on Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Wow... my last post was on August.. Ive been out the whole september... Isnt it horrible.. Yes indeed. Hahahaha... Welll... finally im a married guy with some .. or should i say a person with a whole new experience of tangled unstable begining of life....hahaha.. Hmm how should i summarize the missing parts? To recap.. im married.. went honeymoon to phuket with my wife.. settled down (unstably) at my new house at Kulim Kedah...driving now and then from and to my work..

Well its a bit more hectic to think about.. well thats what im going thru.. hahaha... :)

Deepavali is in the corner..I havent yet start my shopping.. cash is drying out.. and im figuring out how to float from this point.. Just keeping my finger crossed to survive till few more months to come.. as i believe i will be stable by then... hopefully...



Till new posts c ya guys.. :)
on Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Wow the month of August have passed indifinetly.. and i didnt blog... wow.. hahahahaha
Yea.. been preety buzy with the preperations for my upcoming big day.. yea the d-day is just 2 weeks ahead from now.. preperations are sky-rocketing and..i cant keep my mind in peace thinking of all of them..

My only 2 things that worries me to the most extend is... of course my wedding and living seperately from my family.. Hmmm after my wedding il be living far from my parents..which i never have done before.. Its kind of traumatizing effects for me.. Well im taking things positively...

Changes thats going to happend to me are tremendous.. but im willing to surf thru the tsunami to reach the peak.. Can that help change my relieve ? Welll im hoping so...
on Saturday, July 23, 2011
Wow Wow Wow..
im almost out of blogging picture... haha.. damn its been so long.. Well.. what else i can say.. buzy with my non-virtual life.. seperating.. importance.. love.. and physical constructions of things.. hahahaha
Well.. what else i can say.. While writing this blog.. im simply blurred on what to write.. .to much things.. well
cant sort it out right away.. probarbaly on coming blog posts...
till then.. adios......... :)
on Monday, June 13, 2011
...suddently i can sense a ray of hope.. a light that coming thru from a small visible hole.. a hope that cherished me in a momentum.. Ive been prayed for months.. and now i can see this ray of hope begining to shine.. is this the end of all the torment that im going thru? or a temporary light full of another round of dissapointment..and anguish? Only time will tell..
on Monday, May 30, 2011
Watched Pirates of the Caribbean  in 3D yesterday... Nothing good.. except my wife loves it.. errrr for me.. i felt anoyed with the supposingly fantastic 3D imaging glasses that i wear.. i Dont see any 3D animations or real to life digital effects thou... except for the sub-title translations on the bottom of the screen.. the titles like emerged from the screen.. other then that.. nothing 3D.. The storey? its one hell of a ruined up story i would say.. Except for one crew of black pearl (mr.gibbs).. the rest are all dissapeared.. All new faces.. the female character of penelope cruz has no chemistry what so ever on the movie.. i prefer the elizabeth character from the previous sequel.. which has a better and stronger look...  The story looks so dull... finding a fountain of youth? you must be kidding me.. why dont they hunt for something more better.. I checked on wikipedia.. it seems this sequel's movie is a new director.. compare with the previous ones.. no wonder the movie was badly screwed.. well.. I love pirates and adventerous movie... but this movie makes me things twice..

Well my 2cents .. its a good movie to time pass with your loved ones.. other then that.. didnt enjoy a sh%@.
on Friday, May 27, 2011
Uh ohh... ive been hibernating for quite long time.. and hear i am with another piece of crap blogging..
haha.. yea.. life been a bit buzy.. handling multiple tasks and things in a diffrent way.. not to mention various source of unexpected things coming in and out.. Headache!.. im trying to squeeze myself solving things in really unexpected way.. :( My first problem.. My new House.. as im going to start my life in a fresh new way.. i have to think on how to make up the house.. i.e. renovate.. man now i understand the real meaning of costs of expense.. Im extremely running out of cash.. extremely.. have to think budgetting.. and saving... But my biggest problem is Saving.. will always role down with expense.. How can i save in this term!?!? #^&*$%@$!*%^$@ damn! What should i do.. !? I feel like all my energy have been sucked out dry thinking of all this.. Never ever i expect it would be this trubulent.. :(.. thinking that a side.. here comes my Second Problem.. My marriage.. since Issue 1 is never solved.. Issue 2.. remains un changed.. what should i do!? Im praying day and night hoping my problems run away... Well i assume this as a fact of life that i have to face.. Im trying to be bold and positive enough embracing the challenges ahead... While all this happening.. i manage myself to set some things rite.. Honeymoon.. well destinations booked.. Phuket Thailand.. have allocated some budget for that.. Trying to allocate for the rest as well..

Hmm.. trubulent times ahead..
Nothing sweet... but full of time ticking bombs.. ready to detonate anytime with wrong step of leg..
:(
on Saturday, April 30, 2011
My registration pictures..

Registration Pictures

Pictures was taken from my bro-in-law's camera Sony-NEX3.. Enjoy... :)
And after all the long wait.. YESSSS!!!
i own a camera now.. just bought it this morning.. Its a nice Nikon CoolPix L120
kind of a semi DSLR camera..(not really) but has the capability of power zooming and many more features..
Im so happy ive owned one... after the long wait.. Now i can do picture blogging more wonderfuly..

Neway here is the pic of my new camera.. (catched it with my handphone camera)


on Sunday, April 17, 2011
Happy to having u by my side.. My lovely wife.. Preithi..

Cant wait to start our life together...
and construct the wonderfull journey of our life as we always wanted.....
Finished the official process of registering my marriage at the Government appointed council office yesterday.. It was rather a quick one.. a few minutes of speech then we took turn signing the papers.. 4 of them total.. in which 2 copies of certificate handed out to both to me and to my wife..  After that straight headed out to an Indian restaurant for dinner...roughly around 40 of us.. my family and my wife's family... We had a pretty good dinner.. everyone ordered to their individual likings.. Me and my wife ordered Tandoori and Garlic Nan set.. even though the amount of food was little.. i had enjoyed it thou.. Not to mention the surprise cake presented by my cousin sis n her husband.. nice strawberry cake :)

Well now looking forward for September-10th (my traditional Indian wedding ceremony)
on Thursday, April 14, 2011
Planning to buy a digital camera.. SLR perhaps... surveying all around..
hopefully i could get one in a few days time... :)
on Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Sweet and Nice.. that was my engagement...
had a wonderfull day.. atmosphere was superb.. crowd.. alot.. .Foods.. absoultely mouth watering.. not to mention all the sweets... but i dont get the chance to savour all the sweets thou..
Neway.. everything went thru smooth in sound.. Whats next? my registration (by law) coming weekend...
excitedly awaiting... :)


Some of my engagement pics not the official appointed photographer but rather captured by my younger bro-in laws camera.. Sony DSC (cooooool)

Engagement Pictures on Picasaweb
on Thursday, April 07, 2011
Went to do facial today.. Wow first time i let someone to apply a cream on my face.. hahaha intresting.. But yet still i dun know much on bleaching thou.. First time as well.. damn! pain full as hell.. as if i was dipped in sulfuric acid.. ouch.. trying to be a bit whiter.. hmmm... end results still the same.. Felt i shouldn't have wasted my 50.. Well done deal.. waiting anxiously for Saturday.... the d-day..
on Saturday, March 19, 2011
3 weeks more to go for the engagement.. feeling nervous..
especially when i will be the center of attention at the function..all eyes would be on me..  I would just need to make sure to mentally and physically prepared myself not to indulge on any silly or clumsy act.. dun wanna embarrass myself wud i... I'm telling this because.. for me however i planned things in a neat way.. would eventually get clumsily effected in some point..

Well.. what else.. wait wait wait.. lots of things to prepare.. pfhhhh tiring..
on Friday, March 18, 2011
Today 18th-March is exactly 1 year since i left Intel... The memories that i left there still remains fresh as if i only left couple of weeks ago.. Till today i never felt regret nor curse on leaving intel cause the person who iam today i must say was fully molded from there.. I learned quite many things in Intel.. not only on job.. but all my inter personal skills, behaviors.. ethics.. all comes from there.. I have a small wish deep beneath my heart to go there once again.. but i dunt know if Intel will open its arms on receiving me..Well time says the best.. il just let it decide.. :)
on Wednesday, March 16, 2011
my first blog in blogspot on year 2005 is on tsunami.. and again yet another set of epidemic from mother nature's pandora box.. the last on 2004 Aceh Indonesia.. and this round on 2011.. in Sendai Japan.. I wonder whats going wrong with our planet ? Is the prediction of the doomsday events on 2012 is for real ? The question of doomsday somewhat could be hypothetical.. but i believe it would comes true.. one day.. even if not on 2-12-2012.. but someday.. one day.. its gonna happen.. and it would take no super hero to stopping it.. All around.. the governments.. and those scientific agencies cleverly covering up the real truth.. looking at what happened on this 2 different tsunamis.. it seems convincing.. imagine another series of simultaneous 9.0 mag earthquake at all different location of the earth... all it takes is just a few seconds of shaky jolts..and the effect?.. catastrophic! voila the end of the world..

Well it seems sad and panicky enough to think.. but mentally all life being had to except the fact that one day we will all be over and out..
Just 1 day u left to abroad.. is doing enough to keep my heart in misery.. badly missing you.. :(


..lonely n sad..
Just left less then 3 weeks for my engagement... Im feeling nervous.. to add the pain.. she left to singapore..
not just fight and left.. but a visit to singapore.. relatives house..i felt extremely trubulent thinking of this.. wow arrangements.. for the d-day is hyping up.. giving up engagement invitation cards.. hmmm.. i need a good rest.. a good getaway to some where relax.. can i have those..

tiring times sweeps away.. and i cant stop thinking.....!!
on Sunday, February 27, 2011
Getting the Hell and the Worst feel of a unpredictable relationship..

Dont men have feelings?
Dont men get offended?
Why womens mentality is very hard to predict?


WTF!
on Monday, February 21, 2011
She's not feeling well.. and im helpless.. what should i do?
i want to be beside her.. take care of her... :(

I feel weak thinking about this.. had a sleepless night this few days..
I need strength..
on Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Things happend very unexpectedly today.. One thing came to my mind.. Can a twist of a Lemon, bring a zest in your life ?.. Food yes.. Life? no.. obviously or dubiously? i dunt know.. Today my fiance to be cried on the phone and a bit upset with me.. For things that i edioticaly denied to prove.. I  panicked.. My brain started to freezed... I thought to myself.. how stupid iam? What should i do? I imediately run to see my fiance..Never before.. so deeply panicked.. I had to made up with her.. The appologitic sentences keeps mingle on my head.. I saw her.. i appologized.. We had a lunch.. and again i applogized. Well.. some things in life.. one cannot take it as granted.. No one is perfect in this life.. yet still im a human being with the same set of theory.. im no perfect.. Well.. ive done a mistake... and i aint gonna repeat it again.. Nothing serious.. but a good lesson of relationship to me.. a set of exam that makes me think twice of a rollback factor.. cool? no cool. :)
on Monday, February 14, 2011
Wow... ive been missing from blogginging for quite sometimes now.. what happening to me.. hahahaha..
Well...yea buzy bee of the year.. My another cousins wedding just get over yesterday.. wow.. how buzy iam.. welcoming guests.. bringing the couples to photo session.. bringing parents to the wedding hall.. wow..  hell of a buzy period.. Also im anxiously waiting for my big day to arrive.. yea.. my engagement.. April 9th.. hahahaha plannings are ongoing.. preparations are getting into rocket fuel.. im messing up my brain thinking what to do.. what to buy.. espeacialy when it comes to buying girly stuffs (presentation gifts for the engagement)... Hahaha what an experience this is.. luckily enough i got my sister to guide me.. well.. still missing 2 persons in my family..  the usuall brainies who provides sound ideas on all this plannings.. well im refering to my 2 cousins who got married recently... hmm.. other cousins.. are either buzy with their studies or staying far.. So left me and my sis on the decorations and engagement presentations...
on Tuesday, February 01, 2011
The month of January was the buziest day of this year for me.."as of now".. . how buzy i am.. plenty of things comes in a short period of time.. Well. i could name a few.. Ermm.. Thaipusam.. It went well as planned. Initially suggesting to go on the day before thaipusam, but for a change we decided to go on the day it self to avoid heavy traffic and off course the crowd.. Well what do u know.. on the thaipusam day less traffic & almost very little crowd and we had a peacefull prayers.. the preperations before thaipusam was quite hectic.. it squeezed my time preety bad..

Other then thaipusam another major things that happend in January was my engagement preperations..buying clothes .. We set up a "good day" and meet up with my fiance and her family at Penang Market street on one fine saturday to buy the dress and other important accesories.. had a wondefull "Expensive" shopping on the day..  Yea i have to emphasize the expansiveness here cause.. it is very expansive.. not the normal kind of typical shopping where one can get a normal discaunt and finished up the purchase in less then $200.. The saree for my fiance cost RM1711.. and the "jippa" (indian traditional male attire) which i will wear on my enaggement costs RM700.. wow.. thats eye popping shopping eh.. hahaha.. Well it had to be that way since.. the function is gonna be once in a life time..and one will not gona go thru it again.. No one going to see the main person wearing a dull and boring dress rite.. So thats it.. :)  After the shopping, we had a nice tea at local shop in penang itself before head home back to butterworth and my fiance's family head back to their place at penang....

One more thing happend in the month of january, which i could not avoid to tell was my cousins sisters marriage..Its on Jan-29.. I was preety buzy travelling to my cousins house attending the series of pre-wedding functions.. yea i was termendously buzy with that.. and again buzy shopping for the best dress for me to wear on her wedding day.. ive almost been regularly visiting market street at penang everyday.. haha trying to satisfy my  choice of ' the ideal dress'.. Finally i found one.. a Nice blue jippa.. The wedding... it was nice.. also the food.. Now i feel  much releive after the wedding is over.. But i felt sad.. i was quite closely attached with my cousin sister.. we grew up together and she knows me pretty well.. i felt sad because she has parted away to leave the family and starting a new life.. Well thats the purpose the life.. But in the mean time i feel happy for her..and wishing her a happy and a wonderfull marriage journey.. dedicated to my Cousin sis: Santhiya & Mahen :)
on Thursday, January 13, 2011
Had a wonderfull day yesterday... bring my fiance out for her birthday... went out for dinner.. :)
such a lovely atmosphere.. Im writing this in the evening.. but been thinking a suitable summary for my blog since today morning on wht to write.. thats my feeling.. sweet.. and lovely..
on Sunday, January 09, 2011
Finally after 2 days of hunt ive changed my blog layout today.. after some ridiculous java script error on the previous layout.. now no more errors.. the new template name "Notepad Chaos" has much more improved bug fix especially for java fix. Even though this layout is from 2009.. i found it has a much more stable java script codes.. and i like the design.. simple and contemporary.. nice :)

Gonna have this till i found some other templates on the net which catch the glimpse of my eye..
on Tuesday, January 04, 2011
My first blog of the year 2011.. hahahaha nice.. :)
I spend a wonderfull new year day.. first of all with my fiance to be.. Went out to temple with her.. Had a sweet dinner at Old Town cafe.. and drop her at her brothers house.. also meeting up with them for a short second down their appartment.. Wow what a blast.. never felt so cheerfull of all...  :)

Anyway wishing all my blog readers.. Happy New Year 2011..