Yes the perfect word. In fact i cant find any better word to describer the situation im in right now. I can feel the wrath of 2018 after merely 17 days into it sharp and edgy to the point of ready to be used for slaughter.. Its better to describe as my condition at office right now. An 8 years veteran who has a vast knowledge and who has been delegated to transfer that knowledge to me will leave in a very short period of time due to personal issues. The "scariest worst" part of it, the knowledge that i have so far attained are merely 10 to 15%. The "terrifying worst" part of it, no single documentation by this veteran. The "disastrous worst" part of it, no backup personal with same knowledge up till now. The "apocalyptic worst" part of it, i have to meet a bunch of people who are waiting for an outcome where my limited 15% knowledge will need to speak out which is absolutely insufficient to cater..
To sum up..
scariest worst part
terrifying worst part
disastrous worst part
apocalyptic worst part
These are the worst of the worst part of my open eyed nightmare right now.. Whether i will come out of this turbulence or sink down fast, only time will tell. But for now, ive prepared to face what ever things coming on my way. With or without life support..
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