Study with devilsh style..

Well... deepavali passed very fast... i need to forget about the day... now comes my studies again... well.. haha first assignment on visual programming, i need to design a calculator... its fun to do that... but my VP lecturer is one stonehead.. he talks crap a lot but teach us a penny... i cant wait for his lecturing.. since VP is new to me.. i had to take the turn fast... yea... ' ye knoe wha i mean '.. i copied a good source code of basic calculator and modify to the max.. hahahaha thats what i call rocking fun... you cant be angel all the time.. sometimes you have to commit sin.. sweet.. cute.. naughty sin's... hahahaha that is study with devlish style... :P

Haahh back from de holiday

Here iam after a long holiday... back to office, stare at the monitor & do my work... gosh.. deepavali this year... man... its a one piece of !*&#^%#& ... damn its never like this before.
I enjoyed deepavali celebration each and every year... well... not always on cloud-9. Hmm... all was ok... except for a dull boring day...i just wished i didnt take the 3 days annual leave of mine.. hmm i rather be back at office and stare the monitor... ive no morale at all to celebrate. Anyway.. after back to office... new terrible news comes up... well 2 actually.. the 1st one is my work.. damn it got pilled up a bunch... 2nd is my fees for the studies.. i didnt expect they would charge me this month.. man im broke ! hmmm i got to figure out someway to get money for it... man man man....i starting to hate studies ! back from holiday with a bunch of crap feels like blowing off your own head... damn i hate this !

Deepavali-2007

Deepavali is getting near.. 3 days more.. i see alots of diffrences this year.. unlike previous years... For me deepavali is far more meaningfull rather then my own birthday! I celebrate deepavali with full honesty.. full dignity and respect.. its a one day of my life that significe the true shine of lights... a day that makes me happier then any other day for a year. This year ive dont know why i feel this presence of sad.. and unhappy feelings... is it my financial problem behind this ? is it my life turmoil behind this ? i cant figure out why.. im forcing my self to be happy.. yet i still cant... why ? For last year... when i wake up ... i keep figure out how im going to celebrate deepavali this year.. what clothes should i bought.. what presents im going to give to my mom.. i feel happy managing all these.. This year... i keep having this questions on my debt ... my financial postition... my savings.. im not broke anyway.. its just that everything came at a time where the time im suppose be happy... its just a bad luck... it could just happened after the deepavali celebration is over.. ! Well.. not every day you can see a rainbow while you are passing by thru the sky.. i have taken this a s a challenge.. this year i will sacrifice my celebration for good. i have placed a mindset.. for next year.. i would celebrate deepavali in grand manner.. after my financial crisis is over.. hopefully i could.....

This is my life... full of pain... sadness... sorrow... yet a word of survival...

Anyway.. im wishing all my 'Hindu' blog community friends and whoever pass by reading my blog posts.. a very Happy Deepavali or Diwali.. think of your family and enjoy your life with full extent... God Bless... ' Jai Shri Ram '