on Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I dunt get the hype that is going on for the slumdog.. its a movie nevertheless.. but what makes me confuse is those frenzy thing the fans of all over the world creating... my main question is Slumdog Millionaire worth for oscar picture ? Bombay dreams is far more better then this slumdog..  A.R.rahman is a music genius yes i agree.. iam his fan yes i admit.. but on this film slumdog his music doesnt fit at the place.. its been stuffed with all those computerized and electronic sounds and i feel its noisy at a time.. and that goes to wins him the award... ! well i dunt know how the judges select the movie... but i feel a bit happy to see the first indian national recieve this award..

anyway i feel sad how they potray mumbai into cheap.. dirty.. low level leaving place eventhough.. it has changed alot... i just hope this slumdog hip dissapears.. 

for Rahman.. hmm... u have seems to ditch tamil music at least completely.. and focusing on hindi and international.. hope u r doing rite bro..

*to my blog readers, dont get offended.. this is my personal opinion on the slumcat.. errr i mean dog :)*
on Monday, February 23, 2009
I cant get a suitable word for this topic.. basically my situation.. im in a box... and extremely buzy as if im in a box.... arrghhhhhh  my work place hectic are killing me...
plenty of works and most of the time i had to skip my lunch to complete my work... terrible terrible terrible... This is very suitable with this years "chinese calendar" animal symbol.. they year of cow.. Have to work like a cow... suitable year... :((

i feel very tired.. work work work.. and no time for myself... arrgghhh !!!

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on Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Cash, money, dollar, ringit.. what ever the name is ... its too precious to think on spending.. its really weird how the economic accross the world nowadays.. too.. scary.. those dangerous terms like retrenchment, vss, job slash etc.. are very very scary.. 

I wonder when does all this things will be settled down.. 
geezz..


I need to come up with new spending structure of myself.. i have to stop spending blindly.
Which i dont usually.. my plan for a new phone and camera.. have to be gone with the wind.. :((




on Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I feel peacefull this thaipusam.. not so crowded.. not so rushing.. everything went per plan..
We go there early.. eventhough a bit congested on the road.. and prayed.. and finished our vows fast and by 8pm  we are below the temple taking our energy suplements... "basically FOOD!"
yea.. we was ancious of to get below.. 

.. i felt the pain of taking the heavy milk pots.. the barefoot walking.. the sweatness... is all worth..
its like a test of patience and ones discipline to overcome the obstacle.. there was a point i felt like crying.. but i managed to overcome it ... and i feel very happy for it... 

Its a great devotional experience and a pure satisfaction.. the experience i would never forget till next year thaipusam.. Im really felt greatfull to Lord muruga for his blessings and his protection to me and my family for it.. all those pains are mere dust.. for me .. :)

Anyway.. to be a bald... is something embarassing.. and im wishing my hair will grow fast.. haha.. :P except for my moustache where im planning to keep it away.. a new me .. :P


on Wednesday, February 04, 2009
How do we feel being betrayed. For me betrayal is something very painfull then anything else..
neh.. this post does not indicate anything speacial.. its just that recently i got betrayed... sadly by a friend who i know just 3 months... well.. i dont want to elaborate further... wht happend has happened.. life goes on...

yet still.. betrayal is painfull..
on Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Yes... a diffrent term of physical appearance one could hardly imagine.. 'bald'.. its going to happend to me.. not  in a fashonized or cool way but something devotional..  my blog visitors esp from Malaysia might get the hint on what im trying telling about.. yes thaipusam is this weekend.. and yes im balding my self.. To be franked, ive vowed to the lord muruga for almost 2 years now to have my head shave clean and to offer him my hairs.. The lord have helped me alot now.. directly and indirectly and i feel its time now i return my promises before he took any action against me... hehehe.. 

So i will be going on saturday "chettipusam" with my family and relatives.. we are planing to go early to avoid traffic jam and to finish our prayers fast. The hair im planing to remove this friday before going to there on saturday.

So il  put an update and if possible picture of my new look with hair excluded from my head.. hehe.. till then chiaow..