Simply Amazed

I feel very amazed, happy, cheerfull and on top of the world... finally ive met her today.. i met her at a temple..together with her brother, brothers wife and her mother.. the first minute i saw her climbing down the stairs of the temple, my heart beat pounded so fast that i could hear it my self... her beautiness amazed me.. I talked to myself.. should i say shes cute? or shes preety ? or shees beautifull? Words failed to describe her..

Finally with less intervention with anyone else, i talked to her.. in private..i was so nervous.. scared.. and very very anxious.. i forgoten my english while im talking to her.. i forgoten my self completely.. and i felt my entire body freezed on time, i do not know what to begin and what to talk.. wow. And all these.. caused by her mesmerizing beautyness and not to mention her sense of friendliness.. So friendly.. and jovial. I could also see that she is very caring.. and having positive mind of thoughts.. all these happened as what i wanted all this time in my life...

The minute i started to talk to her.. i was virtualy fallen to her feet.. surrendered to the creator of human man kind.. I imediately had one response on my heart.. "she is the one".. Yes.. she is the one and there is no doubt about it.. the type of a person that ive been longing for.. the type of character i would eagerly spend my life with.. and most certainly the beauty that strucks me with the force of 1000Mw (one thousand mega watts) of thunder bolt that diminished me for the 20minute conversation.. I asked the god.. what prayers that i made to u.. that you matched me with such a person..

I felt im the luckies person.. and in the mean time scared. The most scaredfull question to me now..Will she be mine ? as my wife.. or all this will be miserably shattered as a day dream once and for all.. Im very worried as what ever things that im hoping will end with disaster with nothing materialized or dejected half way...

What should i do ?.. Ive no idea.. i could only pray.. for she be mine.. but yet still no one can reject a persons fate.. If she is destinied to be my wife.. i would be the happiest man of this "LIFE" and if she isnt destinied to be mine.. i would have to continue accepting the fate.. and continue my dream of unforceen future.. with pain heavier then anything else for sure...

Counting.. and Praying.. for the best to happend..  Will it be heard by the almighty?

Anxious Sunday..

Yea very very anxious.. Im gonna meet the girl this sunday.. with my family of course (arranged meet up)..
Questions starts to plonder in my brain...

is she the one..?
is she the one ive been waited for in my life...?
is she the one ive born for...?
is she the one destined to pair with me for this life..?
is she the one who will sail the vengefull and challenging life with me...?
is she the one who will be there when i need and share my life with...?
is she the one who is going to takes on the pride of my generation to the eternity..?

questions flowing thru my head.. the answer will b answered this sunday..

sleepless..anxious..mysterious..anonymity puzzled me all over.. Well.. i wonder where is deepavali anyway ?
i dont feel the mood yet.. im hoping for a good deepavali mood nowwwwwwwwww!!

Paintball at Pisa Stadium Penang

Had a wonderfull weekend at PISA stadium penang playing "Paintball" last sunday. Me and my couleges at Seagate had enjoyed the brutal game of Paint ball crushing at the Pisa stadium. I called it "PAIN Ball" removing the "T".. cause its really pain once hit on u even though wearing the full body armour.. I did posed for a few shots before the begining of the game.. Here im sharing some of them..

*note the gun *isnt it cool ? :) Im wearing a full body gear with SWAT Team vest.

Cleaning da house

Went to cleanup my new house yesterday with my sis and mom.. very tiring.. as this the first time washing and cleaning the house.. The stains are hard to remove espcialy all those leaked paints, cements and patches of other construction material.. what a work out.

Endhiran

In the midst of the Navarathri festival preperation.. I did catch up some time of my own to watch endhiran with my family at the local theather.. Wow.. the crowd was speachless.. In fact i stay away from the local theather and brought my family to a much newer and grand 3D Digital DTS thearther where no tamil films was screened so far except enthiran.. but to my suprise there to alots of people... lucky me the ticket are available on the time of booking.. the movie... hmmm for me.. i dont see a shankar's touch on it.. as usual shankar's film even though its illogical, but there will be a strong message embeded on the story line. But on endhiran.. 'non-logic', 'boring move' and  'non impresive 3D animations' made me wonder if the stress given to shankar made it such way.. even my mom noticed it and told me probarbaly the director was in rush or in panic of the movies hype that he spoil it halfway.. yea.. for me i have to admit.. something went wrong somewhere..

Well talking about 'non-logic', endhiran.. is a tamil word of robot. So a robot is been created as a prove of bio-technology ambitious design.. all the human factors are loaded in.. ok..all the capabilities are loaded in... ok.. the feelings.. loaded in .. also ok.. now here comes the big question to the director.. all the previous mentiones was 'ok' in the movie.. now Where the hell did he think that a robot semi-mechanical, electronicaly circuited and wired which depends on electric source to charge able to have a magnetic field power !?!? Director shankar how could that possible.. I mean u can manipulate peoples thinking.. but to that extend... "i dont think so".. Magnetic power.. wow.. work side by side with electronic circuits.. Not to mention the jumping over a distance of few feet away.. wow all this made me bored  and sick to watch the movie.. Shankar screwing his film this bad.. ouch.. ive no clue how could this be possible..

The save the people on the fire.. and the ending fight.. all are digitaly animated.. but for me its badly animated.. those animation are poorly done.. I wonder if the cost of the movie constrained shankar to opt for a lower end animation.. Well ive no clue.. So far the movie is doing well at the box office.. and earned much amount of cash from it.. but for me if the rating is 1 to 10.. i would give 4 for the movie.. the 4 is because camera works was done very well.. and the song picturization.. Machu Pichu for one song.. wow.. thats cool.. and lastly the squeezed in idea of terminator, I-robot & etc.. on a tamil movie... thats never done before on any movie.. hmmm ok..

to my blog viewers.. this is my personal opinion of the moview Endhiran.. :)

Tired weekend

Had a very tired weekend.. Too tired as the navarathri festive ended in a extravaganza environment. After all the 3 weeks of tiring works at the temple preparing chariot and decorations and etc. it all comes to an end on sunday as the chariot procession rounded and entered the temple well at around 11.30pm. Well not to mention the exhaustness and also a happy mood of all comes together in a fresh manner. Around that time after a brief cleanup at the temple, me and my temple friends head to a local seafood restaurant to break out our 9 days of vegetarian ordeal..haha thats a fun way to end.. we had our meal and drinks up till 2am. Then parted way back to home.. :) Wow.. unforgetable navarathri..

Well we been talking and planning about how to be prepared for next years navarathri procession as usuall..
ideas and concepts flown in.. and most probarbaly we will start the new chariot design earlier this round to avoid final minute havoc.. well hopefully we could ..


tirey tirey weekend.. :)