Dissapeared from action!!

Wow... my last post was on August.. Ive been out the whole september... Isnt it horrible.. Yes indeed. Hahahaha... Welll... finally im a married guy with some .. or should i say a person with a whole new experience of tangled unstable begining of life....hahaha.. Hmm how should i summarize the missing parts? To recap.. im married.. went honeymoon to phuket with my wife.. settled down (unstably) at my new house at Kulim Kedah...driving now and then from and to my work..

Well its a bit more hectic to think about.. well thats what im going thru.. hahaha... :)

Deepavali is in the corner..I havent yet start my shopping.. cash is drying out.. and im figuring out how to float from this point.. Just keeping my finger crossed to survive till few more months to come.. as i believe i will be stable by then... hopefully...



Till new posts c ya guys.. :)

Changes of Life.

Wow the month of August have passed indifinetly.. and i didnt blog... wow.. hahahahaha
Yea.. been preety buzy with the preperations for my upcoming big day.. yea the d-day is just 2 weeks ahead from now.. preperations are sky-rocketing and..i cant keep my mind in peace thinking of all of them..

My only 2 things that worries me to the most extend is... of course my wedding and living seperately from my family.. Hmmm after my wedding il be living far from my parents..which i never have done before.. Its kind of traumatizing effects for me.. Well im taking things positively...

Changes thats going to happend to me are tremendous.. but im willing to surf thru the tsunami to reach the peak.. Can that help change my relieve ? Welll im hoping so...

Ting Tong..

Wow Wow Wow..
im almost out of blogging picture... haha.. damn its been so long.. Well.. what else i can say.. buzy with my non-virtual life.. seperating.. importance.. love.. and physical constructions of things.. hahahaha
Well.. what else i can say.. While writing this blog.. im simply blurred on what to write.. .to much things.. well
cant sort it out right away.. probarbaly on coming blog posts...
till then.. adios......... :)

Ray of Hope

...suddently i can sense a ray of hope.. a light that coming thru from a small visible hole.. a hope that cherished me in a momentum.. Ive been prayed for months.. and now i can see this ray of hope begining to shine.. is this the end of all the torment that im going thru? or a temporary light full of another round of dissapointment..and anguish? Only time will tell..

Watched Pirates of Caribbean - On stranger tides. 3D

Watched Pirates of the Caribbean  in 3D yesterday... Nothing good.. except my wife loves it.. errrr for me.. i felt anoyed with the supposingly fantastic 3D imaging glasses that i wear.. i Dont see any 3D animations or real to life digital effects thou... except for the sub-title translations on the bottom of the screen.. the titles like emerged from the screen.. other then that.. nothing 3D.. The storey? its one hell of a ruined up story i would say.. Except for one crew of black pearl (mr.gibbs).. the rest are all dissapeared.. All new faces.. the female character of penelope cruz has no chemistry what so ever on the movie.. i prefer the elizabeth character from the previous sequel.. which has a better and stronger look...  The story looks so dull... finding a fountain of youth? you must be kidding me.. why dont they hunt for something more better.. I checked on wikipedia.. it seems this sequel's movie is a new director.. compare with the previous ones.. no wonder the movie was badly screwed.. well.. I love pirates and adventerous movie... but this movie makes me things twice..

Well my 2cents .. its a good movie to time pass with your loved ones.. other then that.. didnt enjoy a sh%@.

Trubulent times

Uh ohh... ive been hibernating for quite long time.. and hear i am with another piece of crap blogging..
haha.. yea.. life been a bit buzy.. handling multiple tasks and things in a diffrent way.. not to mention various source of unexpected things coming in and out.. Headache!.. im trying to squeeze myself solving things in really unexpected way.. :( My first problem.. My new House.. as im going to start my life in a fresh new way.. i have to think on how to make up the house.. i.e. renovate.. man now i understand the real meaning of costs of expense.. Im extremely running out of cash.. extremely.. have to think budgetting.. and saving... But my biggest problem is Saving.. will always role down with expense.. How can i save in this term!?!? #^&*$%@$!*%^$@ damn! What should i do.. !? I feel like all my energy have been sucked out dry thinking of all this.. Never ever i expect it would be this trubulent.. :(.. thinking that a side.. here comes my Second Problem.. My marriage.. since Issue 1 is never solved.. Issue 2.. remains un changed.. what should i do!? Im praying day and night hoping my problems run away... Well i assume this as a fact of life that i have to face.. Im trying to be bold and positive enough embracing the challenges ahead... While all this happening.. i manage myself to set some things rite.. Honeymoon.. well destinations booked.. Phuket Thailand.. have allocated some budget for that.. Trying to allocate for the rest as well..

Hmm.. trubulent times ahead..
Nothing sweet... but full of time ticking bombs.. ready to detonate anytime with wrong step of leg..
:(

Registration Pictures

My registration pictures..

Registration Pictures

Pictures was taken from my bro-in-law's camera Sony-NEX3.. Enjoy... :)

Nikon L120 finally

And after all the long wait.. YESSSS!!!
i own a camera now.. just bought it this morning.. Its a nice Nikon CoolPix L120
kind of a semi DSLR camera..(not really) but has the capability of power zooming and many more features..
Im so happy ive owned one... after the long wait.. Now i can do picture blogging more wonderfuly..

Neway here is the pic of my new camera.. (catched it with my handphone camera)

The journey begins..

Happy to having u by my side.. My lovely wife.. Preithi..

Cant wait to start our life together...
and construct the wonderfull journey of our life as we always wanted.....

Registration Finally Over...

Finished the official process of registering my marriage at the Government appointed council office yesterday.. It was rather a quick one.. a few minutes of speech then we took turn signing the papers.. 4 of them total.. in which 2 copies of certificate handed out to both to me and to my wife..  After that straight headed out to an Indian restaurant for dinner...roughly around 40 of us.. my family and my wife's family... We had a pretty good dinner.. everyone ordered to their individual likings.. Me and my wife ordered Tandoori and Garlic Nan set.. even though the amount of food was little.. i had enjoyed it thou.. Not to mention the surprise cake presented by my cousin sis n her husband.. nice strawberry cake :)

Well now looking forward for September-10th (my traditional Indian wedding ceremony)

Camera

Planning to buy a digital camera.. SLR perhaps... surveying all around..
hopefully i could get one in a few days time... :)

My Engagement

Sweet and Nice.. that was my engagement...
had a wonderfull day.. atmosphere was superb.. crowd.. alot.. .Foods.. absoultely mouth watering.. not to mention all the sweets... but i dont get the chance to savour all the sweets thou..
Neway.. everything went thru smooth in sound.. Whats next? my registration (by law) coming weekend...
excitedly awaiting... :)


Some of my engagement pics not the official appointed photographer but rather captured by my younger bro-in laws camera.. Sony DSC (cooooool)

Engagement Pictures on Picasaweb

Facial

Went to do facial today.. Wow first time i let someone to apply a cream on my face.. hahaha intresting.. But yet still i dun know much on bleaching thou.. First time as well.. damn! pain full as hell.. as if i was dipped in sulfuric acid.. ouch.. trying to be a bit whiter.. hmmm... end results still the same.. Felt i shouldn't have wasted my 50.. Well done deal.. waiting anxiously for Saturday.... the d-day..

Countdown starts..

3 weeks more to go for the engagement.. feeling nervous..
especially when i will be the center of attention at the function..all eyes would be on me..  I would just need to make sure to mentally and physically prepared myself not to indulge on any silly or clumsy act.. dun wanna embarrass myself wud i... I'm telling this because.. for me however i planned things in a neat way.. would eventually get clumsily effected in some point..

Well.. what else.. wait wait wait.. lots of things to prepare.. pfhhhh tiring..

1 year away

Today 18th-March is exactly 1 year since i left Intel... The memories that i left there still remains fresh as if i only left couple of weeks ago.. Till today i never felt regret nor curse on leaving intel cause the person who iam today i must say was fully molded from there.. I learned quite many things in Intel.. not only on job.. but all my inter personal skills, behaviors.. ethics.. all comes from there.. I have a small wish deep beneath my heart to go there once again.. but i dunt know if Intel will open its arms on receiving me..Well time says the best.. il just let it decide.. :)

Another doomsday signal?

my first blog in blogspot on year 2005 is on tsunami.. and again yet another set of epidemic from mother nature's pandora box.. the last on 2004 Aceh Indonesia.. and this round on 2011.. in Sendai Japan.. I wonder whats going wrong with our planet ? Is the prediction of the doomsday events on 2012 is for real ? The question of doomsday somewhat could be hypothetical.. but i believe it would comes true.. one day.. even if not on 2-12-2012.. but someday.. one day.. its gonna happen.. and it would take no super hero to stopping it.. All around.. the governments.. and those scientific agencies cleverly covering up the real truth.. looking at what happened on this 2 different tsunamis.. it seems convincing.. imagine another series of simultaneous 9.0 mag earthquake at all different location of the earth... all it takes is just a few seconds of shaky jolts..and the effect?.. catastrophic! voila the end of the world..

Well it seems sad and panicky enough to think.. but mentally all life being had to except the fact that one day we will all be over and out..

Feeling lonely

Just 1 day u left to abroad.. is doing enough to keep my heart in misery.. badly missing you.. :(

..lonely n sad..

Cant stop Thinking..

Just left less then 3 weeks for my engagement... Im feeling nervous.. to add the pain.. she left to singapore..
not just fight and left.. but a visit to singapore.. relatives house..i felt extremely trubulent thinking of this.. wow arrangements.. for the d-day is hyping up.. giving up engagement invitation cards.. hmmm.. i need a good rest.. a good getaway to some where relax.. can i have those..

tiring times sweeps away.. and i cant stop thinking.....!!

Trubulant Relationing time

Getting the Hell and the Worst feel of a unpredictable relationship..

Dont men have feelings?
Dont men get offended?
Why womens mentality is very hard to predict?

WTF!

Sad me..

She's not feeling well.. and im helpless.. what should i do?
i want to be beside her.. take care of her... :(

I feel weak thinking about this.. had a sleepless night this few days..
I need strength..

Zest of Lemon

Things happend very unexpectedly today.. One thing came to my mind.. Can a twist of a Lemon, bring a zest in your life ?.. Food yes.. Life? no.. obviously or dubiously? i dunt know.. Today my fiance to be cried on the phone and a bit upset with me.. For things that i edioticaly denied to prove.. I  panicked.. My brain started to freezed... I thought to myself.. how stupid iam? What should i do? I imediately run to see my fiance..Never before.. so deeply panicked.. I had to made up with her.. The appologitic sentences keeps mingle on my head.. I saw her.. i appologized.. We had a lunch.. and again i applogized. Well.. some things in life.. one cannot take it as granted.. No one is perfect in this life.. yet still im a human being with the same set of theory.. im no perfect.. Well.. ive done a mistake... and i aint gonna repeat it again.. Nothing serious.. but a good lesson of relationship to me.. a set of exam that makes me think twice of a rollback factor.. cool? no cool. :)

Timeless February

Wow... ive been missing from blogginging for quite sometimes now.. what happening to me.. hahahaha..
Well...yea buzy bee of the year.. My another cousins wedding just get over yesterday.. wow.. how buzy iam.. welcoming guests.. bringing the couples to photo session.. bringing parents to the wedding hall.. wow..  hell of a buzy period.. Also im anxiously waiting for my big day to arrive.. yea.. my engagement.. April 9th.. hahahaha plannings are ongoing.. preparations are getting into rocket fuel.. im messing up my brain thinking what to do.. what to buy.. espeacialy when it comes to buying girly stuffs (presentation gifts for the engagement)... Hahaha what an experience this is.. luckily enough i got my sister to guide me.. well.. still missing 2 persons in my family..  the usuall brainies who provides sound ideas on all this plannings.. well im refering to my 2 cousins who got married recently... hmm.. other cousins.. are either buzy with their studies or staying far.. So left me and my sis on the decorations and engagement presentations...

Buzy Jan

The month of January was the buziest day of this year for me.."as of now".. . how buzy i am.. plenty of things comes in a short period of time.. Well. i could name a few.. Ermm.. Thaipusam.. It went well as planned. Initially suggesting to go on the day before thaipusam, but for a change we decided to go on the day it self to avoid heavy traffic and off course the crowd.. Well what do u know.. on the thaipusam day less traffic & almost very little crowd and we had a peacefull prayers.. the preperations before thaipusam was quite hectic.. it squeezed my time preety bad..

Other then thaipusam another major things that happend in January was my engagement preperations..buying clothes .. We set up a "good day" and meet up with my fiance and her family at Penang Market street on one fine saturday to buy the dress and other important accesories.. had a wondefull "Expensive" shopping on the day..  Yea i have to emphasize the expansiveness here cause.. it is very expansive.. not the normal kind of typical shopping where one can get a normal discaunt and finished up the purchase in less then $200.. The saree for my fiance cost RM1711.. and the "jippa" (indian traditional male attire) which i will wear on my enaggement costs RM700.. wow.. thats eye popping shopping eh.. hahaha.. Well it had to be that way since.. the function is gonna be once in a life time..and one will not gona go thru it again.. No one going to see the main person wearing a dull and boring dress rite.. So thats it.. :)  After the shopping, we had a nice tea at local shop in penang itself before head home back to butterworth and my fiance's family head back to their place at penang....

One more thing happend in the month of january, which i could not avoid to tell was my cousins sisters marriage..Its on Jan-29.. I was preety buzy travelling to my cousins house attending the series of pre-wedding functions.. yea i was termendously buzy with that.. and again buzy shopping for the best dress for me to wear on her wedding day.. ive almost been regularly visiting market street at penang everyday.. haha trying to satisfy my  choice of ' the ideal dress'.. Finally i found one.. a Nice blue jippa.. The wedding... it was nice.. also the food.. Now i feel  much releive after the wedding is over.. But i felt sad.. i was quite closely attached with my cousin sister.. we grew up together and she knows me pretty well.. i felt sad because she has parted away to leave the family and starting a new life.. Well thats the purpose the life.. But in the mean time i feel happy for her..and wishing her a happy and a wonderfull marriage journey.. dedicated to my Cousin sis: Santhiya & Mahen :)

Fiance's Birthday

Had a wonderfull day yesterday... bring my fiance out for her birthday... went out for dinner.. :)
such a lovely atmosphere.. Im writing this in the evening.. but been thinking a suitable summary for my blog since today morning on wht to write.. thats my feeling.. sweet.. and lovely..

Changed d Layout

Finally after 2 days of hunt ive changed my blog layout today.. after some ridiculous java script error on the previous layout.. now no more errors.. the new template name "Notepad Chaos" has much more improved bug fix especially for java fix. Even though this layout is from 2009.. i found it has a much more stable java script codes.. and i like the design.. simple and contemporary.. nice :)

Gonna have this till i found some other templates on the net which catch the glimpse of my eye..

New Year first Post..

My first blog of the year 2011.. hahahaha nice.. :)
I spend a wonderfull new year day.. first of all with my fiance to be.. Went out to temple with her.. Had a sweet dinner at Old Town cafe.. and drop her at her brothers house.. also meeting up with them for a short second down their appartment.. Wow what a blast.. never felt so cheerfull of all...  :)

Anyway wishing all my blog readers.. Happy New Year 2011..

Beautifull Moment together..

Very beautiful indeed.. I went out with her.. finally. With the person who im deeply in love with..With the person who im going to spend my life with..  I picked her up at the school she was teaching.. to see the commissioner of oath to sign and seal the approval on the wedding registration document.. Once that was done.. off we go to queensbay mall for our lunch.. it was quite memorable to me as its the first time we are spending our precious time having lunch.. We ate at "nandos".. ordered same set of meal & drink.. pepper burger and sparkling apple juice.... the burger that we ate was slightly spicier then we thought..haha it burned our mouth away because of the extra hot sauce on it hahaha.. but the spicy flavor of our meal did not stall our conversation away..

After the meal.. i spend some time with her buying paper wrapper for her school books.. then head straight to her house.. Her mom insist that i visit her house one day.. so i took the opportunity to visit her house today since i don't have anything else to do.... I went to her house once during my families official 1st time visit .. so i could easily remember the direction pretty well...  Once there.. had a light conversation with everyone at home for a while before i say my good buy to everyone and head home to butterworth..

Well a new experience in exploring my relationship... I would say strengthening my relationship with my future wife..  This is the sweetest memories i could ever go thru before we tie the knot to officially become husband and wife.. In fact.. im hoping eagerly to go out with her again..  well.. i wish we could .. :)

Chistmas Lunch at Bro-In-Law's House

Had a wonderfull christmas lunch at my future brother-in-law's house.. Wonderfull meal prepared by bro-in-law's wife's mother.. not to mention my future wife's tallent to prepare a awsome mix fruit salad and  cocktail jelly.. wow had a blast enjoying the meal.. Initially i was so nervous thinking of my one man visit to a new place.. wondering how should i react and how should i behave.. but as soon as i enter the place.. i had this unique blend of feel of entering a house belongs to my close relative.. everyone made me feel that way.. i thought to my self at one point ..people used to say the word.. "please make it like your own house".. only the day i realized the "true" meaning of that.. comfortable.. and a feel of homely touch truely made me speeachless.. well as predicted had some private moment with my wife visiting the posh garden area before the lunch.. welll i guess she wants to have a private moment together.. but i guess i might have ruin it preety bad.. yea..we were together at the posh garden.. and.. she was expecting us to chat in private a bit longer.. well.. what do u know.. the feel of nervous subducted me terribly.. just 2 of us at the garden..  my brain somehow takes it other wise.. bottomline.. i should punch myself on the face blueblack  for not realize the true intention of it.. .. "if" i would be much more prepared for what it is for.. at least i would be ready! what an idiot iam!!  Yes awfully an idiot.. for unable to understand the meaning of a 'precious moment' and not behaving in an adequate romantic manner..stupid me!!!! arghh!&@^%#(*#%  anyway.. past is past.. yes i ruin it.. its my fault.. only thing ... i shud not screw up again "If" again the so called.. another opportunity comes my way...

Well back to the food.. i felt it was my mum's cooking.. Nice... truly enjoyed it. :) I must say i dressed the best for the lunch.. well.. i didnt bring myself alone to the lunch so i had some plans in my mind to bring "something" ... a suprise gift.. what i did?.. past 2 weeks of preparation.. a wonderfull self made hamper.. consist of wine.. confectionaries.. things that i could think of.. wrapped beautifully on a traditional rattan basket.. i found it clasically appealing.. hope my bro-in-law and his wife likes it..  and a wonderfull 'tiramisu' chocolate chese cake from Secret Reciepe.. well... i had the results for the cake literaly from my wife.. she update me once im back home.. thats her brothers favourite cake.. wow.. i had the bulls eye on catching the right one.. ok.. at least i felt satisfying.. haha..

Overall.. i felt very happy of todays event.. cant focus on anything else.. I kept thinking of myself.. Christmas day celebration lunch... hmmm...In the past.. what would i do?.. and future what im gonna do?... well first of all i dont celebrate christmas.. neither do wishing  any of my closed relatives.. so past years.. the 2 day  activities would consists of sleeping and wake up late or made the moment as a visiting day, either visit my family or bring my family somewhere. .. moving forward in future.. i would be visiting my brother-in-law to celebrate at their home.. which is a valid reason why i should celebrate or wishing anyone merry chistmas.. ... haha.. thats my short analysis of past and future.. Well... changes in my life speeding up in an undefined momentum.. Sweet! :)

Im enjoying it..

3 unhealthy musketeers

Im in my worst health condition of all time... Mr.Cough, Mr.Flu & Sir.Sorethroat, the famous 3's seems so much closely bonded to me that they dont want to leave me away... What should i do.. ive tried almost all the remedies traditionaly and modern,  including many rounds of miserable visit to see the doctor.. yet still these 3 musketeers were strong enough to fight the natural imunity of my body... Never had this kind of suffering at any point of my life...i wonder whats going on with me.. :(

Merry Christmas

Wishing all my christian blog viewers and friends all over the internet and the world.. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.. :)

Few more days to go

10 more days to go.. marks the end of 2010...
2010.. its a calm year for me.. ive been introduced to many things beyond my expectation on this year..
how i wish 2011 could do the same.. well i could forsee some awaiting wonders.. yet still im little sceptic on how its gonna be.. Previous years did not bring me the amount of expectations and wonders ive been longing for.. but 2010 proved me other wise.. simple.. surprise.. sweet and nice. How i wish 2011 be the same..
Well.. good things will never be together forever..

bYond or beYond?

finally bYonnnnnnddddddddddddddd......

Changed my house astro decoder to byond.. got disconnected with my favourite ESPN, NatGeo, Discovery n many more.. hopefully i can get the broadcast signal once im back home.. i miss those dearly... haha :P

Cough!!

Getting iritated with cough... !!!!!!! ^$&^%#$&*&^@#$

Final waiting

Less then 4 hours frm now, im gonna meet new and known faces.. they r gonna visit me at my house.. exchange the tray of agreement for the wedding.. Im quite nervous, in the mean time happily awaiting for their arrival.. Final minute preperation has gone excellent.. preperation for the meal has done well.. Now, awaiting d guests arrival.. :)

im down with fever.. taking medication... head feels gonna explode.. and not to mention sorethroat.. ouch pain all the time..Still i will show a good me.. I dont wanna present me as a sick dude on the house.. oh yea.. gonna make them think well this is the right guy.. hahaha.. praying for that :)

Ok time for another round for redicilous weapon of tablets to fight of this stupid fever! till next blogey.. me out now..

Bones vs Preparation

My leg and hand limbs are falling apart..for the past 2 weeks..cleaning, buying, cleaning and back to buying.. various types of preperation for the particular day "11-Dec". It seems as if the most important D'day of all the D'Days hahahaha...yea seems like it.. im looking forward for that one day.. Nervous on how its gonna be.. well.. all seems prepared.. Today.. end the chapter of painting.. tomorow onwards continue back on marketing n stuffs...

Sis Birthday

Celebrated my Sis's birthday yesterday... surprised her with a cake.. :)

Year End

Very fast its getting to an end.. Year 2010.. a very unpredictive, surprise and rather calm year.. I had many sad and sweet memories on this year..Things like changing work life from Intel to Seagate..Marriage Planing.. these has a tremendous effect on my life.. a Wow effect.. :)

Anyway.. looking forward for more sweet and surprises from 2011.. :)

Number Matter

Everything in the human sociological aspect tangled with numbers.. The numbers define how a person move.. or should move or behave in some point.. Its the supreme comander of the human life.. controlling most of a human factor.. probarbaly we as a hindu's depended too much on numbers till for every single instance we need to agree with the position of the numbers and the moon.. Well ive no idea what made our earliest forefathers believe on the numbers and the effect of the moon too this extreme to rely on. I get to know the effect of numbers & moon very recently.. Everything that shares the connection with numbers. Not to mention cosmological aspect as well. Turning of the moon plays a vital role on how a day would be..half moon, full moon every single aspect of it. Its hard to believe but yes thats the fact. Hmm its quite a supprise how Mr.Moon and Mr.Number partnered to move my wedding far towards the ending of 2011. Yes! September, 2011 my wedding date.. Can you believe it !? They are much more powerfull then anyone else in the planet.. The real ruler of a human mankind.. From my small research, ancient Mayan's believe and practice such way of predicting the day based on the factor of Moon and the calculation of the numbers.. Well im not a Mayan anyway, but yet still im stucked with the dilema of Numbers and the shine of Moon..

A non-anticipated deja'vu  for me.. Well, if its destinied to rain 'Coke' from the sky.. Who are we to stop it?... so be it.. :)
Mr.2011.. pls be fast..

Fast & Furious

Hahaha.. as the title says.. its too fast and too furious to digest.. everything is moving on in fast pace..
Never been so happy in my life.. yet i enjoyed every moment of it.. :)

Sweet Moment

I entered the house.. was greeted with lots of love and smiles.. felt like entering my own house..
simply amazed.. happy and cheerfull feeling.. Few minutes later she walks pass by holding a tray of glasses full of hot n nice tea.. I smiled in grin.. i took the courage looking at her.. she served me with a glass of tea.. my finger accidentally touched her finger when i reach the glass.. It was a memorable, sweet & embarassing moment.. she looked so beautifull.. too beautiful to describe.. wearing the lovely peach tangy saree..strucks the second strike of high voltage current deep on my body.. this is the second time i saw her in person.. stunned by her beauty.. My attraction went towards her too fast..that i couldnt help concentrating on the tea thats been served... my heartbeat pounded so fast. I felt to my self.. Im very closed to her.. yet still i couldnt have a word with her.. been surrounded by my parents and her relatives.. at a moment i felt, to hug her tight and give her a kiss in the cheek.. something that is unusually acceptable.. i wondered.. why does my desire went thru such a ravishing feel.. is it my deep love for her.. i told my self.. this is something sadly pleasureable.. a moment that i will never going to forget for years to come.. a moment i will never ever stopped from telling to my childrens and my grandchildrens and with the gods will.. my great grandchildrens,  how i met the love of my life..

Shortly afterwards my uncle starts the conversation with introducing my family to her family before setting down on our upcoming events.. The reverse visit by tradition.. It marks the bilateral tie of unity of the two family.. Ive went thru all this by watching my cousins weddings... but when its happening now to me i must say i couldnt resist the temptation of happiness that surrounds me.. its very hard to describe in a single word the joyous feel..

I called her at night.. we...talked talked and talked and talked over the phone.. i felt sad.. as we couldnt communicate with each other in the morning..I missed her a lot...Infact missing her badly.. nowadays whatever things thats i do .. im keeping her in mind.. as if she is part of me right now.. The minute i decided on something.. i would be asking myself if my sweet girl would likes this if she is around? would she be happy if this is what it is ?.. I must say deep beneath my mind she has already taken the position of my wife.. not as a stranger.. not as a girlfriend.. not in a relationship of any terms.. but my Wife!