on Monday, December 31, 2012

Did the Mayans made a good April fool joke alike on us? or the human beings been a subject of dumb joke? It just appeared in my mind "21-Dec-2012" is a day everyone thought the last event on the earth one will drew his breath.. Well it appeared to be a false alarm. I wont curse the Mayans for this. For them, it was just a simple reboot of the calendar cycle. But for living human beings, this thing really made the hell out of us. For me the person to be blamed the best is, Roland Emmerich. How should i put the word? His ingeniously crafted disaster movie 2012? Well, he did for his living, yet still everyone shares the blame as well, taking things very seriously. Human brain is indeed a very delicate nature that absorb things without pre-analyze the truth of it. For me the movie 2012 was a very big thing. I myself thought its the end of the world, alas another living dumb to be honest. Sir Nostradamus was an innocent victim, even though he predicted things, its been interpreted in different way. What ever it is, im happy that the earth still has thousands and thousands of year to get expired. Happy that my generation will still survive. Poor Mayans, getting the blame for nothing.. A science fiction is a fiction after all....
 
Finally, in less then 24hrs the curtain will drawn down for the year 2012. I had plenty of bad memories on this year.. things i rather yawn then recall. Trying to forget it at will. Well it will gone away for good. Im just hoping and praying, 2013 will bring good mental, physical and prosperous luck and most of all, emotional well being for me and everyone in my family. There are some things that seriously needs to be taken care of, which i wish to see it materialize on this 2013. Keeping my fingers crossed. Most of all keeping my blog up to date whenever and wherever possible (will get my data plan soon, in couple of days time).

Wishing all my blog viewers and readers.. Happy new year :)
See  you all next year..
on Monday, December 24, 2012


Ive been out and out buzy with my life these days.. Eventhough connected to the net almost daily (work life), yet still im incapable to post a single thing on my blog :( This sounds really frust to me, especially for a person hooked up preety well on blogger. Geez, i wonder how i could time manage myself? Or is it the family life + work life emotionaly and physically drain out my energy? My oh my, i just wish i could overcome this thing..

Well probarbaly i could, couple of days back ive changed my phone, guess what? its a decission beyond my capacity. Yes i got a brand new, latest smartphone. Samsung Galaxy Note-II. Woweeeee. Thats a good news. Im enjoying the phone very much, eventhough the size does makes me feel awkward at first.. well size doesnt matter to me, as long as im enjoying the phone.. Yes im keeping up to the trend preety much.

Next, im planning to subscriber for a dataplan.. since ive installed blogger mobile, it would be easier for me to post up things almost instantly! Haha cant wait. wish me luck :)
on Monday, September 10, 2012

Exactly a year ago on this date.. 10th Sept 2011 its my wedding day.. Man how time flies by.. it was a joyous moment of my life.. A transition of my life from a single person to be a man of family.. It was a perfect event.. 1 year past by preety fast for me.. I felt as if its just been a few months.. Time flies! Over this 1 year, we went thru a normal relation... a type of relation that a married couples would be.. We went thru the rocks.. climbed thru the ladder.. together.. we are not perfect after our marriage.. yet we remained happy..I just hope this moment of life remains... remains at least till our 60th wedding anniversary.. Keeping my fingers crossed....

Luv u baby..Preithi

:)


on Sunday, August 12, 2012
Right now am very eager to grab my cam and catch anything as beautiful and as vivid as possible.. Cant wait to head back to my house and grab my camera..
on Monday, August 06, 2012




How static is life... I feel life is more static then my previous ones. Why static? What makes my life static? i don't know.. i cant figure that out well.. But this static is simply resulting in nothing.. Previously i do face this static situation, but i can re-adjust my self as and when i need.. But now, its pretty hard to even move an inch.. its having consequences way to hard then i thought.. Static.. i need to neutralize this. Charge the energy in different way..
on Monday, July 30, 2012
Lovely story.. based on Bipolar disease.. Wow it makes me surprise how many of people out there in the world suffering from bipolar disease.. will they go to the extend of ending their life ? Im pretty sure its a hard decision.. or do they have a chance to decide.. Interesting..

on Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Im seriously in look for a change in my life now, probably near future change that secures few things that is creating an havoc in my life right now.. one of them is career change, two financial change, three  strengthening my relationship strain and four.. a need for a house.. Yes i own one alas what can i do if ive been destined not be able to enjoy my life there.. so ive made up my mind, to hunt for an house near my mothers house.. i know financialy it would be a disaster to think about.. but ive no other choise but to move forward. As for my main one, Career change.. yea im looking for one.. hunting down day after day for a good prospect, secure and of course with a good salary.. oh dear.. hope i can be able to narrow down and clutch on these... the sooner the better...

At office now, work call.. blog out later folks!
on Wednesday, July 18, 2012

never did i felt the painfully agonizing pressure on me,
never did i realize decision making carries so much burden,
never did i realize one day someone will take control over me
never did i realize one day someone will give me the pressure beyond my mind and my mentality could accept,
never did i realize i will be in a situation to choose either one of a choice.

why god giving me this kind of unbearable pressure to me? for what sin did i commit in my previous birth?
who is going to listen to my cries? who is going to console me in this painfull time? who?

:(

god.. please end my suffering.. or end my life... either one.. i cant bear this pain. I feel im at the hells gate now!!!!!!!

Right now im facing some sort of turbulence.. Yet to become a crisis.. but a turbulence. For the past few days i couldn't sleep well or able to behave normal. I couldn't even eat properly. This morning i pondered to  myself when im looking at the mirror, " when was the last time ive been happier". Its true.. i lost control of my happier times. Why now? i couldn't publicly announce why was that. But im just hoping i could rave thru this troubling turbulence.


on Tuesday, July 17, 2012

For some known reason i have to be away from blogging.. My married life, financial life, changes in life.. i had to adapt overall to all these to a maximum capacity. I couldn't think back on what to do and what to start etc. Well my life is full of adapting and dis-adapting.. Im pushing myself back to blogging as blogging is the only way i could express myself.. to release my stress and to start think of all the natural calamity that ive went thru.. My last blog of this year is back in January.. its been half a year gone.. half year of joy, sorrow, and unpredictable miseries.. Im not going to express them all here.. as i intend to forget the bads.. forgetting the bads.. and keeping the goods with me.. im trying to move forward. Well im back to blogging.. and here iam back to where my instinct belongs..
on Friday, January 13, 2012

Ive been vanished for quite sometimes and even miss out quite number of things to update. But what the hell i dont give a damn thing, here im back!

I changed my blogs skin as well. Its a 2011 end released Myst theme. Looks preety neat and simple, which is what i always want. Well, il stick with it till i come up with something much nicer. Hmm one strange thing i noticed, if i didnt post without an image, it will show up as Image not found on the post. Weird thou!