Just 1 day u left to abroad.. is doing enough to keep my heart in misery.. badly missing you.. :(
..lonely n sad..
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Gauthem
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12:38 AM
Just left less then 3 weeks for my engagement... Im feeling nervous.. to add the pain.. she left to singapore..
not just fight and left.. but a visit to singapore.. relatives house..i felt extremely trubulent thinking of this.. wow arrangements.. for the d-day is hyping up.. giving up engagement invitation cards.. hmmm.. i need a good rest.. a good getaway to some where relax.. can i have those..
tiring times sweeps away.. and i cant stop thinking.....!!
not just fight and left.. but a visit to singapore.. relatives house..i felt extremely trubulent thinking of this.. wow arrangements.. for the d-day is hyping up.. giving up engagement invitation cards.. hmmm.. i need a good rest.. a good getaway to some where relax.. can i have those..
tiring times sweeps away.. and i cant stop thinking.....!!
Things happend very unexpectedly today.. One thing came to my mind.. Can a twist of a Lemon, bring a zest in your life ?.. Food yes.. Life? no.. obviously or dubiously? i dunt know.. Today my fiance to be cried on the phone and a bit upset with me.. For things that i edioticaly denied to prove.. I panicked.. My brain started to freezed... I thought to myself.. how stupid iam? What should i do? I imediately run to see my fiance..Never before.. so deeply panicked.. I had to made up with her.. The appologitic sentences keeps mingle on my head.. I saw her.. i appologized.. We had a lunch.. and again i applogized. Well.. some things in life.. one cannot take it as granted.. No one is perfect in this life.. yet still im a human being with the same set of theory.. im no perfect.. Well.. ive done a mistake... and i aint gonna repeat it again.. Nothing serious.. but a good lesson of relationship to me.. a set of exam that makes me think twice of a rollback factor.. cool? no cool. :)
Wow... ive been missing from blogginging for quite sometimes now.. what happening to me.. hahahaha..
Well...yea buzy bee of the year.. My another cousins wedding just get over yesterday.. wow.. how buzy iam.. welcoming guests.. bringing the couples to photo session.. bringing parents to the wedding hall.. wow.. hell of a buzy period.. Also im anxiously waiting for my big day to arrive.. yea.. my engagement.. April 9th.. hahahaha plannings are ongoing.. preparations are getting into rocket fuel.. im messing up my brain thinking what to do.. what to buy.. espeacialy when it comes to buying girly stuffs (presentation gifts for the engagement)... Hahaha what an experience this is.. luckily enough i got my sister to guide me.. well.. still missing 2 persons in my family.. the usuall brainies who provides sound ideas on all this plannings.. well im refering to my 2 cousins who got married recently... hmm.. other cousins.. are either buzy with their studies or staying far.. So left me and my sis on the decorations and engagement presentations...
Well...yea buzy bee of the year.. My another cousins wedding just get over yesterday.. wow.. how buzy iam.. welcoming guests.. bringing the couples to photo session.. bringing parents to the wedding hall.. wow.. hell of a buzy period.. Also im anxiously waiting for my big day to arrive.. yea.. my engagement.. April 9th.. hahahaha plannings are ongoing.. preparations are getting into rocket fuel.. im messing up my brain thinking what to do.. what to buy.. espeacialy when it comes to buying girly stuffs (presentation gifts for the engagement)... Hahaha what an experience this is.. luckily enough i got my sister to guide me.. well.. still missing 2 persons in my family.. the usuall brainies who provides sound ideas on all this plannings.. well im refering to my 2 cousins who got married recently... hmm.. other cousins.. are either buzy with their studies or staying far.. So left me and my sis on the decorations and engagement presentations...
The month of January was the buziest day of this year for me.."as of now".. . how buzy i am.. plenty of things comes in a short period of time.. Well. i could name a few.. Ermm.. Thaipusam.. It went well as planned. Initially suggesting to go on the day before thaipusam, but for a change we decided to go on the day it self to avoid heavy traffic and off course the crowd.. Well what do u know.. on the thaipusam day less traffic & almost very little crowd and we had a peacefull prayers.. the preperations before thaipusam was quite hectic.. it squeezed my time preety bad..
Other then thaipusam another major things that happend in January was my engagement preperations..buying clothes .. We set up a "good day" and meet up with my fiance and her family at Penang Market street on one fine saturday to buy the dress and other important accesories.. had a wondefull "Expensive" shopping on the day.. Yea i have to emphasize the expansiveness here cause.. it is very expansive.. not the normal kind of typical shopping where one can get a normal discaunt and finished up the purchase in less then $200.. The saree for my fiance cost RM1711.. and the "jippa" (indian traditional male attire) which i will wear on my enaggement costs RM700.. wow.. thats eye popping shopping eh.. hahaha.. Well it had to be that way since.. the function is gonna be once in a life time..and one will not gona go thru it again.. No one going to see the main person wearing a dull and boring dress rite.. So thats it.. :) After the shopping, we had a nice tea at local shop in penang itself before head home back to butterworth and my fiance's family head back to their place at penang....
One more thing happend in the month of january, which i could not avoid to tell was my cousins sisters marriage..Its on Jan-29.. I was preety buzy travelling to my cousins house attending the series of pre-wedding functions.. yea i was termendously buzy with that.. and again buzy shopping for the best dress for me to wear on her wedding day.. ive almost been regularly visiting market street at penang everyday.. haha trying to satisfy my choice of ' the ideal dress'.. Finally i found one.. a Nice blue jippa.. The wedding... it was nice.. also the food.. Now i feel much releive after the wedding is over.. But i felt sad.. i was quite closely attached with my cousin sister.. we grew up together and she knows me pretty well.. i felt sad because she has parted away to leave the family and starting a new life.. Well thats the purpose the life.. But in the mean time i feel happy for her..and wishing her a happy and a wonderfull marriage journey.. dedicated to my Cousin sis: Santhiya & Mahen :)
Other then thaipusam another major things that happend in January was my engagement preperations..buying clothes .. We set up a "good day" and meet up with my fiance and her family at Penang Market street on one fine saturday to buy the dress and other important accesories.. had a wondefull "Expensive" shopping on the day.. Yea i have to emphasize the expansiveness here cause.. it is very expansive.. not the normal kind of typical shopping where one can get a normal discaunt and finished up the purchase in less then $200.. The saree for my fiance cost RM1711.. and the "jippa" (indian traditional male attire) which i will wear on my enaggement costs RM700.. wow.. thats eye popping shopping eh.. hahaha.. Well it had to be that way since.. the function is gonna be once in a life time..and one will not gona go thru it again.. No one going to see the main person wearing a dull and boring dress rite.. So thats it.. :) After the shopping, we had a nice tea at local shop in penang itself before head home back to butterworth and my fiance's family head back to their place at penang....
One more thing happend in the month of january, which i could not avoid to tell was my cousins sisters marriage..Its on Jan-29.. I was preety buzy travelling to my cousins house attending the series of pre-wedding functions.. yea i was termendously buzy with that.. and again buzy shopping for the best dress for me to wear on her wedding day.. ive almost been regularly visiting market street at penang everyday.. haha trying to satisfy my choice of ' the ideal dress'.. Finally i found one.. a Nice blue jippa.. The wedding... it was nice.. also the food.. Now i feel much releive after the wedding is over.. But i felt sad.. i was quite closely attached with my cousin sister.. we grew up together and she knows me pretty well.. i felt sad because she has parted away to leave the family and starting a new life.. Well thats the purpose the life.. But in the mean time i feel happy for her..and wishing her a happy and a wonderfull marriage journey.. dedicated to my Cousin sis: Santhiya & Mahen :)
Finally after 2 days of hunt ive changed my blog layout today.. after some ridiculous java script error on the previous layout.. now no more errors.. the new template name "Notepad Chaos" has much more improved bug fix especially for java fix. Even though this layout is from 2009.. i found it has a much more stable java script codes.. and i like the design.. simple and contemporary.. nice :)
Gonna have this till i found some other templates on the net which catch the glimpse of my eye..
Gonna have this till i found some other templates on the net which catch the glimpse of my eye..
My first blog of the year 2011.. hahahaha nice.. :)
I spend a wonderfull new year day.. first of all with my fiance to be.. Went out to temple with her.. Had a sweet dinner at Old Town cafe.. and drop her at her brothers house.. also meeting up with them for a short second down their appartment.. Wow what a blast.. never felt so cheerfull of all... :)
Anyway wishing all my blog readers.. Happy New Year 2011..
I spend a wonderfull new year day.. first of all with my fiance to be.. Went out to temple with her.. Had a sweet dinner at Old Town cafe.. and drop her at her brothers house.. also meeting up with them for a short second down their appartment.. Wow what a blast.. never felt so cheerfull of all... :)
Anyway wishing all my blog readers.. Happy New Year 2011..
Very beautiful indeed.. I went out with her.. finally. With the person who im deeply in love with..With the person who im going to spend my life with.. I picked her up at the school she was teaching.. to see the commissioner of oath to sign and seal the approval on the wedding registration document.. Once that was done.. off we go to queensbay mall for our lunch.. it was quite memorable to me as its the first time we are spending our precious time having lunch.. We ate at "nandos".. ordered same set of meal & drink.. pepper burger and sparkling apple juice.... the burger that we ate was slightly spicier then we thought..haha it burned our mouth away because of the extra hot sauce on it hahaha.. but the spicy flavor of our meal did not stall our conversation away..
After the meal.. i spend some time with her buying paper wrapper for her school books.. then head straight to her house.. Her mom insist that i visit her house one day.. so i took the opportunity to visit her house today since i don't have anything else to do.... I went to her house once during my families official 1st time visit .. so i could easily remember the direction pretty well... Once there.. had a light conversation with everyone at home for a while before i say my good buy to everyone and head home to butterworth..
Well a new experience in exploring my relationship... I would say strengthening my relationship with my future wife.. This is the sweetest memories i could ever go thru before we tie the knot to officially become husband and wife.. In fact.. im hoping eagerly to go out with her again.. well.. i wish we could .. :)
After the meal.. i spend some time with her buying paper wrapper for her school books.. then head straight to her house.. Her mom insist that i visit her house one day.. so i took the opportunity to visit her house today since i don't have anything else to do.... I went to her house once during my families official 1st time visit .. so i could easily remember the direction pretty well... Once there.. had a light conversation with everyone at home for a while before i say my good buy to everyone and head home to butterworth..
Well a new experience in exploring my relationship... I would say strengthening my relationship with my future wife.. This is the sweetest memories i could ever go thru before we tie the knot to officially become husband and wife.. In fact.. im hoping eagerly to go out with her again.. well.. i wish we could .. :)
Had a wonderfull christmas lunch at my future brother-in-law's house.. Wonderfull meal prepared by bro-in-law's wife's mother.. not to mention my future wife's tallent to prepare a awsome mix fruit salad and cocktail jelly.. wow had a blast enjoying the meal.. Initially i was so nervous thinking of my one man visit to a new place.. wondering how should i react and how should i behave.. but as soon as i enter the place.. i had this unique blend of feel of entering a house belongs to my close relative.. everyone made me feel that way.. i thought to my self at one point ..people used to say the word.. "please make it like your own house".. only the day i realized the "true" meaning of that.. comfortable.. and a feel of homely touch truely made me speeachless.. well as predicted had some private moment with my wife visiting the posh garden area before the lunch.. welll i guess she wants to have a private moment together.. but i guess i might have ruin it preety bad.. yea..we were together at the posh garden.. and.. she was expecting us to chat in private a bit longer.. well.. what do u know.. the feel of nervous subducted me terribly.. just 2 of us at the garden.. my brain somehow takes it other wise.. bottomline.. i should punch myself on the face blueblack for not realize the true intention of it.. .. "if" i would be much more prepared for what it is for.. at least i would be ready! what an idiot iam!! Yes awfully an idiot.. for unable to understand the meaning of a 'precious moment' and not behaving in an adequate romantic manner..stupid me!!!! arghh!&@^%#(*#% anyway.. past is past.. yes i ruin it.. its my fault.. only thing ... i shud not screw up again "If" again the so called.. another opportunity comes my way...
Well back to the food.. i felt it was my mum's cooking.. Nice... truly enjoyed it. :) I must say i dressed the best for the lunch.. well.. i didnt bring myself alone to the lunch so i had some plans in my mind to bring "something" ... a suprise gift.. what i did?.. past 2 weeks of preparation.. a wonderfull self made hamper.. consist of wine.. confectionaries.. things that i could think of.. wrapped beautifully on a traditional rattan basket.. i found it clasically appealing.. hope my bro-in-law and his wife likes it.. and a wonderfull 'tiramisu' chocolate chese cake from Secret Reciepe.. well... i had the results for the cake literaly from my wife.. she update me once im back home.. thats her brothers favourite cake.. wow.. i had the bulls eye on catching the right one.. ok.. at least i felt satisfying.. haha..
Overall.. i felt very happy of todays event.. cant focus on anything else.. I kept thinking of myself.. Christmas day celebration lunch... hmmm...In the past.. what would i do?.. and future what im gonna do?... well first of all i dont celebrate christmas.. neither do wishing any of my closed relatives.. so past years.. the 2 day activities would consists of sleeping and wake up late or made the moment as a visiting day, either visit my family or bring my family somewhere. .. moving forward in future.. i would be visiting my brother-in-law to celebrate at their home.. which is a valid reason why i should celebrate or wishing anyone merry chistmas.. ... haha.. thats my short analysis of past and future.. Well... changes in my life speeding up in an undefined momentum.. Sweet! :)
Im enjoying it..
Well back to the food.. i felt it was my mum's cooking.. Nice... truly enjoyed it. :) I must say i dressed the best for the lunch.. well.. i didnt bring myself alone to the lunch so i had some plans in my mind to bring "something" ... a suprise gift.. what i did?.. past 2 weeks of preparation.. a wonderfull self made hamper.. consist of wine.. confectionaries.. things that i could think of.. wrapped beautifully on a traditional rattan basket.. i found it clasically appealing.. hope my bro-in-law and his wife likes it.. and a wonderfull 'tiramisu' chocolate chese cake from Secret Reciepe.. well... i had the results for the cake literaly from my wife.. she update me once im back home.. thats her brothers favourite cake.. wow.. i had the bulls eye on catching the right one.. ok.. at least i felt satisfying.. haha..
Overall.. i felt very happy of todays event.. cant focus on anything else.. I kept thinking of myself.. Christmas day celebration lunch... hmmm...In the past.. what would i do?.. and future what im gonna do?... well first of all i dont celebrate christmas.. neither do wishing any of my closed relatives.. so past years.. the 2 day activities would consists of sleeping and wake up late or made the moment as a visiting day, either visit my family or bring my family somewhere. .. moving forward in future.. i would be visiting my brother-in-law to celebrate at their home.. which is a valid reason why i should celebrate or wishing anyone merry chistmas.. ... haha.. thats my short analysis of past and future.. Well... changes in my life speeding up in an undefined momentum.. Sweet! :)
Im enjoying it..
Im in my worst health condition of all time... Mr.Cough, Mr.Flu & Sir.Sorethroat, the famous 3's seems so much closely bonded to me that they dont want to leave me away... What should i do.. ive tried almost all the remedies traditionaly and modern, including many rounds of miserable visit to see the doctor.. yet still these 3 musketeers were strong enough to fight the natural imunity of my body... Never had this kind of suffering at any point of my life...i wonder whats going on with me.. :(
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Gauthem
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10:14 AM
Wishing all my christian blog viewers and friends all over the internet and the world.. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.. :)
10 more days to go.. marks the end of 2010...
2010.. its a calm year for me.. ive been introduced to many things beyond my expectation on this year..
how i wish 2011 could do the same.. well i could forsee some awaiting wonders.. yet still im little sceptic on how its gonna be.. Previous years did not bring me the amount of expectations and wonders ive been longing for.. but 2010 proved me other wise.. simple.. surprise.. sweet and nice. How i wish 2011 be the same..
Well.. good things will never be together forever..
2010.. its a calm year for me.. ive been introduced to many things beyond my expectation on this year..
how i wish 2011 could do the same.. well i could forsee some awaiting wonders.. yet still im little sceptic on how its gonna be.. Previous years did not bring me the amount of expectations and wonders ive been longing for.. but 2010 proved me other wise.. simple.. surprise.. sweet and nice. How i wish 2011 be the same..
Well.. good things will never be together forever..
Less then 4 hours frm now, im gonna meet new and known faces.. they r gonna visit me at my house.. exchange the tray of agreement for the wedding.. Im quite nervous, in the mean time happily awaiting for their arrival.. Final minute preperation has gone excellent.. preperation for the meal has done well.. Now, awaiting d guests arrival.. :)
im down with fever.. taking medication... head feels gonna explode.. and not to mention sorethroat.. ouch pain all the time..Still i will show a good me.. I dont wanna present me as a sick dude on the house.. oh yea.. gonna make them think well this is the right guy.. hahaha.. praying for that :)
Ok time for another round for redicilous weapon of tablets to fight of this stupid fever! till next blogey.. me out now..
im down with fever.. taking medication... head feels gonna explode.. and not to mention sorethroat.. ouch pain all the time..Still i will show a good me.. I dont wanna present me as a sick dude on the house.. oh yea.. gonna make them think well this is the right guy.. hahaha.. praying for that :)
Ok time for another round for redicilous weapon of tablets to fight of this stupid fever! till next blogey.. me out now..
My leg and hand limbs are falling apart..for the past 2 weeks..cleaning, buying, cleaning and back to buying.. various types of preperation for the particular day "11-Dec". It seems as if the most important D'day of all the D'Days hahahaha...yea seems like it.. im looking forward for that one day.. Nervous on how its gonna be.. well.. all seems prepared.. Today.. end the chapter of painting.. tomorow onwards continue back on marketing n stuffs...
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Gauthem
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8:57 AM
Very fast its getting to an end.. Year 2010.. a very unpredictive, surprise and rather calm year.. I had many sad and sweet memories on this year..Things like changing work life from Intel to Seagate..Marriage Planing.. these has a tremendous effect on my life.. a Wow effect.. :)
Anyway.. looking forward for more sweet and surprises from 2011.. :)
Anyway.. looking forward for more sweet and surprises from 2011.. :)
Everything in the human sociological aspect tangled with numbers.. The numbers define how a person move.. or should move or behave in some point.. Its the supreme comander of the human life.. controlling most of a human factor.. probarbaly we as a hindu's depended too much on numbers till for every single instance we need to agree with the position of the numbers and the moon.. Well ive no idea what made our earliest forefathers believe on the numbers and the effect of the moon too this extreme to rely on. I get to know the effect of numbers & moon very recently.. Everything that shares the connection with numbers. Not to mention cosmological aspect as well. Turning of the moon plays a vital role on how a day would be..half moon, full moon every single aspect of it. Its hard to believe but yes thats the fact. Hmm its quite a supprise how Mr.Moon and Mr.Number partnered to move my wedding far towards the ending of 2011. Yes! September, 2011 my wedding date.. Can you believe it !? They are much more powerfull then anyone else in the planet.. The real ruler of a human mankind.. From my small research, ancient Mayan's believe and practice such way of predicting the day based on the factor of Moon and the calculation of the numbers.. Well im not a Mayan anyway, but yet still im stucked with the dilema of Numbers and the shine of Moon..
A non-anticipated deja'vu for me.. Well, if its destinied to rain 'Coke' from the sky.. Who are we to stop it?... so be it.. :)
Mr.2011.. pls be fast..
A non-anticipated deja'vu for me.. Well, if its destinied to rain 'Coke' from the sky.. Who are we to stop it?... so be it.. :)
Mr.2011.. pls be fast..
I entered the house.. was greeted with lots of love and smiles.. felt like entering my own house..
simply amazed.. happy and cheerfull feeling.. Few minutes later she walks pass by holding a tray of glasses full of hot n nice tea.. I smiled in grin.. i took the courage looking at her.. she served me with a glass of tea.. my finger accidentally touched her finger when i reach the glass.. It was a memorable, sweet & embarassing moment.. she looked so beautifull.. too beautiful to describe.. wearing the lovely peach tangy saree..strucks the second strike of high voltage current deep on my body.. this is the second time i saw her in person.. stunned by her beauty.. My attraction went towards her too fast..that i couldnt help concentrating on the tea thats been served... my heartbeat pounded so fast. I felt to my self.. Im very closed to her.. yet still i couldnt have a word with her.. been surrounded by my parents and her relatives.. at a moment i felt, to hug her tight and give her a kiss in the cheek.. something that is unusually acceptable.. i wondered.. why does my desire went thru such a ravishing feel.. is it my deep love for her.. i told my self.. this is something sadly pleasureable.. a moment that i will never going to forget for years to come.. a moment i will never ever stopped from telling to my childrens and my grandchildrens and with the gods will.. my great grandchildrens, how i met the love of my life..
Shortly afterwards my uncle starts the conversation with introducing my family to her family before setting down on our upcoming events.. The reverse visit by tradition.. It marks the bilateral tie of unity of the two family.. Ive went thru all this by watching my cousins weddings... but when its happening now to me i must say i couldnt resist the temptation of happiness that surrounds me.. its very hard to describe in a single word the joyous feel..
I called her at night.. we...talked talked and talked and talked over the phone.. i felt sad.. as we couldnt communicate with each other in the morning..I missed her a lot...Infact missing her badly.. nowadays whatever things thats i do .. im keeping her in mind.. as if she is part of me right now.. The minute i decided on something.. i would be asking myself if my sweet girl would likes this if she is around? would she be happy if this is what it is ?.. I must say deep beneath my mind she has already taken the position of my wife.. not as a stranger.. not as a girlfriend.. not in a relationship of any terms.. but my Wife!
simply amazed.. happy and cheerfull feeling.. Few minutes later she walks pass by holding a tray of glasses full of hot n nice tea.. I smiled in grin.. i took the courage looking at her.. she served me with a glass of tea.. my finger accidentally touched her finger when i reach the glass.. It was a memorable, sweet & embarassing moment.. she looked so beautifull.. too beautiful to describe.. wearing the lovely peach tangy saree..strucks the second strike of high voltage current deep on my body.. this is the second time i saw her in person.. stunned by her beauty.. My attraction went towards her too fast..that i couldnt help concentrating on the tea thats been served... my heartbeat pounded so fast. I felt to my self.. Im very closed to her.. yet still i couldnt have a word with her.. been surrounded by my parents and her relatives.. at a moment i felt, to hug her tight and give her a kiss in the cheek.. something that is unusually acceptable.. i wondered.. why does my desire went thru such a ravishing feel.. is it my deep love for her.. i told my self.. this is something sadly pleasureable.. a moment that i will never going to forget for years to come.. a moment i will never ever stopped from telling to my childrens and my grandchildrens and with the gods will.. my great grandchildrens, how i met the love of my life..
Shortly afterwards my uncle starts the conversation with introducing my family to her family before setting down on our upcoming events.. The reverse visit by tradition.. It marks the bilateral tie of unity of the two family.. Ive went thru all this by watching my cousins weddings... but when its happening now to me i must say i couldnt resist the temptation of happiness that surrounds me.. its very hard to describe in a single word the joyous feel..
I called her at night.. we...talked talked and talked and talked over the phone.. i felt sad.. as we couldnt communicate with each other in the morning..I missed her a lot...Infact missing her badly.. nowadays whatever things thats i do .. im keeping her in mind.. as if she is part of me right now.. The minute i decided on something.. i would be asking myself if my sweet girl would likes this if she is around? would she be happy if this is what it is ?.. I must say deep beneath my mind she has already taken the position of my wife.. not as a stranger.. not as a girlfriend.. not in a relationship of any terms.. but my Wife!
Haah.. been buzy lately.. quite number of things in my mind.. rolling and rolling and rolling.. barely had a chance to relax my mind.. anyhow.. managed to squeeze in my micromanaged time on some reading.. I was searching around my book shelf at home for something intresting.. and i found this book "Screw It, Let's Do IT" Authored by Sir Richard Branson. The book was presented to me by my manager at my former company Intel. Nice book, it has a good examples of how one screws his life and business and how he manage to fix it succesfully.. very very intresting.. i spend some times reading it.. Hmm heard Richard Branson came up with other intresting books as well.. Gonna check it out this weekend.
been tangled with my work time change.. Nw i need to split my self into 3 to take a look on multiple things at the same time.. Neway my perrsonal life is getting in to magicaly faster pace which i really love it...same as the Wedding talks.. arrangements.. and so on. Haha never have been such a hype in my family.. and im very very happy bout it.. also im planning to push forward my house renovation.. Need to find a suitable contractor to get it done.. since Wedding plan is in the faster track.. i cant delay the house renovation.. they either need to be in parallel or in sequence.. either way.. il be buzy with both. Workout.. yea seriously thinking on it.. Many things going on at the same time.. schedules.. i need to be in prepare and in constant.. Wow.. buzy me. Need to keep my self cool and manageable most of the time.. not to mention Getting lots of upcoming wedding congratulatory messages via phone now itself.. calls mostly coming from my relatives living far abroad.. Even at 4 in the morning ! Never been a time my house phone rings that buzily.. Mum very tiredly entertaining and explaining the whole scenarios.. the coming preperation.. including the planning of the wedding and such.. Shes very very happy bout it.. :) and hmmm i wonder whats the phone gonna say if its alive.. my guess wud be.. "plssss humans disconnect me".. hahahaha.. poor mr.phoney...
ok.. i guess its time for me to catch up with some never ending, dramatic snooty silence and blind stubborn meetings. hmm i wonder why some meetings have the ability to transform seasoned business professionals and engineers into bratty children... hmm.. anyway i got to run.. till next blogey.. chiow!
ok.. i guess its time for me to catch up with some never ending, dramatic snooty silence and blind stubborn meetings. hmm i wonder why some meetings have the ability to transform seasoned business professionals and engineers into bratty children... hmm.. anyway i got to run.. till next blogey.. chiow!
I coudnt sleep without thinking about u... i couldnt resists calling and chating with u... wow never has this intensity in my life to devote a speacial attention to u.. life changes so fast to me.. fast enough till i forget whether im in reality or pure devoted world of desire.. :)
My love will always be with u.. my sweet...
My love will always be with u.. my sweet...
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Gauthem
at
7:48 AM
Finally... Shes the one.. :)) .. At first I was a bit sad with some series of events that ive gone thru..and nearly lost my hope with due.. those gone in and out giving me the pure taste of shocking state.. but finnally the news comes in yesterday. The minute i heard of it, everything around me blossomed into a wonderfull flower.. showered me with wonderfull scent of aroma.. brings me high in the sky dreaming and dreaming and dreaming unstop... Finally the answer of my other part of life has been revealed.. Now... im only thinking of responsibility.. and things to make me and the my dearest a happy.. my main priority is to upgrade my self.. in full capacity to another level thats to accomodate this wonderfull persons entry in to my life...
Life.. mysterious as it is.. and Beautifull as it is..
:)
Life.. mysterious as it is.. and Beautifull as it is..
:)
I feel very amazed, happy, cheerfull and on top of the world... finally ive met her today.. i met her at a temple..together with her brother, brothers wife and her mother.. the first minute i saw her climbing down the stairs of the temple, my heart beat pounded so fast that i could hear it my self... her beautiness amazed me.. I talked to myself.. should i say shes cute? or shes preety ? or shees beautifull? Words failed to describe her..
Finally with less intervention with anyone else, i talked to her.. in private..i was so nervous.. scared.. and very very anxious.. i forgoten my english while im talking to her.. i forgoten my self completely.. and i felt my entire body freezed on time, i do not know what to begin and what to talk.. wow. And all these.. caused by her mesmerizing beautyness and not to mention her sense of friendliness.. So friendly.. and jovial. I could also see that she is very caring.. and having positive mind of thoughts.. all these happened as what i wanted all this time in my life...
The minute i started to talk to her.. i was virtualy fallen to her feet.. surrendered to the creator of human man kind.. I imediately had one response on my heart.. "she is the one".. Yes.. she is the one and there is no doubt about it.. the type of a person that ive been longing for.. the type of character i would eagerly spend my life with.. and most certainly the beauty that strucks me with the force of 1000Mw (one thousand mega watts) of thunder bolt that diminished me for the 20minute conversation.. I asked the god.. what prayers that i made to u.. that you matched me with such a person..
I felt im the luckies person.. and in the mean time scared. The most scaredfull question to me now..Will she be mine ? as my wife.. or all this will be miserably shattered as a day dream once and for all.. Im very worried as what ever things that im hoping will end with disaster with nothing materialized or dejected half way...
What should i do ?.. Ive no idea.. i could only pray.. for she be mine.. but yet still no one can reject a persons fate.. If she is destinied to be my wife.. i would be the happiest man of this "LIFE" and if she isnt destinied to be mine.. i would have to continue accepting the fate.. and continue my dream of unforceen future.. with pain heavier then anything else for sure...
Counting.. and Praying.. for the best to happend.. Will it be heard by the almighty?
Finally with less intervention with anyone else, i talked to her.. in private..i was so nervous.. scared.. and very very anxious.. i forgoten my english while im talking to her.. i forgoten my self completely.. and i felt my entire body freezed on time, i do not know what to begin and what to talk.. wow. And all these.. caused by her mesmerizing beautyness and not to mention her sense of friendliness.. So friendly.. and jovial. I could also see that she is very caring.. and having positive mind of thoughts.. all these happened as what i wanted all this time in my life...
The minute i started to talk to her.. i was virtualy fallen to her feet.. surrendered to the creator of human man kind.. I imediately had one response on my heart.. "she is the one".. Yes.. she is the one and there is no doubt about it.. the type of a person that ive been longing for.. the type of character i would eagerly spend my life with.. and most certainly the beauty that strucks me with the force of 1000Mw (one thousand mega watts) of thunder bolt that diminished me for the 20minute conversation.. I asked the god.. what prayers that i made to u.. that you matched me with such a person..
I felt im the luckies person.. and in the mean time scared. The most scaredfull question to me now..Will she be mine ? as my wife.. or all this will be miserably shattered as a day dream once and for all.. Im very worried as what ever things that im hoping will end with disaster with nothing materialized or dejected half way...
What should i do ?.. Ive no idea.. i could only pray.. for she be mine.. but yet still no one can reject a persons fate.. If she is destinied to be my wife.. i would be the happiest man of this "LIFE" and if she isnt destinied to be mine.. i would have to continue accepting the fate.. and continue my dream of unforceen future.. with pain heavier then anything else for sure...
Counting.. and Praying.. for the best to happend.. Will it be heard by the almighty?
Yea very very anxious.. Im gonna meet the girl this sunday.. with my family of course (arranged meet up)..
Questions starts to plonder in my brain...
is she the one..?
is she the one ive been waited for in my life...?
is she the one ive born for...?
is she the one destined to pair with me for this life..?
is she the one who will sail the vengefull and challenging life with me...?
is she the one who will be there when i need and share my life with...?
is she the one who is going to takes on the pride of my generation to the eternity..?
questions flowing thru my head.. the answer will b answered this sunday..
sleepless..anxious..mysterious..anonymity puzzled me all over.. Well.. i wonder where is deepavali anyway ?
i dont feel the mood yet.. im hoping for a good deepavali mood nowwwwwwwwww!!
Questions starts to plonder in my brain...
is she the one..?
is she the one ive been waited for in my life...?
is she the one ive born for...?
is she the one destined to pair with me for this life..?
is she the one who will sail the vengefull and challenging life with me...?
is she the one who will be there when i need and share my life with...?
is she the one who is going to takes on the pride of my generation to the eternity..?
questions flowing thru my head.. the answer will b answered this sunday..
sleepless..anxious..mysterious..anonymity puzzled me all over.. Well.. i wonder where is deepavali anyway ?
i dont feel the mood yet.. im hoping for a good deepavali mood nowwwwwwwwww!!
Had a wonderfull weekend at PISA stadium penang playing "Paintball" last sunday. Me and my couleges at Seagate had enjoyed the brutal game of Paint ball crushing at the Pisa stadium. I called it "PAIN Ball" removing the "T".. cause its really pain once hit on u even though wearing the full body armour.. I did posed for a few shots before the begining of the game.. Here im sharing some of them..
*note the gun *isnt it cool ? :) Im wearing a full body gear with SWAT Team vest.
*note the gun *isnt it cool ? :) Im wearing a full body gear with SWAT Team vest.
In the midst of the Navarathri festival preperation.. I did catch up some time of my own to watch endhiran with my family at the local theather.. Wow.. the crowd was speachless.. In fact i stay away from the local theather and brought my family to a much newer and grand 3D Digital DTS thearther where no tamil films was screened so far except enthiran.. but to my suprise there to alots of people... lucky me the ticket are available on the time of booking.. the movie... hmmm for me.. i dont see a shankar's touch on it.. as usual shankar's film even though its illogical, but there will be a strong message embeded on the story line. But on endhiran.. 'non-logic', 'boring move' and 'non impresive 3D animations' made me wonder if the stress given to shankar made it such way.. even my mom noticed it and told me probarbaly the director was in rush or in panic of the movies hype that he spoil it halfway.. yea.. for me i have to admit.. something went wrong somewhere..
Well talking about 'non-logic', endhiran.. is a tamil word of robot. So a robot is been created as a prove of bio-technology ambitious design.. all the human factors are loaded in.. ok..all the capabilities are loaded in... ok.. the feelings.. loaded in .. also ok.. now here comes the big question to the director.. all the previous mentiones was 'ok' in the movie.. now Where the hell did he think that a robot semi-mechanical, electronicaly circuited and wired which depends on electric source to charge able to have a magnetic field power !?!? Director shankar how could that possible.. I mean u can manipulate peoples thinking.. but to that extend... "i dont think so".. Magnetic power.. wow.. work side by side with electronic circuits.. Not to mention the jumping over a distance of few feet away.. wow all this made me bored and sick to watch the movie.. Shankar screwing his film this bad.. ouch.. ive no clue how could this be possible..
The save the people on the fire.. and the ending fight.. all are digitaly animated.. but for me its badly animated.. those animation are poorly done.. I wonder if the cost of the movie constrained shankar to opt for a lower end animation.. Well ive no clue.. So far the movie is doing well at the box office.. and earned much amount of cash from it.. but for me if the rating is 1 to 10.. i would give 4 for the movie.. the 4 is because camera works was done very well.. and the song picturization.. Machu Pichu for one song.. wow.. thats cool.. and lastly the squeezed in idea of terminator, I-robot & etc.. on a tamil movie... thats never done before on any movie.. hmmm ok..
to my blog viewers.. this is my personal opinion of the moview Endhiran.. :)
Well talking about 'non-logic', endhiran.. is a tamil word of robot. So a robot is been created as a prove of bio-technology ambitious design.. all the human factors are loaded in.. ok..all the capabilities are loaded in... ok.. the feelings.. loaded in .. also ok.. now here comes the big question to the director.. all the previous mentiones was 'ok' in the movie.. now Where the hell did he think that a robot semi-mechanical, electronicaly circuited and wired which depends on electric source to charge able to have a magnetic field power !?!? Director shankar how could that possible.. I mean u can manipulate peoples thinking.. but to that extend... "i dont think so".. Magnetic power.. wow.. work side by side with electronic circuits.. Not to mention the jumping over a distance of few feet away.. wow all this made me bored and sick to watch the movie.. Shankar screwing his film this bad.. ouch.. ive no clue how could this be possible..
The save the people on the fire.. and the ending fight.. all are digitaly animated.. but for me its badly animated.. those animation are poorly done.. I wonder if the cost of the movie constrained shankar to opt for a lower end animation.. Well ive no clue.. So far the movie is doing well at the box office.. and earned much amount of cash from it.. but for me if the rating is 1 to 10.. i would give 4 for the movie.. the 4 is because camera works was done very well.. and the song picturization.. Machu Pichu for one song.. wow.. thats cool.. and lastly the squeezed in idea of terminator, I-robot & etc.. on a tamil movie... thats never done before on any movie.. hmmm ok..
to my blog viewers.. this is my personal opinion of the moview Endhiran.. :)
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Gauthem
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5:37 PM
Had a very tired weekend.. Too tired as the navarathri festive ended in a extravaganza environment. After all the 3 weeks of tiring works at the temple preparing chariot and decorations and etc. it all comes to an end on sunday as the chariot procession rounded and entered the temple well at around 11.30pm. Well not to mention the exhaustness and also a happy mood of all comes together in a fresh manner. Around that time after a brief cleanup at the temple, me and my temple friends head to a local seafood restaurant to break out our 9 days of vegetarian ordeal..haha thats a fun way to end.. we had our meal and drinks up till 2am. Then parted way back to home.. :) Wow.. unforgetable navarathri..
Well we been talking and planning about how to be prepared for next years navarathri procession as usuall..
ideas and concepts flown in.. and most probarbaly we will start the new chariot design earlier this round to avoid final minute havoc.. well hopefully we could ..
tirey tirey weekend.. :)
Well we been talking and planning about how to be prepared for next years navarathri procession as usuall..
ideas and concepts flown in.. and most probarbaly we will start the new chariot design earlier this round to avoid final minute havoc.. well hopefully we could ..
tirey tirey weekend.. :)
Buzy schedules next week.. plus Navarathri festival around the corner of the week.. wow.. im preety much occupied till mid november im suppose.. Having a summit going on at work place. So managers from all over the US came over to my office..not to mention my program manager from scotland.. nice guy.. but he hates the temperature in penang.. well he did mention to me the hottest temperature back in scotland is 15 degree. Huh!! That reminds me how we are one step to hell with a f***i*g 39 to 40 degree celcius almost entire year!!! 15 degrees in penang is like a winter season.. or one door way to heaven.. Yea.. he made a point of the climate temperature in penang.. as a white fella in asia.. he is sweating almost all day and banned "curries" from any of his meal in here.. haha.. wow..
More and more managers will be coming over next week.. some of them i never seen before.. well excited as scheduling consists of alots of technology sharing.. and etc. Well it will keep me buxy..
Navarathri is coming over.. and i have to split my time to the temples and also start thinking green (vegetarian week) for navarathri.. but suprisingly this year.. the chinese 9 days vegetarian festival are same time as the hindu's navarathri.. so i will not be having problem to get my self some nice vege foods all week long.. woweee.. thats cool...
Ok.. need to get back to work..
till next blogey... chow..
More and more managers will be coming over next week.. some of them i never seen before.. well excited as scheduling consists of alots of technology sharing.. and etc. Well it will keep me buxy..
Navarathri is coming over.. and i have to split my time to the temples and also start thinking green (vegetarian week) for navarathri.. but suprisingly this year.. the chinese 9 days vegetarian festival are same time as the hindu's navarathri.. so i will not be having problem to get my self some nice vege foods all week long.. woweee.. thats cool...
Ok.. need to get back to work..
till next blogey... chow..
I was very thrilled and happy that my mom and sis arranged a surprise birthday celebration at home.. rather a mini ones.. Me, my mom, sis and my little cousin.. Wow.. im speachleess... and very happy.. Its a cute mini cake and some extras consists of pizzas and cookies.. Enjoyed the cake so much.. Thanks mom and Thanks sis.. (i called her mosquito).. dont ask.. hehehe reason known to the author only :P...
Meanwhile do enjoy the picture that i took on my handphone of the cake...
Meanwhile do enjoy the picture that i took on my handphone of the cake...
Before the cake was to cut..
.. and after .. 'lovely & cute'
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Gauthem
at
2:26 AM
It seems quite some times i didnt keep my blog updated.. Wow.. thats a news.. Well been swiming with the waves of life now and then.. full of colors of shades and crisp.. Today.. is September 21st.. the day i been given a life at 6:12pm.. to blog all the way of my life.. Here iam.. on my birthday blogging :)
Happy birthday to me.. Well time is running very fast.. and im getting older.. haha 31 years old now. Ive been invaded on this planet earth for 31 years. Im quite happy with how im being right now.. Happy.. Smilling.. Cry.. and do whatever stupid stuffs that i could imagine.. Im gratefull to my life.. and happy with it.. eventhough its not as perfect as ive dreamt off..
Well.. a new life of a new birth.. :)
Happy Life..
till next blogey.. c ya guys..
Happy birthday to me.. Well time is running very fast.. and im getting older.. haha 31 years old now. Ive been invaded on this planet earth for 31 years. Im quite happy with how im being right now.. Happy.. Smilling.. Cry.. and do whatever stupid stuffs that i could imagine.. Im gratefull to my life.. and happy with it.. eventhough its not as perfect as ive dreamt off..
Well.. a new life of a new birth.. :)
Happy Life..
till next blogey.. c ya guys..
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