Everything in the human sociological aspect tangled with numbers.. The numbers define how a person move.. or should move or behave in some point.. Its the supreme comander of the human life.. controlling most of a human factor.. probarbaly we as a hindu's depended too much on numbers till for every single instance we need to agree with the position of the numbers and the moon.. Well ive no idea what made our earliest forefathers believe on the numbers and the effect of the moon too this extreme to rely on. I get to know the effect of numbers & moon very recently.. Everything that shares the connection with numbers. Not to mention cosmological aspect as well. Turning of the moon plays a vital role on how a day would be..half moon, full moon every single aspect of it. Its hard to believe but yes thats the fact. Hmm its quite a supprise how Mr.Moon and Mr.Number partnered to move my wedding far towards the ending of 2011. Yes! September, 2011 my wedding date.. Can you believe it !? They are much more powerfull then anyone else in the planet.. The real ruler of a human mankind.. From my small research, ancient Mayan's believe and practice such way of predicting the day based on the factor of Moon and the calculation of the numbers.. Well im not a Mayan anyway, but yet still im stucked with the dilema of Numbers and the shine of Moon..
A non-anticipated deja'vu for me.. Well, if its destinied to rain 'Coke' from the sky.. Who are we to stop it?... so be it.. :)
Mr.2011.. pls be fast..
on Sunday, November 21, 2010
I entered the house.. was greeted with lots of love and smiles.. felt like entering my own house..
simply amazed.. happy and cheerfull feeling.. Few minutes later she walks pass by holding a tray of glasses full of hot n nice tea.. I smiled in grin.. i took the courage looking at her.. she served me with a glass of tea.. my finger accidentally touched her finger when i reach the glass.. It was a memorable, sweet & embarassing moment.. she looked so beautifull.. too beautiful to describe.. wearing the lovely peach tangy saree..strucks the second strike of high voltage current deep on my body.. this is the second time i saw her in person.. stunned by her beauty.. My attraction went towards her too fast..that i couldnt help concentrating on the tea thats been served... my heartbeat pounded so fast. I felt to my self.. Im very closed to her.. yet still i couldnt have a word with her.. been surrounded by my parents and her relatives.. at a moment i felt, to hug her tight and give her a kiss in the cheek.. something that is unusually acceptable.. i wondered.. why does my desire went thru such a ravishing feel.. is it my deep love for her.. i told my self.. this is something sadly pleasureable.. a moment that i will never going to forget for years to come.. a moment i will never ever stopped from telling to my childrens and my grandchildrens and with the gods will.. my great grandchildrens, how i met the love of my life..
Shortly afterwards my uncle starts the conversation with introducing my family to her family before setting down on our upcoming events.. The reverse visit by tradition.. It marks the bilateral tie of unity of the two family.. Ive went thru all this by watching my cousins weddings... but when its happening now to me i must say i couldnt resist the temptation of happiness that surrounds me.. its very hard to describe in a single word the joyous feel..
I called her at night.. we...talked talked and talked and talked over the phone.. i felt sad.. as we couldnt communicate with each other in the morning..I missed her a lot...Infact missing her badly.. nowadays whatever things thats i do .. im keeping her in mind.. as if she is part of me right now.. The minute i decided on something.. i would be asking myself if my sweet girl would likes this if she is around? would she be happy if this is what it is ?.. I must say deep beneath my mind she has already taken the position of my wife.. not as a stranger.. not as a girlfriend.. not in a relationship of any terms.. but my Wife!
simply amazed.. happy and cheerfull feeling.. Few minutes later she walks pass by holding a tray of glasses full of hot n nice tea.. I smiled in grin.. i took the courage looking at her.. she served me with a glass of tea.. my finger accidentally touched her finger when i reach the glass.. It was a memorable, sweet & embarassing moment.. she looked so beautifull.. too beautiful to describe.. wearing the lovely peach tangy saree..strucks the second strike of high voltage current deep on my body.. this is the second time i saw her in person.. stunned by her beauty.. My attraction went towards her too fast..that i couldnt help concentrating on the tea thats been served... my heartbeat pounded so fast. I felt to my self.. Im very closed to her.. yet still i couldnt have a word with her.. been surrounded by my parents and her relatives.. at a moment i felt, to hug her tight and give her a kiss in the cheek.. something that is unusually acceptable.. i wondered.. why does my desire went thru such a ravishing feel.. is it my deep love for her.. i told my self.. this is something sadly pleasureable.. a moment that i will never going to forget for years to come.. a moment i will never ever stopped from telling to my childrens and my grandchildrens and with the gods will.. my great grandchildrens, how i met the love of my life..
Shortly afterwards my uncle starts the conversation with introducing my family to her family before setting down on our upcoming events.. The reverse visit by tradition.. It marks the bilateral tie of unity of the two family.. Ive went thru all this by watching my cousins weddings... but when its happening now to me i must say i couldnt resist the temptation of happiness that surrounds me.. its very hard to describe in a single word the joyous feel..
I called her at night.. we...talked talked and talked and talked over the phone.. i felt sad.. as we couldnt communicate with each other in the morning..I missed her a lot...Infact missing her badly.. nowadays whatever things thats i do .. im keeping her in mind.. as if she is part of me right now.. The minute i decided on something.. i would be asking myself if my sweet girl would likes this if she is around? would she be happy if this is what it is ?.. I must say deep beneath my mind she has already taken the position of my wife.. not as a stranger.. not as a girlfriend.. not in a relationship of any terms.. but my Wife!
on Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Haah.. been buzy lately.. quite number of things in my mind.. rolling and rolling and rolling.. barely had a chance to relax my mind.. anyhow.. managed to squeeze in my micromanaged time on some reading.. I was searching around my book shelf at home for something intresting.. and i found this book "Screw It, Let's Do IT" Authored by Sir Richard Branson. The book was presented to me by my manager at my former company Intel. Nice book, it has a good examples of how one screws his life and business and how he manage to fix it succesfully.. very very intresting.. i spend some times reading it.. Hmm heard Richard Branson came up with other intresting books as well.. Gonna check it out this weekend.
on Sunday, November 14, 2010
been tangled with my work time change.. Nw i need to split my self into 3 to take a look on multiple things at the same time.. Neway my perrsonal life is getting in to magicaly faster pace which i really love it...same as the Wedding talks.. arrangements.. and so on. Haha never have been such a hype in my family.. and im very very happy bout it.. also im planning to push forward my house renovation.. Need to find a suitable contractor to get it done.. since Wedding plan is in the faster track.. i cant delay the house renovation.. they either need to be in parallel or in sequence.. either way.. il be buzy with both. Workout.. yea seriously thinking on it.. Many things going on at the same time.. schedules.. i need to be in prepare and in constant.. Wow.. buzy me. Need to keep my self cool and manageable most of the time.. not to mention Getting lots of upcoming wedding congratulatory messages via phone now itself.. calls mostly coming from my relatives living far abroad.. Even at 4 in the morning ! Never been a time my house phone rings that buzily.. Mum very tiredly entertaining and explaining the whole scenarios.. the coming preperation.. including the planning of the wedding and such.. Shes very very happy bout it.. :) and hmmm i wonder whats the phone gonna say if its alive.. my guess wud be.. "plssss humans disconnect me".. hahahaha.. poor mr.phoney...
ok.. i guess its time for me to catch up with some never ending, dramatic snooty silence and blind stubborn meetings. hmm i wonder why some meetings have the ability to transform seasoned business professionals and engineers into bratty children... hmm.. anyway i got to run.. till next blogey.. chiow!
ok.. i guess its time for me to catch up with some never ending, dramatic snooty silence and blind stubborn meetings. hmm i wonder why some meetings have the ability to transform seasoned business professionals and engineers into bratty children... hmm.. anyway i got to run.. till next blogey.. chiow!
on Thursday, November 11, 2010
I coudnt sleep without thinking about u... i couldnt resists calling and chating with u... wow never has this intensity in my life to devote a speacial attention to u.. life changes so fast to me.. fast enough till i forget whether im in reality or pure devoted world of desire.. :)
My love will always be with u.. my sweet...
My love will always be with u.. my sweet...
on Wednesday, November 10, 2010
I need to start thinking of workout at gym.. getting lazier at a time.. and past deepavali adds extra pounds on me.. arghhhh!! #&^$%^*#&
I should be presentable.. not absolute grump!! Im scolding myself not to be lazy and start thinking of serious diet and workout plan..
I should be presentable.. not absolute grump!! Im scolding myself not to be lazy and start thinking of serious diet and workout plan..
Finally... Shes the one.. :)) .. At first I was a bit sad with some series of events that ive gone thru..and nearly lost my hope with due.. those gone in and out giving me the pure taste of shocking state.. but finnally the news comes in yesterday. The minute i heard of it, everything around me blossomed into a wonderfull flower.. showered me with wonderfull scent of aroma.. brings me high in the sky dreaming and dreaming and dreaming unstop... Finally the answer of my other part of life has been revealed.. Now... im only thinking of responsibility.. and things to make me and the my dearest a happy.. my main priority is to upgrade my self.. in full capacity to another level thats to accomodate this wonderfull persons entry in to my life...
Life.. mysterious as it is.. and Beautifull as it is..
:)
Life.. mysterious as it is.. and Beautifull as it is..
:)
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