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Its been a while since i last blogged.. been executing my day to day duties as usuall.. which plays the modest reminisance of both bright and dark of the path of my life.... well.. venturing thru it with hope.. well nothing much to talk about.. My new house at kulim, finally about to complete.. im going to get the key soon, yet bank debts pertaining to many things are getting tarrer.. figuring out on my spending.. Well i get going to a health scan today at my work place.. sort of a health screening program for the engineers.. the results looks bad.. hmm... BMI increase.. muscle reflex average.. and many medical lingos i heard today.. bottom line.. i need to spend some times think way to control my health.. i think i need to spend some cash for my medical control.. probarbaly some diet drink.. Also not to forget my time to get myself to gym.. arghh.. its painfull.. I used to have a flexi hours while at Intel.. but in Seagate.. im virtually in a box of my time.. need to think a way to slot in my gym time here..

Well nothing much on that.. ok.. work call.. got to go.. till then cya friends..

Bye Bye South Africa

I was preety much disappointed with World Cup 2010 held this year. The much awaited 4 years of excitement & waiting perished with the wind.. i really expected either Brazil or Germany will get to reign the World Cup as a winner, but unfortunately both of them got knocked out by little known talented challengers. Well.. the excitement of 2006 Fifa world cup final game which run fresh on my memory seems dull and have less intrests for me this years tournament to pursue further on supporting any team this years final. Netherland and Spain.. Well they have top class Arsenal players on both side, Robin van persie and Fesc Fabregas, but when it comes to World cup, those players are micromini to note. Its the countries glory that decide not the players, same goes to C.Ronaldo. Well I hate both this countries.. So i tend not to prioritize watching the final of this year. Well, if im awake (able to wake at 2.30am) then il watch, else i wont. blehh not important. Who loose who win.. i dont care now. Well gone is gone.. 2014.. its Brazils time to prove and to redeem their 2010 losts... Im not sure hows my life going to be on 2014.. Married? Kids? Families? New Job? Dead? In Heaven? In Hell? only god knows. But one thing for sure, if im alive and kickin.. I will MAKE SURE, nothing gonna stop me from watching the game with full pumpin adrenalin..hell yeah!!

Bye Bye South africa..

Brazil - 2014 ".....i will wait for u...."

too late for everything.

Am i too late for everything.. too late on relationship... too late on life.. too late for socialize..
Im stranded in an own world of Infinite dillusion.. I dreamt of having a perfect life.. but only dream.. how can i stop the dream and materialize it in the real world ? People doesnt seems to acknowledge my existence.. Sadly this include my closed ones.. but why ? I tried to be me.. but the real me seems a bored one for many.. Should i change my attitude to somewhat rude and naive ? Oh god.. its getting disasterous like the fifa football.

I need a change.. a drastic.. constant and materialize change! A dream of Life that needs to be scrapped !