision to made. Yet im running out of time.. Ive made silly regrettable decisions in my life which im trying to erase from my memory.. Will this be one of them appended on my list.. ? will i be happy.. will i make my surroundings happy.. I cant place all hope to time and god to decide.. or my faith.. or play a wait and see game.. I have to make a solid decision.. a decision which will mark the unfolded event that im going to go thru..

I just wish there is some sorts of binocular or magic mirror that i could see or prophesy the next half of my life..

"decision"... a painful choice for a man !

Windy November

Geezzz its been a while since i last blog...and that was some days after deepavali... haaa im using the internet daily and yet have less chance blogging.. buzy.. ya.. buzy buzy buzy with my life...and today..one fine windy November...i could able to blog... its nearly 6 o clock... im about to take bath... yet just played some computer games on my laptop.. just then suddenly remembered my blogging things... well life goes on plain... nothing new.. except of few life changes i guess... mom somehow giving me some slight pressure on my marriage.. yea i know i could not be single now as my age is getting increased.. ive given her the green light.. most probarbaly next year... i will be moving on to a new life.. marriage life.. i couldnt imagine the responsibility that i will be having... furthermore my new house is completed.. im just waiting to get the keys to my new house... after that...im planning to modify my house.. im trying to make some changes as to my mood... mostly after that... my wedding... arghhh.... i could not thing of my spending allocation... im preety much tight with spending when think of those... well... im just wishing for a non-disasterous life change.

Hmmm putting that a side... 1 more month and its new year.... cant wait for 2010... some of my friends freak me out on the 2012 thingyy... i keep wonder myself is the world really will be over by then... if yes.. then i have 2 more years to spend my sweet life... gosh!! thats awfull....

think about it ... freaks me out.. yet... doubtfull... hmmm im about to see 2012 with my _+_+_ ... next week... hope... its nice...yet i dont plan to have the assumption of my life end as the film is... fictions... had its limit... do i ?

lets c about it... till next blog... chiow...

Soulfull deepavali..

This year... as many of my blog readers aware... im not celebrating deepavali (diwali).. due to the death of my grandmother somewhere back in April.. so not so big celebrations this year.. i miss those firecrackers, new clothes, and most importantly oil bath and a early morning visit to temple.. Just miss it.. This year i had rather simplicitic year pray at home.. eat foods.. and watch the television.. Only on the nite.. i went to my cousins house in Kulim to have a mini deepavali feast and some firecrackers fired by my cousin.. i didnt play this time.. have to respect the reason of not-celebrating deepavali... snapped few pictures of my family.. yet to upload them still stuck on my sis camera... Well... the following days was holiday.. till monday.. Didnt go anywhere still.. At home.. .food... TV.. food.. TV... food.. TV.. hmmmm... miss those past years... miss those fun :(

Well.. lets see what 2010 have in store for me.. Hopefully i would celebrate in prosperous way.. *with someone speacial* ? No idea.. only time will tell...

Till next blogey.. chiow.. its 12:30 now.. about to go out for lunch... c ya guys..

Weekends at KL

Last Thursday to Saturday i was at KL, attending a rather personal function at PWTC... able to capture some pics of me and my family...

Thats me second from the Left with my Sis, mom and Dad... we were at Cititel Hotel.. before going out to PWTC...

me at PWTC... looks freaking exhausted.. and Cant wait to go back to PG!

i HATE KL... the traffic jams are killing me..

Birthday

Just had a rather simplified birthday 2 days ago... nothing speacial... no party no cakes and no visits.. i was at home most of the day.. since its a long holiday. I asked my mom not to cook heavy meals but simple foods... anyway its navarathri week and im on full 9 days vege.. so.. had to sacrifice creamy cakes and cookies.. :((

Anyway...4 days holiday is something quite long... its hari raya holiday in malaysia so initially i do have a get out plan with my family or friends but.. nothing materialize.. i spend rather smooth and quite days at home and also visited temple as for the navarathri festive.. went to my favourite temple at kampung paya butterworth helping hand for decorating the ratham (chariot) which will be used on the last day of navarathri (vijaya dasmi) ..

Hmmm... i will be having quite tiring month next month.. travelling.. Yea i will be travelling to KL for something ive been waited for almost 2 and half years.. i dont want to elaborate more on that.. nothing big... its just that i will be going there with my family on Oct-8 till Oct-11...

Ive taken a long leave ... hope my manager is ok with it :P..

Oh well..... im not planning to take any leave this deepavali festival next month.. No deepavali for me :( since the demise of my grandmother has not completed one year.. Hmmm the one day that i will be waiting to celebrate has to be sacrifised... Anyway mom plans to do muruku (the famous deepavali cookie).. not to celebrate.. but to give to my neighbours...hmmm... i wish things are diffrent... anyway lets see what next year has for me... Im wishing for a sweet joyfull deepavali with my family.. wish to had it.. !

Mr.2010 can u grant me the boon... ?

Long weekend..

Woweeee... weekend is near.. hmm it will be a long weekend.. since independence day is on monday.. haa cant wait.. :) my cousin is coming back from uni this weekend.. and im sure we will be having a plan to go and hang out.. hmmm i cant stop thinking of last years independence day celebration where i was partying with friends at KL.. the moment i will never forget the rest of the coming independence day haha... it was simply wonderfull... :)

This year even though we didnt plan such an activity, i plan to just go out with my cousins and sis... to somewhere nearby... btw, not to mention the A(H1N1) that creeps me out now and then... feel too deadly to even go shopping.. just when someone sneeze i will run away far.. hoping im not the next one on the hospital list...

ohh well... anyway... weekends.. here im coming...

:)

At last...

At last.. im clutched out from hell.. yea a very very massive hell of so called buziness... wow.. ive been idling for over a month from blogging... what a waste.. :(

Ive been very buzy of the month of july.. alots of things been happening.. but i unable to write all of them here.. cause im surely believe this one post wont be sufficient.. haha.. Nothing big.. nothing huge.. just been occupied with lots of stuffs.. both personal , family.. and stuff...

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Haaaa i can believe the sence of blogeyness... its friday today.. my favourite day.. and im very happy to return back to blogey.. :)

Il keep updating my blog from time to time.. ok.. its 8oclock morning.. i need to start my work...

till next blogey chiow for now my friends.. :)

Buzy bee...

Ive been too buzy with works, stuffs and my life these days causing me to limit my time to blog :( ... but hope to change it this coming months and so forth.... Hmmmm... ive been humming again and again... tuning again and again... it really mesmerize me & did makes me to drop a tear... how touching.. .. hence ive wrote it in my blog:)

oru thevathai paarkum neramithu

miga aruginil irunthum thuuramithu

ithayamey oh.ivalidam. oh

uruguthey..oh..

intha kathal ninaivugal thangathey

athu thungum pothilum thunggathey

paarkathey oh endralum oh

ketkathey..oh

ennai enna seiythai penney

neram kaalam marantheney

kaalgal irandum tharaiyil irunthum

vaanil parakiren

enna aagiren engu pogiren

vazhigal therinthum tholaithu pogiren

kathal endral oh..pollathathu

purigindrathu.oh

kangal irukkum karanam enna

ennai naaney ketteney

unathu azhagai kanathaney

kangal vazhuthey

marana nerathil un madiyil orathil

idamum kidaithal iranthum vazhuven

un pathathil mudigindrathey

en saalaigal oh

intha kathal ninaivugal thangathey

athu thungum pothilum thunggathey

oru thevathai paarkum neramithu

miga aruginil irunthum thuuramithu

Torn King "Durian"

Weekendfull of durian.. hahaha...

its durian season now and i could see most of the roadsides people are selling these fruit.. plus rambutan, mangosteen and much more... i had durian as well... last weekend at my cousins house.. a mini gathering.. we ate plenty much durian, me and my uncle went out to hunt, bargain and of-course find for a good smelling durians. We happened to found one at kulim.. its a old malay guy... we bargained the price... and packed the durians into my car... around 20 of them... ouchhh... my car absorber surely cries for the weight... After reached home... dig in to open the thorny fruit for the sweet fruit... Grrrrr!!#&$@ im the opener.. and as the opener of the fruit... i got numbers of torns stabbed on my palm... :( but yet the good part... i got to choose the best fruit for my taste.. hahahaha... then we had mangosteen...

After had the durians... roughtly around 5 evening... i got a shocking experience... I couldnt start my Car !!!! damn.. thats horrifying.. i had to call the insurance company for a auto-assist.. luckily enough thry came in and check.. found no problem.. it starts...

Probarbaly my car protest on me because of the durian i put.. arrghhh!!! its time to get my car serviced... probarbaly this weekend....

ok thats all for a sweet and shock durian week... hahaha... till next blogey.. c ya all .... :)

Sweet Sweet Friday

Ahhh.. Friday.. finnaly... !

I love friday, not because the next day will be weekends, but simply love the mood of friday... as always.. :)

Well.. nothing speacial on the weekends.. except for fetching my sis at the airport who is returning back from Madurai, India after 2 weeks there for a conference... hmmm no idea when and what time she will be landing.. probarbaly today she will call up for the info..

Anyway.. sunday.. im planing to go somewhere.. probarbaly to forget the "misserable tensions" that im getting now.. ... but ive no plan where to go... probarbaly for a movie? hangout with my cousins? friends? or worst case... sleeping on my bed till late noon !! hehehe... i dont do that always.. .. but will have it as an option... anyhow... as long as im out from the cocoon will be good for me..

Ok its 8am in de morning now... got a meeting to catch and will be packed with work stuffs whole day.... Till next blogey... C ya all...

Options in Life

I got a very misserable options to choose... i have to choose between "Book, Life or Money".. i dont know which one i should choose.. If i choose Book.. i will be prosperous in a year time.. If i choose Life.. i would be happy now and probarbaly continue with it.. if i choose Money... i have to generate it thruout to a point i could reach the summit of Life and Book... Im confused with these options.. these options really arent make me happy.. im trying to be happy (acting to be happy) but virtually... sad with these options... ahhhhh... i just hope god sees all this things that im facing..

options in life really are cruel sometimes..

Sad day for me today...

I cant decide these options as one of the options that i choose for sure will make me sad... for the other 2.. .i feel like crying... why the options.. why cant human being live without any options...

is this how life suppose should be...

i wish for a miracle.. in the mean time i have to move the dice for an option.. an option which will make me regret... probarbaly for the rest of my coming life..

I hope god sees all this game of his... and he is happy for making me sad :( ...