Countdown starts..

3 weeks more to go for the engagement.. feeling nervous..
especially when i will be the center of attention at the function..all eyes would be on me..  I would just need to make sure to mentally and physically prepared myself not to indulge on any silly or clumsy act.. dun wanna embarrass myself wud i... I'm telling this because.. for me however i planned things in a neat way.. would eventually get clumsily effected in some point..

Well.. what else.. wait wait wait.. lots of things to prepare.. pfhhhh tiring..

1 year away

Today 18th-March is exactly 1 year since i left Intel... The memories that i left there still remains fresh as if i only left couple of weeks ago.. Till today i never felt regret nor curse on leaving intel cause the person who iam today i must say was fully molded from there.. I learned quite many things in Intel.. not only on job.. but all my inter personal skills, behaviors.. ethics.. all comes from there.. I have a small wish deep beneath my heart to go there once again.. but i dunt know if Intel will open its arms on receiving me..Well time says the best.. il just let it decide.. :)

Another doomsday signal?

my first blog in blogspot on year 2005 is on tsunami.. and again yet another set of epidemic from mother nature's pandora box.. the last on 2004 Aceh Indonesia.. and this round on 2011.. in Sendai Japan.. I wonder whats going wrong with our planet ? Is the prediction of the doomsday events on 2012 is for real ? The question of doomsday somewhat could be hypothetical.. but i believe it would comes true.. one day.. even if not on 2-12-2012.. but someday.. one day.. its gonna happen.. and it would take no super hero to stopping it.. All around.. the governments.. and those scientific agencies cleverly covering up the real truth.. looking at what happened on this 2 different tsunamis.. it seems convincing.. imagine another series of simultaneous 9.0 mag earthquake at all different location of the earth... all it takes is just a few seconds of shaky jolts..and the effect?.. catastrophic! voila the end of the world..

Well it seems sad and panicky enough to think.. but mentally all life being had to except the fact that one day we will all be over and out..

Feeling lonely

Just 1 day u left to abroad.. is doing enough to keep my heart in misery.. badly missing you.. :(

..lonely n sad..

Cant stop Thinking..

Just left less then 3 weeks for my engagement... Im feeling nervous.. to add the pain.. she left to singapore..
not just fight and left.. but a visit to singapore.. relatives house..i felt extremely trubulent thinking of this.. wow arrangements.. for the d-day is hyping up.. giving up engagement invitation cards.. hmmm.. i need a good rest.. a good getaway to some where relax.. can i have those..

tiring times sweeps away.. and i cant stop thinking.....!!