never did i felt the painfully agonizing pressure on me,
never did i realize decision making carries so much burden,
never did i realize one day someone will take control over me
never did i realize one day someone will give me the pressure beyond my mind and my mentality could accept,
never did i realize i will be in a situation to choose either one of a choice.
why god giving me this kind of unbearable pressure to me? for what sin did i commit in my previous birth?
who is going to listen to my cries? who is going to console me in this painfull time? who?
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god.. please end my suffering.. or end my life... either one.. i cant bear this pain. I feel im at the hells gate now!!!!!!!
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