Beautifull Moment together..

Very beautiful indeed.. I went out with her.. finally. With the person who im deeply in love with..With the person who im going to spend my life with..  I picked her up at the school she was teaching.. to see the commissioner of oath to sign and seal the approval on the wedding registration document.. Once that was done.. off we go to queensbay mall for our lunch.. it was quite memorable to me as its the first time we are spending our precious time having lunch.. We ate at "nandos".. ordered same set of meal & drink.. pepper burger and sparkling apple juice.... the burger that we ate was slightly spicier then we thought..haha it burned our mouth away because of the extra hot sauce on it hahaha.. but the spicy flavor of our meal did not stall our conversation away..

After the meal.. i spend some time with her buying paper wrapper for her school books.. then head straight to her house.. Her mom insist that i visit her house one day.. so i took the opportunity to visit her house today since i don't have anything else to do.... I went to her house once during my families official 1st time visit .. so i could easily remember the direction pretty well...  Once there.. had a light conversation with everyone at home for a while before i say my good buy to everyone and head home to butterworth..

Well a new experience in exploring my relationship... I would say strengthening my relationship with my future wife..  This is the sweetest memories i could ever go thru before we tie the knot to officially become husband and wife.. In fact.. im hoping eagerly to go out with her again..  well.. i wish we could .. :)

Chistmas Lunch at Bro-In-Law's House

Had a wonderfull christmas lunch at my future brother-in-law's house.. Wonderfull meal prepared by bro-in-law's wife's mother.. not to mention my future wife's tallent to prepare a awsome mix fruit salad and  cocktail jelly.. wow had a blast enjoying the meal.. Initially i was so nervous thinking of my one man visit to a new place.. wondering how should i react and how should i behave.. but as soon as i enter the place.. i had this unique blend of feel of entering a house belongs to my close relative.. everyone made me feel that way.. i thought to my self at one point ..people used to say the word.. "please make it like your own house".. only the day i realized the "true" meaning of that.. comfortable.. and a feel of homely touch truely made me speeachless.. well as predicted had some private moment with my wife visiting the posh garden area before the lunch.. welll i guess she wants to have a private moment together.. but i guess i might have ruin it preety bad.. yea..we were together at the posh garden.. and.. she was expecting us to chat in private a bit longer.. well.. what do u know.. the feel of nervous subducted me terribly.. just 2 of us at the garden..  my brain somehow takes it other wise.. bottomline.. i should punch myself on the face blueblack  for not realize the true intention of it.. .. "if" i would be much more prepared for what it is for.. at least i would be ready! what an idiot iam!!  Yes awfully an idiot.. for unable to understand the meaning of a 'precious moment' and not behaving in an adequate romantic manner..stupid me!!!! arghh!&@^%#(*#%  anyway.. past is past.. yes i ruin it.. its my fault.. only thing ... i shud not screw up again "If" again the so called.. another opportunity comes my way...

Well back to the food.. i felt it was my mum's cooking.. Nice... truly enjoyed it. :) I must say i dressed the best for the lunch.. well.. i didnt bring myself alone to the lunch so i had some plans in my mind to bring "something" ... a suprise gift.. what i did?.. past 2 weeks of preparation.. a wonderfull self made hamper.. consist of wine.. confectionaries.. things that i could think of.. wrapped beautifully on a traditional rattan basket.. i found it clasically appealing.. hope my bro-in-law and his wife likes it..  and a wonderfull 'tiramisu' chocolate chese cake from Secret Reciepe.. well... i had the results for the cake literaly from my wife.. she update me once im back home.. thats her brothers favourite cake.. wow.. i had the bulls eye on catching the right one.. ok.. at least i felt satisfying.. haha..

Overall.. i felt very happy of todays event.. cant focus on anything else.. I kept thinking of myself.. Christmas day celebration lunch... hmmm...In the past.. what would i do?.. and future what im gonna do?... well first of all i dont celebrate christmas.. neither do wishing  any of my closed relatives.. so past years.. the 2 day  activities would consists of sleeping and wake up late or made the moment as a visiting day, either visit my family or bring my family somewhere. .. moving forward in future.. i would be visiting my brother-in-law to celebrate at their home.. which is a valid reason why i should celebrate or wishing anyone merry chistmas.. ... haha.. thats my short analysis of past and future.. Well... changes in my life speeding up in an undefined momentum.. Sweet! :)

Im enjoying it..

3 unhealthy musketeers

Im in my worst health condition of all time... Mr.Cough, Mr.Flu & Sir.Sorethroat, the famous 3's seems so much closely bonded to me that they dont want to leave me away... What should i do.. ive tried almost all the remedies traditionaly and modern,  including many rounds of miserable visit to see the doctor.. yet still these 3 musketeers were strong enough to fight the natural imunity of my body... Never had this kind of suffering at any point of my life...i wonder whats going on with me.. :(

Merry Christmas

Wishing all my christian blog viewers and friends all over the internet and the world.. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.. :)

Few more days to go

10 more days to go.. marks the end of 2010...
2010.. its a calm year for me.. ive been introduced to many things beyond my expectation on this year..
how i wish 2011 could do the same.. well i could forsee some awaiting wonders.. yet still im little sceptic on how its gonna be.. Previous years did not bring me the amount of expectations and wonders ive been longing for.. but 2010 proved me other wise.. simple.. surprise.. sweet and nice. How i wish 2011 be the same..
Well.. good things will never be together forever..

bYond or beYond?

finally bYonnnnnnddddddddddddddd......

Changed my house astro decoder to byond.. got disconnected with my favourite ESPN, NatGeo, Discovery n many more.. hopefully i can get the broadcast signal once im back home.. i miss those dearly... haha :P

Cough!!

Getting iritated with cough... !!!!!!! ^$&^%#$&*&^@#$

Final waiting

Less then 4 hours frm now, im gonna meet new and known faces.. they r gonna visit me at my house.. exchange the tray of agreement for the wedding.. Im quite nervous, in the mean time happily awaiting for their arrival.. Final minute preperation has gone excellent.. preperation for the meal has done well.. Now, awaiting d guests arrival.. :)

im down with fever.. taking medication... head feels gonna explode.. and not to mention sorethroat.. ouch pain all the time..Still i will show a good me.. I dont wanna present me as a sick dude on the house.. oh yea.. gonna make them think well this is the right guy.. hahaha.. praying for that :)

Ok time for another round for redicilous weapon of tablets to fight of this stupid fever! till next blogey.. me out now..

Bones vs Preparation

My leg and hand limbs are falling apart..for the past 2 weeks..cleaning, buying, cleaning and back to buying.. various types of preperation for the particular day "11-Dec". It seems as if the most important D'day of all the D'Days hahahaha...yea seems like it.. im looking forward for that one day.. Nervous on how its gonna be.. well.. all seems prepared.. Today.. end the chapter of painting.. tomorow onwards continue back on marketing n stuffs...

Sis Birthday

Celebrated my Sis's birthday yesterday... surprised her with a cake.. :)

Year End

Very fast its getting to an end.. Year 2010.. a very unpredictive, surprise and rather calm year.. I had many sad and sweet memories on this year..Things like changing work life from Intel to Seagate..Marriage Planing.. these has a tremendous effect on my life.. a Wow effect.. :)

Anyway.. looking forward for more sweet and surprises from 2011.. :)

Number Matter

Everything in the human sociological aspect tangled with numbers.. The numbers define how a person move.. or should move or behave in some point.. Its the supreme comander of the human life.. controlling most of a human factor.. probarbaly we as a hindu's depended too much on numbers till for every single instance we need to agree with the position of the numbers and the moon.. Well ive no idea what made our earliest forefathers believe on the numbers and the effect of the moon too this extreme to rely on. I get to know the effect of numbers & moon very recently.. Everything that shares the connection with numbers. Not to mention cosmological aspect as well. Turning of the moon plays a vital role on how a day would be..half moon, full moon every single aspect of it. Its hard to believe but yes thats the fact. Hmm its quite a supprise how Mr.Moon and Mr.Number partnered to move my wedding far towards the ending of 2011. Yes! September, 2011 my wedding date.. Can you believe it !? They are much more powerfull then anyone else in the planet.. The real ruler of a human mankind.. From my small research, ancient Mayan's believe and practice such way of predicting the day based on the factor of Moon and the calculation of the numbers.. Well im not a Mayan anyway, but yet still im stucked with the dilema of Numbers and the shine of Moon..

A non-anticipated deja'vu  for me.. Well, if its destinied to rain 'Coke' from the sky.. Who are we to stop it?... so be it.. :)
Mr.2011.. pls be fast..

Fast & Furious

Hahaha.. as the title says.. its too fast and too furious to digest.. everything is moving on in fast pace..
Never been so happy in my life.. yet i enjoyed every moment of it.. :)

Sweet Moment

I entered the house.. was greeted with lots of love and smiles.. felt like entering my own house..
simply amazed.. happy and cheerfull feeling.. Few minutes later she walks pass by holding a tray of glasses full of hot n nice tea.. I smiled in grin.. i took the courage looking at her.. she served me with a glass of tea.. my finger accidentally touched her finger when i reach the glass.. It was a memorable, sweet & embarassing moment.. she looked so beautifull.. too beautiful to describe.. wearing the lovely peach tangy saree..strucks the second strike of high voltage current deep on my body.. this is the second time i saw her in person.. stunned by her beauty.. My attraction went towards her too fast..that i couldnt help concentrating on the tea thats been served... my heartbeat pounded so fast. I felt to my self.. Im very closed to her.. yet still i couldnt have a word with her.. been surrounded by my parents and her relatives.. at a moment i felt, to hug her tight and give her a kiss in the cheek.. something that is unusually acceptable.. i wondered.. why does my desire went thru such a ravishing feel.. is it my deep love for her.. i told my self.. this is something sadly pleasureable.. a moment that i will never going to forget for years to come.. a moment i will never ever stopped from telling to my childrens and my grandchildrens and with the gods will.. my great grandchildrens,  how i met the love of my life..

Shortly afterwards my uncle starts the conversation with introducing my family to her family before setting down on our upcoming events.. The reverse visit by tradition.. It marks the bilateral tie of unity of the two family.. Ive went thru all this by watching my cousins weddings... but when its happening now to me i must say i couldnt resist the temptation of happiness that surrounds me.. its very hard to describe in a single word the joyous feel..

I called her at night.. we...talked talked and talked and talked over the phone.. i felt sad.. as we couldnt communicate with each other in the morning..I missed her a lot...Infact missing her badly.. nowadays whatever things thats i do .. im keeping her in mind.. as if she is part of me right now.. The minute i decided on something.. i would be asking myself if my sweet girl would likes this if she is around? would she be happy if this is what it is ?.. I must say deep beneath my mind she has already taken the position of my wife.. not as a stranger.. not as a girlfriend.. not in a relationship of any terms.. but my Wife!

Readingzz

Haah.. been buzy lately.. quite number of things in my mind.. rolling and rolling and rolling.. barely had a chance to relax my mind.. anyhow.. managed to squeeze in my micromanaged time on some reading.. I was searching around my book shelf at home for something intresting.. and i found this book "Screw It, Let's Do IT" Authored by Sir Richard Branson. The book was presented to me by my manager at my former company Intel. Nice book, it has a good examples of how one screws his life and business and how he manage to fix it  succesfully.. very very intresting.. i spend some times reading it.. Hmm heard Richard Branson came up with other intresting books as well.. Gonna check it out this weekend.

Splited Into Quadro

been tangled with my work time change.. Nw i need to split my self into 3 to take a look on multiple things at the same time.. Neway my perrsonal life is getting in to magicaly faster pace which i really love it...same as the Wedding talks.. arrangements.. and so on. Haha never have been such a hype in my family.. and im very very happy bout it.. also im planning to push forward my house renovation.. Need to find a suitable contractor to get it done.. since Wedding plan is in the faster track.. i cant delay the house renovation.. they either need to be in parallel or in sequence.. either way.. il be buzy with both. Workout.. yea seriously thinking on it..  Many things going on at the same time.. schedules.. i need to be in prepare and in constant.. Wow.. buzy me. Need to keep my self cool and manageable most of the time.. not to mention Getting lots of upcoming wedding congratulatory messages via phone now itself.. calls mostly coming from my relatives living  far abroad.. Even at 4 in the morning ! Never been a time my house phone rings that buzily.. Mum very tiredly entertaining and explaining the whole scenarios.. the coming preperation.. including the planning of the wedding and such.. Shes very very happy bout it.. :) and hmmm i wonder whats the phone gonna say if its alive.. my guess wud be.. "plssss humans disconnect me".. hahahaha.. poor mr.phoney...

ok.. i guess its time for me to catch up with some never ending, dramatic snooty silence and blind stubborn meetings. hmm i wonder why some meetings have the ability to transform seasoned business professionals and engineers into bratty children... hmm.. anyway i got to run.. till next blogey.. chiow!

Sleepless Intensity..

I coudnt sleep without thinking about u... i couldnt resists calling and chating with u... wow never has this intensity in my life to devote a speacial attention to u.. life changes so fast to me.. fast enough till i forget whether im in reality or pure devoted world of desire.. :)

My love will always be with u.. my sweet...

Workout Workout

I need to start thinking of workout at gym.. getting lazier at a time.. and past deepavali adds extra pounds on me.. arghhhh!! #&^$%^*#&

I should be presentable.. not absolute grump!! Im scolding myself not to be lazy and start thinking of serious diet and workout plan..

Happy Finally...

Finally... Shes the one.. :)) .. At first I was a bit sad with some series of events that ive gone thru..and nearly lost my hope with due..  those gone in and out giving me the pure taste of shocking state.. but finnally the news comes in yesterday. The minute i heard of it, everything around me blossomed into a wonderfull flower.. showered me with wonderfull scent of aroma.. brings me high in the sky dreaming and dreaming and dreaming unstop... Finally the answer of my other part of life has been revealed.. Now... im only thinking of responsibility.. and things to make me and the my dearest a happy..  my main priority is to upgrade my self.. in full capacity to another level thats to accomodate this wonderfull persons entry in to my life...

Life.. mysterious as it is.. and Beautifull as it is..

:)

Simply Amazed

I feel very amazed, happy, cheerfull and on top of the world... finally ive met her today.. i met her at a temple..together with her brother, brothers wife and her mother.. the first minute i saw her climbing down the stairs of the temple, my heart beat pounded so fast that i could hear it my self... her beautiness amazed me.. I talked to myself.. should i say shes cute? or shes preety ? or shees beautifull? Words failed to describe her..

Finally with less intervention with anyone else, i talked to her.. in private..i was so nervous.. scared.. and very very anxious.. i forgoten my english while im talking to her.. i forgoten my self completely.. and i felt my entire body freezed on time, i do not know what to begin and what to talk.. wow. And all these.. caused by her mesmerizing beautyness and not to mention her sense of friendliness.. So friendly.. and jovial. I could also see that she is very caring.. and having positive mind of thoughts.. all these happened as what i wanted all this time in my life...

The minute i started to talk to her.. i was virtualy fallen to her feet.. surrendered to the creator of human man kind.. I imediately had one response on my heart.. "she is the one".. Yes.. she is the one and there is no doubt about it.. the type of a person that ive been longing for.. the type of character i would eagerly spend my life with.. and most certainly the beauty that strucks me with the force of 1000Mw (one thousand mega watts) of thunder bolt that diminished me for the 20minute conversation.. I asked the god.. what prayers that i made to u.. that you matched me with such a person..

I felt im the luckies person.. and in the mean time scared. The most scaredfull question to me now..Will she be mine ? as my wife.. or all this will be miserably shattered as a day dream once and for all.. Im very worried as what ever things that im hoping will end with disaster with nothing materialized or dejected half way...

What should i do ?.. Ive no idea.. i could only pray.. for she be mine.. but yet still no one can reject a persons fate.. If she is destinied to be my wife.. i would be the happiest man of this "LIFE" and if she isnt destinied to be mine.. i would have to continue accepting the fate.. and continue my dream of unforceen future.. with pain heavier then anything else for sure...

Counting.. and Praying.. for the best to happend..  Will it be heard by the almighty?

Anxious Sunday..

Yea very very anxious.. Im gonna meet the girl this sunday.. with my family of course (arranged meet up)..
Questions starts to plonder in my brain...

is she the one..?
is she the one ive been waited for in my life...?
is she the one ive born for...?
is she the one destined to pair with me for this life..?
is she the one who will sail the vengefull and challenging life with me...?
is she the one who will be there when i need and share my life with...?
is she the one who is going to takes on the pride of my generation to the eternity..?

questions flowing thru my head.. the answer will b answered this sunday..

sleepless..anxious..mysterious..anonymity puzzled me all over.. Well.. i wonder where is deepavali anyway ?
i dont feel the mood yet.. im hoping for a good deepavali mood nowwwwwwwwww!!

Paintball at Pisa Stadium Penang

Had a wonderfull weekend at PISA stadium penang playing "Paintball" last sunday. Me and my couleges at Seagate had enjoyed the brutal game of Paint ball crushing at the Pisa stadium. I called it "PAIN Ball" removing the "T".. cause its really pain once hit on u even though wearing the full body armour.. I did posed for a few shots before the begining of the game.. Here im sharing some of them..

*note the gun *isnt it cool ? :) Im wearing a full body gear with SWAT Team vest.

Cleaning da house

Went to cleanup my new house yesterday with my sis and mom.. very tiring.. as this the first time washing and cleaning the house.. The stains are hard to remove espcialy all those leaked paints, cements and patches of other construction material.. what a work out.

Endhiran

In the midst of the Navarathri festival preperation.. I did catch up some time of my own to watch endhiran with my family at the local theather.. Wow.. the crowd was speachless.. In fact i stay away from the local theather and brought my family to a much newer and grand 3D Digital DTS thearther where no tamil films was screened so far except enthiran.. but to my suprise there to alots of people... lucky me the ticket are available on the time of booking.. the movie... hmmm for me.. i dont see a shankar's touch on it.. as usual shankar's film even though its illogical, but there will be a strong message embeded on the story line. But on endhiran.. 'non-logic', 'boring move' and  'non impresive 3D animations' made me wonder if the stress given to shankar made it such way.. even my mom noticed it and told me probarbaly the director was in rush or in panic of the movies hype that he spoil it halfway.. yea.. for me i have to admit.. something went wrong somewhere..

Well talking about 'non-logic', endhiran.. is a tamil word of robot. So a robot is been created as a prove of bio-technology ambitious design.. all the human factors are loaded in.. ok..all the capabilities are loaded in... ok.. the feelings.. loaded in .. also ok.. now here comes the big question to the director.. all the previous mentiones was 'ok' in the movie.. now Where the hell did he think that a robot semi-mechanical, electronicaly circuited and wired which depends on electric source to charge able to have a magnetic field power !?!? Director shankar how could that possible.. I mean u can manipulate peoples thinking.. but to that extend... "i dont think so".. Magnetic power.. wow.. work side by side with electronic circuits.. Not to mention the jumping over a distance of few feet away.. wow all this made me bored  and sick to watch the movie.. Shankar screwing his film this bad.. ouch.. ive no clue how could this be possible..

The save the people on the fire.. and the ending fight.. all are digitaly animated.. but for me its badly animated.. those animation are poorly done.. I wonder if the cost of the movie constrained shankar to opt for a lower end animation.. Well ive no clue.. So far the movie is doing well at the box office.. and earned much amount of cash from it.. but for me if the rating is 1 to 10.. i would give 4 for the movie.. the 4 is because camera works was done very well.. and the song picturization.. Machu Pichu for one song.. wow.. thats cool.. and lastly the squeezed in idea of terminator, I-robot & etc.. on a tamil movie... thats never done before on any movie.. hmmm ok..

to my blog viewers.. this is my personal opinion of the moview Endhiran.. :)

Tired weekend

Had a very tired weekend.. Too tired as the navarathri festive ended in a extravaganza environment. After all the 3 weeks of tiring works at the temple preparing chariot and decorations and etc. it all comes to an end on sunday as the chariot procession rounded and entered the temple well at around 11.30pm. Well not to mention the exhaustness and also a happy mood of all comes together in a fresh manner. Around that time after a brief cleanup at the temple, me and my temple friends head to a local seafood restaurant to break out our 9 days of vegetarian ordeal..haha thats a fun way to end.. we had our meal and drinks up till 2am. Then parted way back to home.. :) Wow.. unforgetable navarathri..

Well we been talking and planning about how to be prepared for next years navarathri procession as usuall..
ideas and concepts flown in.. and most probarbaly we will start the new chariot design earlier this round to avoid final minute havoc.. well hopefully we could ..


tirey tirey weekend.. :)

Buzy week..

Buzy schedules next week.. plus Navarathri festival around the corner of the week.. wow.. im preety much occupied till mid november im suppose.. Having a summit going on at work place. So managers from all over the US came over to my office..not to mention my program manager from scotland.. nice guy.. but he hates the temperature in penang.. well he did mention to me the hottest temperature back in scotland is 15 degree. Huh!! That reminds me how we are one step to hell with a f***i*g 39 to 40 degree celcius almost entire year!!! 15 degrees in penang is like a winter season.. or one door way to heaven.. Yea.. he made a point of the climate temperature in penang.. as a white fella in asia.. he is sweating almost all day and banned "curries" from any of his meal in here.. haha.. wow..

More and more managers will be coming over next week.. some of them i never seen before.. well excited as scheduling consists of alots of technology sharing.. and etc. Well it will keep me buxy..

Navarathri is coming over.. and i have to split my time to the temples and also start thinking green (vegetarian week) for navarathri.. but suprisingly this year.. the chinese 9 days vegetarian festival are same time as the hindu's navarathri.. so i will not be having problem to get my self some nice vege foods all week long.. woweee.. thats cool...

Ok.. need to get back to work..
till next blogey... chow..

Again!!

Again down with the Fever again !!! #^%&@%$^#
Worst of this year.. sorethroat..flu.. and worst of all headache..!!!
been relying with medicine and liquidized food.... :(

awful awful awful!

My Birthday Celebration

I was very thrilled and happy that my mom and sis arranged a surprise birthday celebration at home.. rather a mini ones.. Me, my mom, sis and my little cousin.. Wow.. im speachleess... and very happy.. Its a cute mini cake and some extras consists of pizzas and cookies.. Enjoyed the cake so much.. Thanks mom and Thanks sis.. (i called her mosquito).. dont ask.. hehehe reason known to the author only :P...

Meanwhile do enjoy the picture that i took on my handphone of the cake...

 Before the cake was to cut..

.. and after .. 'lovely & cute'

Resilience of time

It seems quite some times i didnt keep my blog updated.. Wow.. thats a news.. Well been swiming with the waves of life now and then.. full of colors of shades and crisp.. Today.. is September 21st.. the day i been given a life at 6:12pm.. to blog all the way of my life.. Here iam.. on my birthday blogging :)

Happy birthday to me.. Well time is running very fast.. and im getting older.. haha 31 years old now. Ive been invaded on this planet earth for 31 years. Im quite happy with how im being right now.. Happy.. Smilling.. Cry.. and do whatever stupid stuffs that i could imagine.. Im gratefull to my life.. and happy with it.. eventhough its not as perfect as ive dreamt off..

Well.. a new life of a new birth.. :)
Happy Life..

till next blogey.. c ya guys..

Endhiran fever

It catches up the expectation quite high.. Couldnt wait till Septhember-24.. Endhiran.. a 21st century sci-fi presentation by Shankar.. Cant wait !!!

Blank and Blank..

Its been a while since i last blogged.. been executing my day to day duties as usuall.. which plays the modest reminisance of both bright and dark of the path of my life.... well.. venturing thru it with hope.. well nothing much to talk about.. My new house at kulim, finally about to complete.. im going to get the key soon, yet bank debts pertaining to many things are getting tarrer.. figuring out on my spending.. Well i get going to a health scan today at my work place.. sort of a health screening program for the engineers.. the results looks bad.. hmm... BMI increase.. muscle reflex average.. and many medical lingos i heard today.. bottom line.. i need to spend some times think way to control my health.. i think i need to spend some cash for my medical control.. probarbaly some diet drink.. Also not to forget my time to get myself to gym.. arghh.. its painfull.. I used to have a flexi hours while at Intel.. but in Seagate.. im virtually in a box of my time.. need to think a way to slot in my gym time here..

Well nothing much on that.. ok.. work call.. got to go.. till then cya friends..

Bye Bye South Africa

I was preety much disappointed with World Cup 2010 held this year. The much awaited 4 years of excitement & waiting perished with the wind.. i really expected either Brazil or Germany will get to reign the World Cup as a winner, but unfortunately both of them got knocked out by little known talented challengers. Well.. the excitement of 2006 Fifa world cup final game which run fresh on my memory seems dull and have less intrests for me this years tournament to pursue further on supporting any team this years final. Netherland and Spain.. Well they have top class Arsenal players on both side, Robin van persie and Fesc Fabregas, but when it comes to World cup, those players are micromini to note. Its the countries glory that decide not the players, same goes to C.Ronaldo. Well I hate both this countries.. So i tend not to prioritize watching the final of this year. Well, if im awake (able to wake at 2.30am) then il watch, else i wont. blehh not important. Who loose who win.. i dont care now. Well gone is gone.. 2014.. its Brazils time to prove and to redeem their 2010 losts... Im not sure hows my life going to be on 2014.. Married? Kids? Families? New Job? Dead? In Heaven? In Hell? only god knows. But one thing for sure, if im alive and kickin.. I will MAKE SURE, nothing gonna stop me from watching the game with full pumpin adrenalin..hell yeah!!

Bye Bye South africa..

Brazil - 2014 ".....i will wait for u...."

too late for everything.

Am i too late for everything.. too late on relationship... too late on life.. too late for socialize..
Im stranded in an own world of Infinite dillusion.. I dreamt of having a perfect life.. but only dream.. how can i stop the dream and materialize it in the real world ? People doesnt seems to acknowledge my existence.. Sadly this include my closed ones.. but why ? I tried to be me.. but the real me seems a bored one for many.. Should i change my attitude to somewhat rude and naive ? Oh god.. its getting disasterous like the fifa football.

I need a change.. a drastic.. constant and materialize change! A dream of Life that needs to be scrapped !

Changed De Layout!

Surf in the blog today to update my blog. Came across my mind of some designing of my blog. Well ever since i registered my blog on blogspot, i never did some creative modifications. Well everything has a beginning so does it now! ive changed my blog layout with some designs in background and greenish theme. Some elements of Grass and contemporary view. Nice looking layout. Well Happy reading at my blog layout roll readers.. Till next update.. c ya..

FIFA WorldCup 2010 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

In a matter of hours the official game of FIFA2010 worldcup will be kicked off sta

rting the match of Host country South Africa and Mexico.. Ive been waiting for FIFA for 4 years. The last worldcup in in 2006. Its the worst FIFA final as i expect France to win.. alas Italian "moron's" cheated their way to triumph the championship.. what a disaster!.. Well this year im hoping for either Brazil or Germany to get the Cup. Also Argentina and Spain in mind.. the rest of the countries.. i dont care much.. Well Worldcup 2010 is a game worth and highly enthusiasticaly awaited which i cant afford to loose to watch.. Im not sure how.. and

where i will be in 2014 ( the next world cup to be held in Brazil)... whether im alive.. still blogging or down the ground.. well who knows.. For now.. Worldcup 2010 is the one matter...

Go go go FiFA!!

What!?

Damn.. i hate this.. now and then my mind is not in one place.. when i get in a nuisance feelings.. i will eat a lot.. like mad! but when my mind is in one piece i will tend to control my food taking... what a observation !!

Im very worried of this development... Anyway what makes me not in a piece... gigantic of issues.. which i cant explain in the blog.. Well...wind of changes does not give me any mercy on this

ouch.. half a year past! im in June! felt as if only last week i celebrated new year.. time runs fast :(

Raavanan

I started to Hate A.R.Rahman's music in Tamil way since couple of years back cause its usually very noisy and the lyrics are swallowed away by heavy rhythm.. Every time a new album comes up, il listen to the song and forget about it.. No any feel of excitement or hummable tunes since the 90's and late 21st's. Raavanan seems a good album of recovery for the hate it seems. I found the lyrics and the tunes are perfect in combo and it really pleased the ears.. wonderfull selection of singer.. not to forget Karthik and Shreya.. Awsome lyrics by vairamuthu.. wow..

But im not sure if this is because of a Mani's film that this effect can be seen.. cause almost all the North film (bollywood) that Rahman compose has a hummable and sweet composition, unlike his Tamil film composition always full of heavy bass, unwanted syncs and accompanied by loud trebble all the way. Hopefully Rahman can bring back the magic potion he used to caste to the tamil moods. Will the album Raavanan be a new benchmark of Rahman's talent for the Tamils ??

Raavanan.. I dislike the tittle (... Jai Shri Raam!!)

But i do certainly enjoy the music of Raavanan.. Good one Mani.. Cant wait for the Movie..

New identity of old me

Ive started to reduce my name from the normal call of "Gauthemen" to a short version of "Gauthem"... dont know why... but i found it more realistic, cute and simply charming... from the new job that i started in seagate onwards.. i introduce my self as Gauthem as and when i met any new people rather then the full lengthy gauthemen.. even start to have my words as Gauthem in the email signature.. Its a fresh intro to an old me... i felt very proud when ppl calling me gauthem.. it felt so nice... well hopefully Gauthem has a deep impact of visible changes towards me then its predecessor gauthemen ... well lets c how it goes :)

Welcome Gauthem... adios Gauthemen...

hahaha *grin* :)

Moving on..

Nothing good seems happening to me.. but it seems miraculously happening to everyone else.. wonder what went wrong with my fate.. Envious.. Anger and Mischievously sad... Well.. one thing to be proud is im still who i am.. Maybe things are for good... Il take it easy then.. waiting for the gold bullion to fall on top of my head.. :)

Well... im happy for my cousin sis "Santiya" who is happily going to end her single life with someone special for her life long.. Well congrats my cousin sis :)

So.. thats all z update for me now.. back to workey workey...

till next blogz.. c ya guys..

Getting Steady

Getting better and better... compare to the beginning of the year.. I can manage my time from all the friction to much ample time with my family and for my own.. hmmmm... yea worst things does comes and goes yet.. its manageable.. hmmm i sound like a horoscope predictor.. haha well..

just a drop by to blogey a bit before go back to my work life... well till next blogey time guys..

Unforgetable Class (1997) High School Reunion

Unforgettable.. Surprise and Happy.. .thats my expression for my 97 High school (secondary) reunion dinner with my ex-mates yesterday night with 20 of them.. (i heard would be more then 50 *wow*). Words failed to express my feelings as it has been too nostalgic to forget. After 13 years of separation since we last finished our high school exams we finally met up at the reunion dinner.. had some seafoods to fill up our empty tummy and had a long burst of stories and memories to share up... wow.. those memories which seems to be long forgotten ... reappear series after series... we had a wonderful laugh and experiences on sharing the nite...

Alas many of them seems had their path in different way.. some went thru higher levels of education and some ended up with simple and modest marriage life.. i caught surprise when i completely lost some of my ex-mates names and further more i had a tough time recognizing their faces.. we had to re-introduce ourself back to recall who and how we are .. hahahahahah that was really funny... what a lengthy 13 years it was... feels as if only a day out from the high school.. and yet.. a nostalgic indeed..

I bring in my sisters camera to snap up some pics.. but at the last minute.. for "god know reason why" my mind decided the other way around and i left the camera at my car.. hmmm still i couldn't figure out why was that. Anyway my friends catch up couple of group pics with their cams.. and i would certainly post one or two of them on the blog for real once i got it.. believe me its worth a share.. :)

Start dinner around 7 in the evening and we chat up till late night 12 after the dinner.. what a reunion.. :) I wud definitely start to miss those olden times hanging out with the boys, doing those bad and naughty stuffs.. and not to forget getting the punishment from our teacher for the "high school time" bad stuff that we made... hahahahahahahahhah .. those are the golden days that will never ever return to my life any more.... :)

Life its beauty and glory are very hard to appreciate or predict and the intensified feel of it are a precious gem!!

Frustrated !!

Sometimes i feel frustrated with peoples thinking.. why they tend to ignore when one trying to be friend with them ? is it a feel of over dominance ? or a feel of low esteem ? I couldnt understand why this happend to me.. When im trying to make friends, ive been ignored.. when i keep silence.. ive been marked anti-social or lazybag... what should i do !?! this is really f***ing annoying me !!!

Tamil New Year (Vikrudhi Year) 2010

Today (14th-April) is the new year for tamilians all over the world. This year 2010 is called "Vikrudhi year" in the tamil almanac. Life as usual for me, il be veg the whole day.. luckily my mom prepare and pack some vegetarian food for me. Wowwee... at least i felt eating lunch at home :)

To all tamilians around the world..

..."இனிய தமிழ் புத்தாண்டு வாழ்த்துக்கள்!!!"

:)

Memoirs of the past

Its been my 5th working week at Seagate.. encouraging.. energetic.. new discoveries. Yet still my memoirs of the past at Intel seems to sweet to forget.. I met a coulege from Intel with whom i have been working with at Intel before (even though not from same dept, but same nature of work).. Since now we are reporting under the same manager at seagate, we go out for breakfast and lunch together.. as i found it comfortable to go out with a person i know rather then going out with an unknown person.. I knew this guy very well.. as we share the same similarity of working life style at our previous working place.. our conversation during lunch and breakfast will be very interesting as we touch topics from our previous working place almost most of the time.. be it something wonderful, cheerful and even something we tend to erase from our memories...

We share sweet and sour memories of how we work together, the down lanes, the people we met, the changes of peoples attitude, the comparison of current and previous work environment and many more.. We share thoughts, and even go to the extreme of sweetly cursed at people from our previous working place.. hahahahahahaha those are really wonderfull memoirs of my work life.. :)

Too good and too precious to forget..

Will it be fresh in my memory forever ? Hopefully time can speak and tell for itself....

Slowly recovering

After a hiatus week of fever.. finally.. im in the recovering process...

my tounge and nose censors able to pickup some good smells and taste of good foods.. hehehe

:)

Wishing a Great day ahead to all..

Down with fever

Fever, Sorethroat, Noseblocking.. arghhh.. its very iritating.. furthermore

aircond at working place further ignites my iritation.. Wonder what microspecies causing this fever.

I wish to destroy its entire microbiological species ones and for all !!!!!!!!

%#$&@%$@&#!

Training.. & new Gadget..

Fell boring at work place.. very minimal or shud i say no touching on anything yet. as im still on training.. hmmm... environment is very good.. i feel happy with my buddy and couleges.. huge enterpise seagate is anyway..

Btw, i bought myself a new Nokia 5800 Xpress Music.. a smart phone.. cool gadget..

still exploring.. :)

Im happy with it as its my first PDA phone..

First Day.. A new Starter

First day in an alienated world.. I recieved all my gears.. my badge, access, laptop (brand new DELL Latitude E5400), office cubical, partial announcement and passdowns.. Now ready to storm on the seas.. Yet ive to know my R&R's (Roles and Responsibility)...

Probarbaly a few days ahead with meetings and schedules.. feel nervous yet feel anxious..

Well.. life's check and balance i wud say...

My 1st Blogey from my new work place @ Seagate SunTech..

Till more blogs to come... :)

The final day of My life at Intel.

Finally the day has come.. My final day at Intel. Ive packed up all my stuffs back home since a week ago.. Backup-ed my data's from my Laptops and elsewhere.. All have been completed. Today the final things that i need to do.. return my laptop but before that.. say a word of thanks and good bye to my fellow comrades and pals at Intel. These are my final tasks at Intel. Once all this is done, i plan to go home eat lunch at home and probably get a few hours of nap.. Also il need to go to my housing bank to settle out this months loan payment. Ive delayed it due to some inquiries with the developer..

Well... busy day today... tomorrow il be on leave and Next week Monday.. a new start of career at Seagate...

Will the gate welcome me with arms wide open ? Hopefully :)

To my blog readers.. probarbaly i will be hibernate for a few days or weeks due to the shifting nature of my work place to a new place. As such i predict that i will have less time to blog and probably hook up to the net.

Please wish me luck and pray for a succesfull new career... till next blogey.. c ya guys...

Silent speech

Lunch after lunch.. with my fellow mates at Intel Penang.. left 7 days for me to venture away.. im trying not to disappoint my best colleges request to go out for Lunch or dinner.. usually i will do so.. but now i dont have a feel to reject them.. well.. only a week im gonna spend with them... taking pictures.. teasing each others.. and having fun.. even though i feel sad.. i hid it away with a positive feeling of success after my outgoing from here.. Im helping them and wishing them the best of the best for their work at Intel..

Words are difficult to express but.. leaving them after so long is something painful.. I did quote to them... "Any beginning has an ending"

hope this ending brings me a good beginning thruout my life..

Emotionally and Mentally unprepared

Preparing my self to embrace emotionally and mentally to leave the place where i belonged to for 10 years.. The journey that embarked some significant changes in my life.. Now its getting towards the end.. i left 9 days more to leave out. Im going to bring along with me some bad, good, sweet and nostalgic memories which i will never going to forget the rest of my life..

A calculation check on the Net.10 years = 3 652.42199 days

Hmm.. time to time im getting emotionally disturb and distressed.. trying to overcome this changes by thinking positively and trying to mental relax.. yet im sad..

Unprepared.... distressed... and sad... :(

Different Faces of Life

We came across different faces in life.. be it a good face.. or less good face..shadowy face.. or even evil face.. never know.. but we do certainly came across them in our day to day life.. Life can be full of colors with them but can be dull and dangerous too.. Some faces are hard to forget.. some faces does makes us wonder the beauty of life.. some are intimately annoying.. I do came across many faces in my life.. i wonder if i will came across same face again in my life.. does identical fate came across twice for a man..? i wonder..

faces of life... different tale and yet different senseability...

Out of the Cocoon

Today on this day.. on this date.. ive did it.. which i never thought about for the past 10 years.. in a working career.. Yes.. ive given my resignation letter to my superior. Not on anger.. not out of frustration.. not on desperation.. .but on a hope of a bright sun.. on a hope of a new Life..

As soon as i gave my letter to my superior.. a senior manager of my dept came in to the Lab where i was having the 1:1 meeting with my superior.. After informed to my senior manager.. He was shocked.. amazed.. puzzled.. a chatty & jovial type manager.. turned really shocked.. I could see words are getting lesser from him.. surprised and sad reaction covers his usuall jovial and fun going character.. I know its a painfull decission.. alas ... Its a decision that i have to made for my better future..

Tons of knowledge & expertise.. surrounds me.. that would make anyone turn surprise over my decission.. A change has comes thru.. i feel shaky submitting my letter.. but felt relief ive made it.. All this for a better life.. i will be going to another huge multi-national company in penang itself.. I dunt know if my decission is right or wrong.. i dunt know what is in-store for me there... i dunt know how the people over there gonna accept me.. but one thing i know.. i will face what ever things that gonna comes to me..

This is it.. i will be coming out of the cocoon.. to become a full grown butterfly.. full of colors of.. fun.. happy...sad..... and all sorts of weathery storms of my career life..

My last date in Intel is 18th March and my new career in the new company start on 22nd March.. Well life goes on.. I always believe on this quote.. "Which ever starts.. has an end.. " and its proven true on many instance in my life.. be it my love life.. my career life.. & etc..

I wish the new me will be a happier me.. Hope all my blog friends pray for a happier me :)

Till next blogey.. c ya guys..

Changes in Life

It seems difficult to digest the word changes..! Changes is sux.. indeed its unwanted.. but need changes or else life will be spiceless.. in a dull world always.. Yet i hate changes.. some are forcefull changes and some are optional changes and some are useless changes.. i bet changes has many meanings.. the key one is the painfull one..

I opt not to make a changes in my life.. yet i couldnt live without one.. many changes in my life have deterred alot.. do i need to except further changes ? life will tell !!

Rice harvest Day..

Rice harvesting day today.. or more widely known within tamil community as "Ponggal". Wonderfull day.. a Holy day.. The day marks the rice harvesting day for the tamil community around the globe.. a day of thanks to the god for a plentiful good harvesting.. But not all are farmers.. some of them.. i guess probarbaly we celebrate together as a sign of thanks for the bowl of rice we are having everyday.. :)

Well this year is the first year.. "im not celebrating it".. no colorfull decorations.. no sugar cane tie up's(usualy they would hung sugar cane at the entrance of the house).. no rice pot with pouring rice.. as it significantly would be.. yea.. i feel a little awkward.. but i have to accept it.. cause in indian tradition if a person is dead... especialy elderly alots of celebration has to be put away for 1 year.. so my grandmother who passed away on Mei last year. So the 1 year cycle of mourning has not reach yet.. well no celebrations..

This year.. as normal... same style as previous deepavali celebration.. cook veg foods and pray at home.. as simplicitic as possible... well i dont like it.. for me.. im very particular with all this.. a celebration needs to be a celebration.. it cannot be dull ! no way..!

but .. i have to respect my grandmothers soul..

Well.. for all my tamil friends who are celebrating ponggal festival.. Happy ponggal day guys...

Picture with thousand words.

Haaa... my solo picture starts to go places circulating from hand to hand.. its a indian traditional especialy for the one that searching for groom or bride to get married.. to send the picture first.. to check the look.. later the details of the person.. then the family background... then the financial + the parents lineage (caste to be precise).. if it reached to this level.. the final one will be the prediction check by the holy man (usually in temples) to verify how the bride and the groom will be living.. will they be happy.. will they have child.. will the marriage stops half way.. i.e. divorce and things like that. They have this mathematical counts to check on the sun signs. Usually the prediction will be based on planetarium houses.. each individual house of the planetarium stars represents something.. usually wealth, health, love, child and so on.. if both the groom and the bride has certain level of combination then it s a straight go for the wedding.. else.. in some cases there is some prayers to hid away any bad things to happend if both family still decides to get married.. i never came across anyone with 100% match.. usually 70 - 80% match is considered very good lower then that.. is best to avoid and keep searching.. this is what my mom told me..

Well its a long process to go for me...my picture just starts its journey.. not sure who will pick the picture and who will look on it.. whatever it is.. i hope everything is smooth...

Nervous... Anxious.. & Terrified...

Resolution ? No! Revolution!! hell yeah!

Today while i was having a conversation with someone.. the conversation

was somehow diverted with new year resolution topic.. On my mind i thought to myself (Gimme a break.. i dont give a f*** with new year resolution.. I have resolutions all the new years begining.. and none of them work!!!!! resolution's is full of crappy sh**!!).

Sorry with my words blog readers... but this is the inevitable fact...

It wont work.. my style, aim on something and work with it right away.. writing down

and planning and constructing and.. bla and bla and bla and bla... wont work!! especialy on the begining of new year. I did alot of those when i was small.. each new year.. take out a brand new book and pencil and write down crapy things that i wanted to achieve on the year but it will end forgoten or never get to see the sun shine... What a waste..

Bottom line.. forget the resolution crap ! Revolutionize your life !!!!!!

62 WAYS TO MAKE 2010 YOUR BEST YEAR YET

62 WAYS TO MAKE 2010 YOUR BEST YEAR YET

1. Remember that leadership isn't about your position. It's about your influence.

2. Get fit like a pro athlete.

3. Lift people up versus tearing people down.

4. Protect your good name. An impeccable reputation takes a lifetime to build. And 60 seconds to lose.

5. Surround yourself with positive, ethical people who are committed to excellence.

6. Remember that even a 1% daily innovation rate amounts to at least a 100% rate of innovation in 100 days.

7. Believe in your dreams (even when others laugh at them).

8. Measure your success, not by your net worth but by your self worth (and how happy you feel).

9. Take an intelligent risk every 24 hours. No try-No Win.

10. Read "Buffett: The Making of an American Capitalist".

11. Watch "Man on Wire".

12. Regardless of your title at work, be a team builder.

13. Remember that business is all about relationships and human connections.

14. Say "please" more.

15. Say "thank you" more.

16. Know your Big 5: the five things that need to happen by the end of this year for you to feel its been your best year yet.

17. Read your Big 5 every morning while the rest of the world is asleep.

18. Read "As You Think". At least twice this year.

19. Be willing to fail. It's the price of greatness.

20. Focus less on making money and more on creating value.

21. Spend less, save more.

22. Leave everything you touch better than you found it.

23. Be the most positive person in every room you're in.

24. Run your own race.

24. Stay true to your deepest values and best ideals.

25. Write a handwritten thank you note to a customer/friend/loved one every day.

26. When you travel, send love letters to your kids on hotel stationary. In time, they'll have a rich collection to remember your travels by.

27. Read "Atlas Shrugged".

28. Be a problem solver versus a trouble maker.

29. Rather than doing many things at mediocrity do just a few things-but at mastery.

30. Honor your parents.

31. Commit to doing great work-whether anyone notices it or not. It's one of life's best sources of happiness.

32. Give more than you receive (another of the truths of happiness).

33. Have your 1/3/5/10/25 years goals recorded on paper and review them weekly.

34. Be patient. Slow and steady wins the race. The only reason businesses that went from zero to a billion in a year or two get featured in magazines is because 99% of businesses require a lot more time to win.

34. Underpromise and then overdeliver.

35. See part of your job as "a developer of people" (whether you work in the boardroom or the mailroom).

36. Wear your heart on your sleeve. When people see you're real, they'll fall in love with you.

37. Be authentic versus plastic.

38. Read "The Alchemist".

39. Remember that life wants you to win. So get out of your own way.

40. Consider that behind every fear lives your next level of growth (and power).

41. Eat less food.

42. Drink more water.

43. Rest when you need to.

44. Read "SUCCESS" magazine.

45. Write your eulogy and then live your life backwards.

46. Demand the best from yourself.

47. Remember that the more you go to your limits, the more your limits will expand.

48. See everything that happens to you as an opportunity to grow (and therefore, as a precious gift).

49. Be obsessed with learning and self-development.

50. Become comfortable alone (you are the only person you get to be with your whole life).

51. Smile. It's a stunningly effective way to win in business and life.

52. Reflect on the shortness of life.

53. Be bold when it comes to your dreams but gentle with those you love.

54. Remember that success is dangerous because it can kill drive/innovation/passion and going the extra mile. Be successful yet stay hungry.

55. Read "The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin".

56. Be of deep value to this world.

57. Own beautiful things but don't let them own you.

58. Use excellent words.

59. Laugh more.

60. Don't complain, gossip or be negative.

61. Plan as if you'll live forever but live as if you'll die tomorrow.

62. Feel free to pass these lessons on to those you want to help.

Written by Robin Sharma, January 3, 2010. For more information visit robinsharma.com. Robin's new book "The Leader Who Had No Title: A Modern Fable On Real Success in Business and Life" will be published by Simon and Schuster in March 2010. Many of the ideas above come from it.

My 1st blog of 2010

Wow.. my blog of new year :)

Great..!! I hope i could be blogin in all the year same as the rest of the year..

all full of sweet, memourable, nice.. and adventerous posts... 6 years of blogging.. and im happiii with it ! Go blogey !