aircond at working place further ignites my iritation.. Wonder what microspecies causing this fever.
I wish to destroy its entire microbiological species ones and for all !!!!!!!!
%#$&@%$@&#!
on Friday, March 26, 2010
Fell boring at work place.. very minimal or shud i say no touching on anything yet. as im still on training.. hmmm... environment is very good.. i feel happy with my buddy and couleges.. huge enterpise seagate is anyway..
Btw, i bought myself a new Nokia 5800 Xpress Music.. a smart phone.. cool gadget..
still exploring.. :)
Im happy with it as its my first PDA phone..
on Monday, March 22, 2010
First day in an alienated world.. I recieved all my gears.. my badge, access, laptop (brand new DELL Latitude E5400), office cubical, partial announcement and passdowns.. Now ready to storm on the seas.. Yet ive to know my R&R's (Roles and Responsibility)...
Probarbaly a few days ahead with meetings and schedules.. feel nervous yet feel anxious..
Well.. life's check and balance i wud say...
My 1st Blogey from my new work place @ Seagate SunTech..
Till more blogs to come... :)
on Thursday, March 18, 2010
Finally the day has come.. My final day at Intel. Ive packed up all my stuffs back home since a week ago.. Backup-ed my data's from my Laptops and elsewhere.. All have been completed. Today the final things that i need to do.. return my laptop but before that.. say a word of thanks and good bye to my fellow comrades and pals at Intel. These are my final tasks at Intel. Once all this is done, i plan to go home eat lunch at home and probably get a few hours of nap.. Also il need to go to my housing bank to settle out this months loan payment. Ive delayed it due to some inquiries with the developer..
Well... busy day today... tomorrow il be on leave and Next week Monday.. a new start of career at Seagate...
Will the gate welcome me with arms wide open ? Hopefully :)
To my blog readers.. probarbaly i will be hibernate for a few days or weeks due to the shifting nature of my work place to a new place. As such i predict that i will have less time to blog and probably hook up to the net.
Please wish me luck and pray for a succesfull new career... till next blogey.. c ya guys...
on Thursday, March 11, 2010
Lunch after lunch.. with my fellow mates at Intel Penang.. left 7 days for me to venture away.. im trying not to disappoint my best colleges request to go out for Lunch or dinner.. usually i will do so.. but now i dont have a feel to reject them.. well.. only a week im gonna spend with them... taking pictures.. teasing each others.. and having fun.. even though i feel sad.. i hid it away with a positive feeling of success after my outgoing from here.. Im helping them and wishing them the best of the best for their work at Intel..
Words are difficult to express but.. leaving them after so long is something painful.. I did quote to them... "Any beginning has an ending"
hope this ending brings me a good beginning thruout my life..
on Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Preparing my self to embrace emotionally and mentally to leave the place where i belonged to for 10 years.. The journey that embarked some significant changes in my life.. Now its getting towards the end.. i left 9 days more to leave out. Im going to bring along with me some bad, good, sweet and nostalgic memories which i will never going to forget the rest of my life..
A calculation check on the Net.10 years = 3 652.42199 days
Hmm.. time to time im getting emotionally disturb and distressed.. trying to overcome this changes by thinking positively and trying to mental relax.. yet im sad..
Unprepared.... distressed... and sad... :(
on Monday, March 01, 2010
We came across different faces in life.. be it a good face.. or less good face..shadowy face.. or even evil face.. never know.. but we do certainly came across them in our day to day life.. Life can be full of colors with them but can be dull and dangerous too.. Some faces are hard to forget.. some faces does makes us wonder the beauty of life.. some are intimately annoying.. I do came across many faces in my life.. i wonder if i will came across same face again in my life.. does identical fate came across twice for a man..? i wonder..
faces of life... different tale and yet different senseability...
on Thursday, February 18, 2010
Today on this day.. on this date.. ive did it.. which i never thought about for the past 10 years.. in a working career.. Yes.. ive given my resignation letter to my superior. Not on anger.. not out of frustration.. not on desperation.. .but on a hope of a bright sun.. on a hope of a new Life..
As soon as i gave my letter to my superior.. a senior manager of my dept came in to the Lab where i was having the 1:1 meeting with my superior.. After informed to my senior manager.. He was shocked.. amazed.. puzzled.. a chatty & jovial type manager.. turned really shocked.. I could see words are getting lesser from him.. surprised and sad reaction covers his usuall jovial and fun going character.. I know its a painfull decission.. alas ... Its a decision that i have to made for my better future..
Tons of knowledge & expertise.. surrounds me.. that would make anyone turn surprise over my decission.. A change has comes thru.. i feel shaky submitting my letter.. but felt relief ive made it.. All this for a better life.. i will be going to another huge multi-national company in penang itself.. I dunt know if my decission is right or wrong.. i dunt know what is in-store for me there... i dunt know how the people over there gonna accept me.. but one thing i know.. i will face what ever things that gonna comes to me..
This is it.. i will be coming out of the cocoon.. to become a full grown butterfly.. full of colors of.. fun.. happy...sad..... and all sorts of weathery storms of my career life..
My last date in Intel is 18th March and my new career in the new company start on 22nd March.. Well life goes on.. I always believe on this quote.. "Which ever starts.. has an end.. " and its proven true on many instance in my life.. be it my love life.. my career life.. & etc..
I wish the new me will be a happier me.. Hope all my blog friends pray for a happier me :)
Till next blogey.. c ya guys..
on Tuesday, January 26, 2010
It seems difficult to digest the word changes..! Changes is sux.. indeed its unwanted.. but need changes or else life will be spiceless.. in a dull world always.. Yet i hate changes.. some are forcefull changes and some are optional changes and some are useless changes.. i bet changes has many meanings.. the key one is the painfull one..
I opt not to make a changes in my life.. yet i couldnt live without one.. many changes in my life have deterred alot.. do i need to except further changes ? life will tell !!
on Thursday, January 14, 2010
Well this year is the first year.. "im not celebrating it".. no colorfull decorations.. no sugar cane tie up's(usualy they would hung sugar cane at the entrance of the house).. no rice pot with pouring rice.. as it significantly would be.. yea.. i feel a little awkward.. but i have to accept it.. cause in indian tradition if a person is dead... especialy elderly alots of celebration has to be put away for 1 year.. so my grandmother who passed away on Mei last year. So the 1 year cycle of mourning has not reach yet.. well no celebrations..
This year.. as normal... same style as previous deepavali celebration.. cook veg foods and pray at home.. as simplicitic as possible... well i dont like it.. for me.. im very particular with all this.. a celebration needs to be a celebration.. it cannot be dull ! no way..!
but .. i have to respect my grandmothers soul..
Well.. for all my tamil friends who are celebrating ponggal festival.. Happy ponggal day guys...
on Monday, January 11, 2010
Haaa... my solo picture starts to go places circulating from hand to hand.. its a indian traditional especialy for the one that searching for groom or bride to get married.. to send the picture first.. to check the look.. later the details of the person.. then the family background... then the financial + the parents lineage (caste to be precise).. if it reached to this level.. the final one will be the prediction check by the holy man (usually in temples) to verify how the bride and the groom will be living.. will they be happy.. will they have child.. will the marriage stops half way.. i.e. divorce and things like that. They have this mathematical counts to check on the sun signs. Usually the prediction will be based on planetarium houses.. each individual house of the planetarium stars represents something.. usually wealth, health, love, child and so on.. if both the groom and the bride has certain level of combination then it s a straight go for the wedding.. else.. in some cases there is some prayers to hid away any bad things to happend if both family still decides to get married.. i never came across anyone with 100% match.. usually 70 - 80% match is considered very good lower then that.. is best to avoid and keep searching.. this is what my mom told me..
Well its a long process to go for me...my picture just starts its journey.. not sure who will pick the picture and who will look on it.. whatever it is.. i hope everything is smooth...
Nervous... Anxious.. & Terrified...
on Thursday, January 07, 2010
Today while i was having a conversation with someone.. the conversation
was somehow diverted with new year resolution topic.. On my mind i thought to myself (Gimme a break.. i dont give a f*** with new year resolution.. I have resolutions all the new years begining.. and none of them work!!!!! resolution's is full of crappy sh**!!).
Sorry with my words blog readers... but this is the inevitable fact...
It wont work.. my style, aim on something and work with it right away.. writing down
and planning and constructing and.. bla and bla and bla and bla... wont work!! especialy on the begining of new year. I did alot of those when i was small.. each new year.. take out a brand new book and pencil and write down crapy things that i wanted to achieve on the year but it will end forgoten or never get to see the sun shine... What a waste..
Bottom line.. forget the resolution crap ! Revolutionize your life !!!!!!
62 WAYS TO MAKE 2010 YOUR BEST YEAR YET
1. Remember that leadership isn't about your position. It's about your influence.
2. Get fit like a pro athlete.
3. Lift people up versus tearing people down.
4. Protect your good name. An impeccable reputation takes a lifetime to build. And 60 seconds to lose.
5. Surround yourself with positive, ethical people who are committed to excellence.
6. Remember that even a 1% daily innovation rate amounts to at least a 100% rate of innovation in 100 days.
7. Believe in your dreams (even when others laugh at them).
8. Measure your success, not by your net worth but by your self worth (and how happy you feel).
9. Take an intelligent risk every 24 hours. No try-No Win.
10. Read "Buffett: The Making of an American Capitalist".
11. Watch "Man on Wire".
12. Regardless of your title at work, be a team builder.
13. Remember that business is all about relationships and human connections.
14. Say "please" more.
15. Say "thank you" more.
16. Know your Big 5: the five things that need to happen by the end of this year for you to feel its been your best year yet.
17. Read your Big 5 every morning while the rest of the world is asleep.
18. Read "As You Think". At least twice this year.
19. Be willing to fail. It's the price of greatness.
20. Focus less on making money and more on creating value.
21. Spend less, save more.
22. Leave everything you touch better than you found it.
23. Be the most positive person in every room you're in.
24. Run your own race.
24. Stay true to your deepest values and best ideals.
25. Write a handwritten thank you note to a customer/friend/loved one every day.
26. When you travel, send love letters to your kids on hotel stationary. In time, they'll have a rich collection to remember your travels by.
27. Read "Atlas Shrugged".
28. Be a problem solver versus a trouble maker.
29. Rather than doing many things at mediocrity do just a few things-but at mastery.
30. Honor your parents.
31. Commit to doing great work-whether anyone notices it or not. It's one of life's best sources of happiness.
32. Give more than you receive (another of the truths of happiness).
33. Have your 1/3/5/10/25 years goals recorded on paper and review them weekly.
34. Be patient. Slow and steady wins the race. The only reason businesses that went from zero to a billion in a year or two get featured in magazines is because 99% of businesses require a lot more time to win.
34. Underpromise and then overdeliver.
35. See part of your job as "a developer of people" (whether you work in the boardroom or the mailroom).
36. Wear your heart on your sleeve. When people see you're real, they'll fall in love with you.
37. Be authentic versus plastic.
38. Read "The Alchemist".
39. Remember that life wants you to win. So get out of your own way.
40. Consider that behind every fear lives your next level of growth (and power).
41. Eat less food.
42. Drink more water.
43. Rest when you need to.
44. Read "SUCCESS" magazine.
45. Write your eulogy and then live your life backwards.
46. Demand the best from yourself.
47. Remember that the more you go to your limits, the more your limits will expand.
48. See everything that happens to you as an opportunity to grow (and therefore, as a precious gift).
49. Be obsessed with learning and self-development.
50. Become comfortable alone (you are the only person you get to be with your whole life).
51. Smile. It's a stunningly effective way to win in business and life.
52. Reflect on the shortness of life.
53. Be bold when it comes to your dreams but gentle with those you love.
54. Remember that success is dangerous because it can kill drive/innovation/passion and going the extra mile. Be successful yet stay hungry.
55. Read "The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin".
56. Be of deep value to this world.
57. Own beautiful things but don't let them own you.
58. Use excellent words.
59. Laugh more.
60. Don't complain, gossip or be negative.
61. Plan as if you'll live forever but live as if you'll die tomorrow.
62. Feel free to pass these lessons on to those you want to help.
Written by Robin Sharma, January 3, 2010. For more information visit robinsharma.com. Robin's new book "The Leader Who Had No Title: A Modern Fable On Real Success in Business and Life" will be published by Simon and Schuster in March 2010. Many of the ideas above come from it.
on Thursday, December 31, 2009
In less then 7 to 8 hrs the world will move in to a new year "2010". Double digit of the 21st century i would say.. Nice to hear the scientific meaning of the number. Wow i feel very proud human mankind survived till this year.. i remember once during my study at college year 1999. I used to discuss with my college friends, year 2010? thats impossible! mankind wont survive that long.!.. geez im proven to be wrong.. i do exists still and breathing .. :)
Hahaha..
Well.. Yesterday (30-Dec-2009) i was not in a good mood. 30th Dec 2008 was a devastating day for me. The day which i feel ive done a mistake. The day im tending to forget. The day I broke off with my X. And to my surprise yesterday while surfing thru the internet late night, i happend to came across a site with some wedding pictures and again i was terribly devastated to see the picture of my X wedding picture's. Didnt know she has married. Well, i feel happy and the same time i feel pain thinking have i did a mistake!? Mistake broking off and mistake clicking the internet site. Well whatever happends is for good. Im happy for her and i myself are very happy now. Happy then ever with my moderate life alone and peacefull. Whatever it is as they says.. Life goes on rite ?
Well tomorow night my cousins have prepared a New year celebration at their house in kulim. Cant wait to party. Feels like tons of happiness ready to burst out.. well afterall once in a year.. haha :)
Il try to get some pics uploaded if i had a chance..
For today, nite im going to temple.. relax my mind.. surrender my atma to the divine.. searching for peace, harmony and prosperous path ahead of the new year.. :)
Advance Happy new year 2010 to all my blog readers.. whom ever u are.
be happy and don't forget to make the people around you happy, life is only once remember that.
till next year blogey.. c ya all :)
on Tuesday, December 15, 2009
2010.. the time is ticking... the end of 2009 is near.. tick.. tick.. tick..tick..
and my heart beat is getting faster and faster... my mind is not in one piece.. im trying to control my self.. yet its messed with alots of worries...
My life is getting in a transformation.. going to another level of human man kind's life cycle..
"Marriage".. I never felt so anxious and nervous in my life.. I wanted to stop the time from entering 2010.. i wanted to have a "pause" button to stop everything... yet...
the time continues to run... tick... tick... tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. tick... the clocks needle.. keep turning.... tick.. tick..tick..tick..tick..tick..tick..tick...
entering a new phace of deja'vu..
......counting and waiting for the "d'day or the doomsday".. life will tell..
dear 2010.. make me happy.. dont make me regret.. im counting on u..!
on Sunday, December 13, 2009
Me (sitting from right) & my friends at Melaka
Well we didnt stay in JB afterall... final minute plan change..we drive straight from JB to Melaka non stop. Had a quick shower at one of the highway R&R.. and head straight to melaka's some of historical monuments.. had a quick breakfast and head straight to KL. By the time we reach KL its allready 4pm on the evening. Stayed at KL. They enjoy the nightlife at KL's *(notorious) bukit bintang.. Well i dont like it.. my friends like the place... its bunch of negative side of KL.. anyway..
Sunday 12pm.. we moved out from KL and head back to PG.. reached home around 9:30.. Hmm was very tired.. luckily the next day i was on leave.. well... its a nice and exciting trip to those places. Not as happening on how we go to Pahang.. anyway its memorious.. :)
Great vacation..
Well my friends did mention few places like "Langkawi", "Cameron Highland" and stuff like that for next year's vacation plan.. well lets c how it goes.
Ok thats all for now. Till next blogey, chiow fellaz....
on Wednesday, December 02, 2009
After long dragging, sweating and tireless days... finally !!!! im going for a vacation with my friends.. Wow.. how eager iam counting this coming friday.. i feel its too far..ahhh cant stand the desperation.. Well me and my friends are going to a place or shall i call state where i never imagine in my toughest dream.. JOHOR! wow.. im going to JB .. I wonder all the time, what business do i have there to step my feet to the most southest place in malaysia.. well its proven wrong.. finally all my wonders are false.. i am going to step my feet there.. damn i feel shame of my though.. hehehe.. We are going there for one reason.. the Glass temple.. well its the worlds first religious structure made completely of glass.. well it fascinates me and my friends all this while and now we have decided to be there and to touch the building complex ourselve.. wow while writing this blog my heart keep pumping fast... eager to be out of penang for this 3day just to be there.. haha i guess ive been kept myself in a confinement for way too long.. now the vacation mood have started !! yay !!!
Currently preparing the stuffs il be bringing over for the vacation.. so.. il post more once im back from my vacation... till then c ya guys..
on Monday, November 23, 2009
Attended my cousins wedding last saturday.. Its far away at Ipoh.. I never stepped my foot at Ipoh.. probarbaly my first. Couldnt remember on any old occurancec i went there. Well we went by bus to the wedding.. me and my mom. Initially mom pastured me to go by car.. but i didnt cause dont dare to take the hill slops of ipoh.. i remember hearing it so dangerous.. and did at once glance the terrifying slops while on my way to KL. So by bus then.. it was not rushing we made it on time. Eventhough the weather was not that good, we able to made it. The taxi driver a malay fella is quite experienced of ipoh i guess. Just one tip on the place and he bring us straight to the place "wow". The wedding was nice.. just nice.. not so frenzy and not so lengthy.. about 1 to 2 hours its done. We had the dinner at the wedding. Had a few chats with my cousins.. and have my cousins drop me and my mom to the bus station, initially bought the bus ticket earlier, just in case we couldnt get a ticket on time. Did have a hicup on finding the correct bus station. Cause there is 2 bus stations in Ipoh, one seems a bit "antic" if i remember carefully they call it "medan kit" and the other one "medan gopeng". We were suppose to land at medan gopeng as the bus ticket was taken there but landed at medan kit.. hahaha.. i wont scold my cousins as they are preety new there to.. furthermore night travelling on an unknown place.. is somewhat expected to have some hicups.
Reached home around 11:30pm at butterworth.. Hmmm... everyone including my cousins teased me.. .im the next in line for the wedding..hahaha.. intresting...! welll.. lets c about that.. Eventhough ive informed my parents or give a slight hint on proceed with my wedding next year... well.. we will c how it goes...
For my cousin sis Kamalesh who tie the knot with Manoj.. Happy married life guys.. :)
on Thursday, November 19, 2009
Ive been for the past few days though, think and tried to understand the real meaning of marriage.. why do people married ? what is the significance of getting married.. what do they know.. what do they feel .. basically why marriage ? Its keep mingling on my head these past few days.. Ive been thinking beyond the aspect of marriage.. the responsibility.. the life beyond marriage.. Im started to think all these after my parents rushing to get me married... Im not sure if its a rush or good time.. but i dont want to make a decisions which will cause me havoc for the rest of my life.. Im not against getting married but things are wondering me .. am i suitable enough to get married ? prepared to face the next part of human cycle ? ready to face the oceans of challenges ? Hmm... it feels way to scary to think of this.. Ive yet to give a conscent to my parents thou they are waiting for my answer. Indeed a tough decision to made. Yet im running out of time.. Ive made silly regrettable decisions in my life which im trying to erase from my memory.. Will this be one of them appended on my list.. ? will i be happy.. will i make my surroundings happy.. I cant place all hope to time and god to decide.. or my faith.. or play a wait and see game.. I have to make a solid decision.. a decision which will mark the unfolded event that im going to go thru..
I just wish there is some sorts of binocular or magic mirror that i could see or prophesy the next half of my life..
"decision"... a painful choice for a man !
on Sunday, November 15, 2009
Geezzz its been a while since i last blog...and that was some days after deepavali... haaa im using the internet daily and yet have less chance blogging.. buzy.. ya.. buzy buzy buzy with my life...and today..one fine windy November...i could able to blog... its nearly 6 o clock... im about to take bath... yet just played some computer games on my laptop.. just then suddenly remembered my blogging things... well life goes on plain... nothing new.. except of few life changes i guess... mom somehow giving me some slight pressure on my marriage.. yea i know i could not be single now as my age is getting increased.. ive given her the green light.. most probarbaly next year... i will be moving on to a new life.. marriage life.. i couldnt imagine the responsibility that i will be having... furthermore my new house is completed.. im just waiting to get the keys to my new house... after that...im planning to modify my house.. im trying to make some changes as to my mood... mostly after that... my wedding... arghhh.... i could not thing of my spending allocation... im preety much tight with spending when think of those... well... im just wishing for a non-disasterous life change.
Hmmm putting that a side... 1 more month and its new year.... cant wait for 2010... some of my friends freak me out on the 2012 thingyy... i keep wonder myself is the world really will be over by then... if yes.. then i have 2 more years to spend my sweet life... gosh!! thats awfull....
think about it ... freaks me out.. yet... doubtfull... hmmm im about to see 2012 with my _+_+_ ... next week... hope... its nice...yet i dont plan to have the assumption of my life end as the film is... fictions... had its limit... do i ?
lets c about it... till next blog... chiow...
on Tuesday, October 20, 2009
This year... as many of my blog readers aware... im not celebrating deepavali (diwali).. due to the death of my grandmother somewhere back in April.. so not so big celebrations this year.. i miss those firecrackers, new clothes, and most importantly oil bath and a early morning visit to temple.. Just miss it.. This year i had rather simplicitic year pray at home.. eat foods.. and watch the television.. Only on the nite.. i went to my cousins house in Kulim to have a mini deepavali feast and some firecrackers fired by my cousin.. i didnt play this time.. have to respect the reason of not-celebrating deepavali... snapped few pictures of my family.. yet to upload them still stuck on my sis camera... Well... the following days was holiday.. till monday.. Didnt go anywhere still.. At home.. .food... TV.. food.. TV... food.. TV.. hmmmm... miss those past years... miss those fun :(
Well.. lets see what 2010 have in store for me.. Hopefully i would celebrate in prosperous way.. *with someone speacial* ? No idea.. only time will tell...
Till next blogey.. chiow.. its 12:30 now.. about to go out for lunch... c ya guys..
on Monday, October 12, 2009
Thats me second from the Left with my Sis, mom and Dad... we were at Cititel Hotel.. before going out to PWTC...
me at PWTC... looks freaking exhausted.. and Cant wait to go back to PG!
i HATE KL... the traffic jams are killing me..
on Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Just had a rather simplified birthday 2 days ago... nothing speacial... no party no cakes and no visits.. i was at home most of the day.. since its a long holiday. I asked my mom not to cook heavy meals but simple foods... anyway its navarathri week and im on full 9 days vege.. so.. had to sacrifice creamy cakes and cookies.. :((
Anyway...4 days holiday is something quite long... its hari raya holiday in malaysia so initially i do have a get out plan with my family or friends but.. nothing materialize.. i spend rather smooth and quite days at home and also visited temple as for the navarathri festive.. went to my favourite temple at kampung paya butterworth helping hand for decorating the ratham (chariot) which will be used on the last day of navarathri (vijaya dasmi) ..
Hmmm... i will be having quite tiring month next month.. travelling.. Yea i will be travelling to KL for something ive been waited for almost 2 and half years.. i dont want to elaborate more on that.. nothing big... its just that i will be going there with my family on Oct-8 till Oct-11...
Ive taken a long leave ... hope my manager is ok with it :P..
Oh well..... im not planning to take any leave this deepavali festival next month.. No deepavali for me :( since the demise of my grandmother has not completed one year.. Hmmm the one day that i will be waiting to celebrate has to be sacrifised... Anyway mom plans to do muruku (the famous deepavali cookie).. not to celebrate.. but to give to my neighbours...hmmm... i wish things are diffrent... anyway lets see what next year has for me... Im wishing for a sweet joyfull deepavali with my family.. wish to had it.. !
Mr.2010 can u grant me the boon... ?
on Thursday, August 27, 2009
Woweeee... weekend is near.. hmm it will be a long weekend.. since independence day is on monday.. haa cant wait.. :) my cousin is coming back from uni this weekend.. and im sure we will be having a plan to go and hang out.. hmmm i cant stop thinking of last years independence day celebration where i was partying with friends at KL.. the moment i will never forget the rest of the coming independence day haha... it was simply wonderfull... :)
This year even though we didnt plan such an activity, i plan to just go out with my cousins and sis... to somewhere nearby... btw, not to mention the A(H1N1) that creeps me out now and then... feel too deadly to even go shopping.. just when someone sneeze i will run away far.. hoping im not the next one on the hospital list...
ohh well... anyway... weekends.. here im coming...
:)
on Friday, August 21, 2009
At last.. im clutched out from hell.. yea a very very massive hell of so called buziness... wow.. ive been idling for over a month from blogging... what a waste.. :(
Ive been very buzy of the month of july.. alots of things been happening.. but i unable to write all of them here.. cause im surely believe this one post wont be sufficient.. haha.. Nothing big.. nothing huge.. just been occupied with lots of stuffs.. both personal , family.. and stuff...
..
Haaaa i can believe the sence of blogeyness... its friday today.. my favourite day.. and im very happy to return back to blogey.. :)
Il keep updating my blog from time to time.. ok.. its 8oclock morning.. i need to start my work...
till next blogey chiow for now my friends.. :)
on Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Ive been too buzy with works, stuffs and my life these days causing me to limit my time to blog :( ... but hope to change it this coming months and so forth.... Hmmmm... ive been humming again and again... tuning again and again... it really mesmerize me & did makes me to drop a tear... how touching.. .. hence ive wrote it in my blog:)
oru thevathai paarkum neramithu
miga aruginil irunthum thuuramithu
ithayamey oh.ivalidam. oh
uruguthey..oh..
intha kathal ninaivugal thangathey
athu thungum pothilum thunggathey
paarkathey oh endralum oh
ketkathey..oh
ennai enna seiythai penney
neram kaalam marantheney
kaalgal irandum tharaiyil irunthum
vaanil parakiren
enna aagiren engu pogiren
vazhigal therinthum tholaithu pogiren
kathal endral oh..pollathathu
purigindrathu.oh
kangal irukkum karanam enna
ennai naaney ketteney
unathu azhagai kanathaney
kangal vazhuthey
marana nerathil un madiyil orathil
idamum kidaithal iranthum vazhuven
un pathathil mudigindrathey
en saalaigal oh
intha kathal ninaivugal thangathey
athu thungum pothilum thunggathey
oru thevathai paarkum neramithu
miga aruginil irunthum thuuramithu
on Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Weekendfull of durian.. hahaha...
its durian season now and i could see most of the roadsides people are selling these fruit.. plus rambutan, mangosteen and much more... i had durian as well... last weekend at my cousins house.. a mini gathering.. we ate plenty much durian, me and my uncle went out to hunt, bargain and of-course find for a good smelling durians. We happened to found one at kulim.. its a old malay guy... we bargained the price... and packed the durians into my car... around 20 of them... ouchhh... my car absorber surely cries for the weight... After reached home... dig in to open the thorny fruit for the sweet fruit... Grrrrr!!#&$@ im the opener.. and as the opener of the fruit... i got numbers of torns stabbed on my palm... :( but yet the good part... i got to choose the best fruit for my taste.. hahahaha... then we had mangosteen...
After had the durians... roughtly around 5 evening... i got a shocking experience... I couldnt start my Car !!!! damn.. thats horrifying.. i had to call the insurance company for a auto-assist.. luckily enough thry came in and check.. found no problem.. it starts...
Probarbaly my car protest on me because of the durian i put.. arrghhh!!! its time to get my car serviced... probarbaly this weekend....
ok thats all for a sweet and shock durian week... hahaha... till next blogey.. c ya all .... :)
on Friday, June 26, 2009
Ahhh.. Friday.. finnaly... !
I love friday, not because the next day will be weekends, but simply love the mood of friday... as always.. :)
Well.. nothing speacial on the weekends.. except for fetching my sis at the airport who is returning back from Madurai, India after 2 weeks there for a conference... hmmm no idea when and what time she will be landing.. probarbaly today she will call up for the info..
Anyway.. sunday.. im planing to go somewhere.. probarbaly to forget the "misserable tensions" that im getting now.. ... but ive no plan where to go... probarbaly for a movie? hangout with my cousins? friends? or worst case... sleeping on my bed till late noon !! hehehe... i dont do that always.. .. but will have it as an option... anyhow... as long as im out from the cocoon will be good for me..
Ok its 8am in de morning now... got a meeting to catch and will be packed with work stuffs whole day.... Till next blogey... C ya all...
on Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I got a very misserable options to choose... i have to choose between "Book, Life or Money".. i dont know which one i should choose.. If i choose Book.. i will be prosperous in a year time.. If i choose Life.. i would be happy now and probarbaly continue with it.. if i choose Money... i have to generate it thruout to a point i could reach the summit of Life and Book... Im confused with these options.. these options really arent make me happy.. im trying to be happy (acting to be happy) but virtually... sad with these options... ahhhhh... i just hope god sees all this things that im facing..
options in life really are cruel sometimes..
Sad day for me today...
I cant decide these options as one of the options that i choose for sure will make me sad... for the other 2.. .i feel like crying... why the options.. why cant human being live without any options...
is this how life suppose should be...
i wish for a miracle.. in the mean time i have to move the dice for an option.. an option which will make me regret... probarbaly for the rest of my coming life..
I hope god sees all this game of his... and he is happy for making me sad :( ...
on Monday, June 22, 2009
Arghhh... Haze is back and its getting worst.. Its very hazy these days.. i could smell the wind taste like a burned tree ash.. arghhh... getting to worst.. the hotty weather.. i feel im virtually burning ! god save me !!
Yesterday (although its hazy out there), my mom forced me to bring her out to visit 2 of my elderly relative who are unwell.. So there i go, surpassing this dangerous haze, all time sweaty weather... bringing my mum, my aunt and cousin to Tanjung Bungah, far away after out from the ferry, around 10km.
Stay there couple of hours, after then head to Bukit mertajam visit another elderly relative before head home. Quite tiring.. To get things worst, i got back ache now :(
my cousin told me could be because of the jackfruit we ate on saturday.. haaahh.. i think i would be going to the hospital today after work, probarbaly a jap would save my backache problem.. im moving like a robot.. could feel a sharp pain...:(
anyway.. im just praying there would be a rain outside.. its getting from bad to worst now..
ok.. just has my lunch.. i got a meeting to catch.. till next blogey.. chiow..
on Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Its been a long holiday last weekend.... Yea replacement holiday on Monday.. cool..
i had a preety intresting weekends actually.. went out visitng my relatives.. going out shoping..
and intresting of all... i went to "Market Street" in Penang.. To those who are not aware of the place.. its a street in penang.. also dubbed the Little India of Penang.. there are alots of shops selling quite number of stuffs... On Saturday i bring over my mom, sis and my lil cousin sis who came over for a stay at my house... we went out to shopping for my Sis who is leaving to India for her research convention this saturday.. On the mean time i had a shopping for myself too... Mom forced me to buy a gold ring for me.. and yea i bought it.. its a gemstone ring.. small ones... the price.. hahahaha.. quite hefty... actually i allready owned a gemstone ring.. its a nice Yellow Saphire (my birthstone) ring... but its too big.. so i brought a smaller version, something that can fit on my mid finger perfectly.... i dunt know yet hows its gonna look alike cause it would be crafted for my design and be ready only this friday... So this friday il be going there to collect it.. :)
Hmmmm... hopefully this gemstone ring brings me luck.. luck and more luck... inclusive of small amounts of $$$$$ money of course kekekeke :P
ok lunch time... i gota be off now.. till next blogey.. chiow..
on Saturday, June 06, 2009
Hahhhh today is public holiday .. the agongs birthday.. and here iam in front of my laptop typing words of nonsence... arghh i wish i could runaway for a nice sweet holiday.. its been a while since ive last enjoyed a wonderfull holiday with my friends or family.. I wish i could have it again... but still yet i feel very uneasy spending unecessarily nowadays even for going out such as this... hmmm uncertainity of the economic i guess.... oh well... anyway.. its been quite a while ive post an update on my blog.. its June and this is my first post for the month.. as usuall life is going slow with no change as of now eventhought it is middle of the year. Man how fast time flies.. right now i feel only last month was February.. but now... it is June... thats fast..
Well.. apart from that.. its been a very hot sunny day nowadays.. not even a single drop of water coming out from the cloud... the intense heat causes flu.. & fever everywhere.. not to mention im getting it too... even though im back to normal.. im coughing almost 2 weeks now..man its really annoying.. arrghhh !
Haaaahh...i wish there's winter here... all i could do now is drinking herbal tea or coconut water to bring down my body temperature.. too hot!! too hot!!
Ok.. i feel im blabering alot now.. my brain is empty to think what else to write.. its 12 o'clock noon and its saturday.. im planing to sit at my house sofa and watch TV.. thats what i could do now..
urrgghhh....
ok guys till next post... c'ya..
on Monday, May 25, 2009
Its been a while since ive last post on my blog.. reason because.. my health condition ups and down with fever & stuff like that.. Ive been in terrible shape with this stupid fever, sorethroat, cold.. and keep sneezing most of the time for that... arghhhh!!
I think its due to the weather.. its been preety hot outside lately.. these force me to stay home even during weekends... but still i catch with nonsence fevers..
i wonder whats going to happen to the world.. if its raining.. it would rain till mass flood... if its hot it will be hot till we feel were going to end up like a roast chicken... i hope this is not the end of the world..
hmmmm..... sitting at my office... surfing internet.. blogging.. just ate my lunch... haah.. i feel sleepy.. i have couple of meetings later... and i need to work on my project papers.. arghhh!@!(&@!^$$ i hate monday!.. monday blues really freak me out..
on Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Well me my mother and my sis was supposingly be on vege on this whole month due to my grandmother passed away and its not 1 month yet..... exclude my father who couldnt make it to the event..... but forced by my cousins and uncle.. i took little non-veg things ... ahhh. cant stand the persuasion...
Anyway... i ordered the cake and the flower for the event :).. it was a nice mothers day speacial white cream cake with full of fruits on it.. kiwi, strawbery, mango and lychee... and also a nice text with "Happy Mothers Day" on it... I.. had snapped some beautifull moments.. couldnt upload it yet as my sis took it with her to her confrence at bukit merah, taiping yesterday... *argh*.. il get a time to load it once she returns..
We left my uncles house around 9 and reached home around 10.15...with stomach nearly explode... hehehe what a meal... all the meals.. was prepared by my aunt.. (Expert cook).. she prepared 8 type of dishes not include vege dish too... mmmmm my tounge can still sense the taste.. hehehe welll...
So... thats all for now... at office doing some important work...
if i have a time then il load the mothers day pics... till then.. peaceeee...
:)
Last saturday.. i was hanging out with 2 of my cousins who came by from Kulim... me my sis and both cousins went shopping, watching movies then took dinner.. and head home quite late...
We went to watch X-Men:Wolverine.. at Sunway GSC and shoping in there too at seberang jaya.. had some light dinner at OldTown cafe.. then went home...
Woahhh.. all on my spending.. my $$$ is flying away way too fast..
Well anyway its worthit.. especially spending for my lovely cousin sis.. haha...
on Monday, May 04, 2009
For me friday is a day of pure auspicious.. its a day of divine and very calm compare with other day.. thats why i love friday alot.. But last friday it happend to be a sad day for me. My grandmother passed away on the day. After 93 years living and finally she rests in peace.. Me, mom and dad went to taiping, kamunting around morning 10.am after i went to penang airport to send my sister who is leaving to kelantan for work confrence.. she couldnt attend the funeral so left 3 of us..
I bought for her a big round garland as a symbol of respect.. I didnt know i would need to stay at taiping.. so i didnt bring any clothes with me.. So after i left my parents there and sit beside my grandmothers coffin for a while.. i went straight to my home in penang, the next day my aunt.. my grandmothers 2nd daughter flying from Australia to give her last respect.. so i need to fetch her from the airport.. I fetched her on saturday morning at 10am.. and reached taiping around 12:15pm.. It was rather a very somber.. sad.. and disturbing environment.. For me 3 things that i cannot take in my life no matter what.. ... 1st.. suffering.. by anyone.. 2nd.. death... 3rd.. blood.
This 3 things will surely disturb me for days.. sometimes months.. which will cause me to be uncomfortable most of the time.. I will surely loss my appetite.. and loss my ability to be in one piece.
Well around 1.45pm.. my grandmothers body have been taken to the creamatorioum ground.. i went there to.. to perform the final rites... im her first grandson.. so i will need to be involved.. as insisted by my parents and my relatives.. my father and his 2 brothers are amonth the others who performed the final rites.....After the full hinduism rites been performed.. we came home.. taken bath... had a rather unusuall, non jovial and silent lunch..
As the days goes on sunday... me my father and both his brothers went again to the crematorium ground together with the function priest to collect my grandmothers bones. One could imagine the sadness.. the pain... the fear... its the moment of deja'vu.. all those clouded me just like that in seconds.. but after a while... i begin to think about it.. eventually every single person in this world has to go thru the same thing.. its a shocking experience for me.. but i manage to over come it...
After my uncle.. my grandmothers last son.. done the prayers including pour my grandmothers ash ("asthi") on the flowing river.. we head back to my grandmothers house..there again we took a shower and had a quick lunch.. before me, my parents head back to penang.. follow by other relatives heading back to their homes...
I didnt expect or even imagine in my wildest dreams that my labour day holiday.. and furthermore my favourite day.. "friday" will end up rather emotional and somber.. Well.. thats how the human life cycle is... none is imortal.. if we start to breath.. one day..eventually we will stop to breath.. For me the holiday is not important.. but its just the loved ones.. once they parted away.. the pains are speachless............... ..... ..... ........
Dedicated to my Grandmother.. Mdm.Maheswary (1916 - 2009). Om Shanti..
on Thursday, April 23, 2009
Today at 10:30am i quickly rushed to Maybank at Bayan Lepas near my work area.. to bought the "ASM units investment" thats were making news in the headlines... since it is goverment guaranteed and gives back good % of intrest value.. so.. i think why not get some for myself.. good investment for my future ... hehe.he. :P
The bank today was full of indians, i feel like entered temple or cinema hall.. haha .. i think its because of the newspapers which hilighted only Indians allocated ASM units are yet to grab.. chinese and partial of malays allocated are allready been grabed. I saw an indian husband and wife just beside me waiting to get their chance on these goverment opened unit. I thought it would be appropriate if i say greet them.. so do i.. after a few talk i asked them if they were to grab the ASM units and they say yes..
To my suprise they bought the ASM units for 20, 000 "RM20k". Goooshh.. im far behind.. i just bought for 1000 unit which is 1k of course.. wow.. on my mind i was thinking the couples have a good future.. nice to see indians invest such way.. their investment x the percentage the goverment give.. nice return.. :)
I dunt know how much the intrest % will be.. ive yet to calculate.. Planning to top up another 2000 or so in few days if the unit for Indians are still available.. "hopefully"....
Ok... its 12:40 now.. my stomach is making noise.. i better go and grab
something to eat will be preety tight today with multiple meetings.. "geeeezz i hate meetings !&^%*#@&^@*##@" !
Till next blogey... c ya all..
on Monday, April 20, 2009
Today ive closed down a one and only website of mine.. my 1st attempt of having a personal Homepage which ive maintained for over 6 years.. and today ive decided to close it down for an attempt to have a single site.. which is this site.. my blog site.
I felt sad to close that site down.. all the years of fun of editing & coding.. every single moment spent on updating the page day and nite.. till the full birth of the site.. finally come to an end. I created that site for fun, an eager of having a personal site.. Yet i met and visited by many friends of the net.. some with a sweet notes.. some with a nasty notes.. and some with a praised words..
Yes it was my first attempt.. ive no idea whether what i did at the time was right of wrong.. but i enjoyed every single seconds coding it in pure html, dhtml and javas.. The say goes "every begining has its end".. and i believe the end is now.. The updates are outdated and it looks preety much childish for me to keep updating it..
hence ive decided to closing it down with a heavy heart...
To those who wonder what the URL is.. here you go..
I managed to place a sweet note with a re-direct link to this blog..
Hopefully those visitors have time to visit this blogs too..
C ya geocities site... il sure miss u..
ok guys.. :)
till next blogey..
chiow !
Events that went couple of days ago on the month of april...
My mothers birthday.. :)
it was a lovely, sweet and simple birthday... held on April-11th.. she is 56 years old now..
Here are couple of her birthday pics that i able to catch.. sorry i plan not to upload me & my family pics due to safety and spam concern.. just the cake pics will just do it.. :)
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